Suicide Excitement (Part 4 of 4)

Tell me about service to self and service to others. When one serves all that is, what you may say others, one is automatically serving the self because one is also part of all that is. You follow me. Serving others is automatically serving the self. Serving the self is not supporting all that is and as a part of all that is. as a part of all that is, then you automatically remove support from yourself and others. Will this have explained the idea? Or do you wish me to proceed? Proceed. Recognize that the idea you call service to self in the negative effect sense is the idea of separating the self from all that is when you cut yourself off at the source, but yet recognize still within your higher conscience in your higher consciousness that there is a connection to all that is, but still are only willing to recognize that connection through service to self, through separation, the only way one can form a connection with the rest of all the others, when one is separate from all that is, is to have domination over all the others to force them to gather under you. When one is within so to all that is and is integrated within that idea. Then because one recognizes each and every path as equally valid, one is supporting everything, every expression all that is has created within the multiverse and yourself, as one of those expressions becomes automatically supported and automatically provided for by your willingness to be of service to the rest of all that is, you automatically cover yourself because you are within integration. That's great. So service to self and love of self is two different things. Oh yes. Yeah. Okay, thanks. Question. Yes. Then you. How long is this transformation? How long it's going to take forward to the... Now understand there are many different periods within the transformation as you count time, but allow me to say that the crux, the nexus at this time, of the transformational energy will form a relatively solid, I'll say solid, actualization within the next 30 of your years. Okay, you mentioned next year a couple of heavy events. More heavy. You know, you'll have to have something to remember me by it. by it. We will never forget you. Thank you. You mentioned a couple of events. It's going to take place for much easier. Guys, there would be events that we would be making a decision. We'll be making our choice. Could you talk about that? No. Otherwise, it would color your decision. Thank you. Well. Thanks. Question. Yeah. First, you, then you. Bichard, last week when I came to talk to you, I told you I was moving to Phoenix, Arizona. And you said, what a coincidence. Can you, um, let me know. What am I meant by that? So many other individuals in your society are also are also doing the same thing.

choice. Could you talk about that? No. Otherwise, it would color your decision. Thank you. Well. Thanks. Question. Yeah. First, you, then you. Bichard, last week when I came to talk to you, I told you I was moving to Phoenix, Arizona. And you said, what a coincidence. Can you, um, let me know. What am I meant by that? So many other individuals in your society are also are also doing the same thing. And the purpose is like... It's like... I don't know. Oh, yes, you do. Well... I'll let you think about it for a moment. What is your question? I'm not clear about the relationship between the service of others, which includes myself, and pity. You know, like if somebody is in trouble, and if I have pity, your compassion on that. That's reinforcing... Compassion is not pity. Right, if I have pity, or a person who's in a problem. Then you are saying to yourself, Oh, yes, this person is having a problem. They are within the vibration of something that they cannot change. Okay, so how can I relate, how can I know whether to do something? Oh, you can always do something. Do something for somebody. Or not. not because you can always do. You can always do. If the doing comes from compassion. Compassion Compassion is the un-predational support of that individual. No matter what they are doing, in other words, you know that what they are doing is of their own choice and is valid for the path they have chosen. Not that they are to be pitied and need. and need your help. They do not need your help. You are willing to be of assistance, first of all, by having compassion to create a visualization within yourself that this person is already as strong as they need to be. And they know exactly what they are doing on some level of their consciousness, whatever level is important for it to be on. Compassion then will be the unconditional support or love that you will give them to allow yourself to act in whatever manner, whatever manner they have attracted you into their lives for you will be acting according to the mutual attraction, the mutual agreement that has been made. You will not be reinforcing unless that is what they have attracted you for, reinforcing the sad state of affairs you think they happen to be in. Now many times that will be a part of the agreement, but understand what we are talking about is your ability at the its time in a sense to rise above the ability to reinforce someone's victimhood. You follow me. There is no need to reinforce their victimhood.

You will not be reinforcing unless that is what they have attracted you for, reinforcing the sad state of affairs you think they happen to be in. Now many times that will be a part of the agreement, but understand what we are talking about is your ability at the its time in a sense to rise above the ability to reinforce someone's victimhood. You follow me. There is no need to reinforce their victimhood. There is only the need in that way then if you wish to be a service to act through compassion, which is affording them the knowledge within yourself that they are already as strong as they need to be, you are simply acting with in service to them as they require you to act. Knowing all the while that you are acting this way, not because they need you, but because they have agreed that you will reflect to them a certain set of symbols that they will then be able to use for themselves to create whatever other type of reality they so desire. You, by acting in compassion, are affording them an example by which they may then choose to change their reality. You follow me? Yes, no maybe. So, so. Once again, very simply, pity is the reinforcement. You are saying, yes, you are to be pitied. Yes, you are helpless. Yes, you are a victim. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. That is all very valid. Compassion is you are doing this for a reason. Your very own unique reason. I will aid you to form, to act as a reflection, as a mirror, so that you will then be able to use me to show yourself why you are doing this and so if you do decide to change it, you can change it because you know that you are not getting from me that you are a victim and things do not happen to you outside of your control. I am sending you the unconditional compassion and love of the energy that I know I can't be granted without a shadow but doubt that you have all the ability you need to change the situation should you choose to. I will still assist you. you, I will love you, I will act as the mirror, I will go along with the charade, but I will be sending you the energy of knowing that you can change this any time you wish and I will be more than happy to share, share, not tell, not force, not make, but share my ideas as to how you may go about doing this, but it is always your choice. I know you are not a victim, even though you are playing that game. Now do you understand the difference? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Joy! Yes. What have you come up with? Well, I'll just let that I'll go, I know why. You do? Would you like to share it?

tell, not force, not make, but share my ideas as to how you may go about doing this, but it is always your choice. I know you are not a victim, even though you are playing that game. Now do you understand the difference? Yes. Thank you. Thank you. Joy! Yes. What have you come up with? Well, I'll just let that I'll go, I know why. You do? Would you like to share it? Well, I think it has a lot to do with what I'm doing right now. I have come to the... I know what living life is all about me. And it is wonderful. All right. And it's so simple. The simplicity of it. we can make it so difficult for ourselves. Oh, yes. You are very creative and make it difficult. Right now I'm in the whole thing. I'm just only creating. You are always. Consciously, yes. You know. Yes. Yes. And I've been doing some healing of other people with my hand. Oh, right. And I was in Phoenix, Arizona just last weekend, and I was in Phoenix, I was compelled to just sit in the pool for hours. Did you have a good time? I had a great time of you. But what I'm sitting is that it was formed not only for me physically, it was like I had to sit in there because it was comfortable. I had to relax my body. Yes. Because I've been going through so much. All right. I saw the inside of my body, which was filled with this beautiful blue light, but it was like moving. moving. Nice. Constantly throughout me. And it's been continually to do that, but it's like the amount of energy there, it's like the water was soothing to kind of help balance that. Yes. You know. Thank you. And I know it's as a serious influence. Oh, why. And I was wondering, well, I have more, I'm asking this question, and I already know it. I want to hear it. Go ahead. I was going to ask you if I was in Syria. from a Syrian at one time, where I am. Do you allow to answer that? We are allowed at this time to say, you do have a life there, yes. Now, may I ask you, I think I have the answer, but Sirius is... Serious. Is that a planet or a sun? It is your definition of a star. Of a star, and that's a hot light. Yes. Okay. Now, I had thought at one time that maybe they were living on this planet, but they are the planet. In a sense, they are the planet, yes. They are not the star, per se, though in a sense they are. There is, by your recognition, a planet which orbits the star that you would consider to be the planet on which they live.

star. Of a star, and that's a hot light. Yes. Okay. Now, I had thought at one time that maybe they were living on this planet, but they are the planet. In a sense, they are the planet, yes. They are not the star, per se, though in a sense they are. There is, by your recognition, a planet which orbits the star that you would consider to be the planet on which they live. But in an overall sense, it would be very different from anything you understand to be a planet. than to be a planet because they do make it in a sense from their mentality. Right. It is more an environment in which, in which they exist as opposed to on which they exist. Okay, now that is just, now I get from them lots of blue lights all the time. Yes. And they do guide me with the healing. They form an identification which you gladly accept and they, accept and then use to guide yourself. Right. I get cold, just like their environment, it's just total light. Just sparkling blue light. And they are like... Do you learn. Understand that our terminology in that way, even for what we call ourselves and what we call you, and what we call them and what we call every being in the universe is living light. Right. There are different manifestations. There are different manifestations of the idea. To your perception, they would seem to be more so living life. Yes. Thank you very much. One moment. Question. Richard, we should, what in time? Time, in a sense, is one of the sense, is one of the defining symbols that creates physical reality. It is, in a sense, in a sense, the creation of the I am. creation of the idea of separation from all that is of a particular type of experience. Now, in many ways, you yourselves have a colloquial saying about time which does in fact really sum it all up. Time is what keeps everything from happening all at once. Because everything does exist right now. Therefore, in order to have the experience that you can have separate, discrete, experiences apart from the rest of all that is, you create the idea you call time and space, which are really the same thing. You do not have space without time, you don't have time without space. It is one thing. Would this have answered your question to some degree? Yes. We continue with the question that you touch on it several times this evening when you mention time. I mean. An example of when I first asked the question and the timing was wrong. The timing is never wrong. The timing is simply what it is. You are making a judgment that because you did not get what you expected that the timing was wrong. The timing was manifested perfectly in terms of what it was that occurred during that interaction.

you touch on it several times this evening when you mention time. I mean. An example of when I first asked the question and the timing was wrong. The timing is never wrong. The timing is simply what it is. You are making a judgment that because you did not get what you expected that the timing was wrong. The timing was manifested perfectly in terms of what it was that occurred during that interaction. It served the purpose that it was. It served the purpose that it was. needed to serve. You follow me. There is a difference. You spoke this lady over here earlier on the ease of creation. Yes. Surely the ease of creation is to be able to relax into a... Into the timing. Into like a nice coincidence of events. Into the timing, yes. Therefore, if you create a circumstance for yourself that causes conflict. Yes. Then surely you are putting your timing out. No. Understand that the timing was for you to create conflict. Otherwise it would not have man. effected. Period. Understand there are no such thing as interruptions in your path, in your flow, even though you have free will. If you do create the experience, then you are creating for yourself the idea that you have a need to so that you can integrate it in such a way as to take advantage more consciously of the remainder of your timing. Understand that the conflict was created within timing, but the problem per se that you are having in that sense is that it was not created consciously. It will give you the opportunity if you will allow. opportunity, if you allow it to be valid within the timing, to then after that point, further create more timing consciously. You follow me? Yeah. Fool us the back of your question. It leads me to my ultimate question. All right. Oh, ultimate questions. Oh, we love ultimate questions. Proceed. By all means, we are very exciting. Not often we run into ultimate questions. I can make it an ultimate if you know. Oh, thank you very much. We'll keep it in the ultimate. Oh, all right. I have goals that I don't, haven't necessarily set for myself, but have appeared to me. I have found things in my life that not only give me two. that not only give me joy, but that I feel were my purpose in and above simply being here. As if there were a difference, all right? As if there were a difference. All right. All is one. I am torn between pursuing the goal, progressively, and thus forcing myself into the static style. classic starving syndrome or being patient and letting these things come to me in the foremost of the time. Thank you. Now, may I say that if you become patient, it will be the same thing as feeling like you are forcing yourself.

were a difference, all right? As if there were a difference. All right. All is one. I am torn between pursuing the goal, progressively, and thus forcing myself into the static style. classic starving syndrome or being patient and letting these things come to me in the foremost of the time. Thank you. Now, may I say that if you become patient, it will be the same thing as feeling like you are forcing yourself. Recognize that if you are enjoying life, you do not think about needing patience. You follow me so far? Patience and forcing yourself is much the same thing. the same thing. If you have enough free time in a sense to recognize that you need to be patient, then you're not living. You have to run that thought me again. All right. Patience is only recognized, you only recognize that, oh, I am exercising patience. Recognizing that you are exercising patience is the simultaneous creation of impatience. You are simply living. There is no need to experience patience or impatience. You do not need patience when you are always doing. Now, the idea of allowing yourself to flow within what excites you is the recognition of allowing yourself to act out what you know you are. The idea is that if your excitation exists with regard to a certain idea, you can know that you are that idea. That is what your excitement is for to tell you are that idea. If you know you are that idea, it is not a matter of forcing it to happen in any case or feeling that you need to be aggressive about it. Unless aggressiveness to you is simply acting as you are the idea. That is a fact that you are. form of aggressiveness being the idea, knowing you are the idea, aggressively acting it out, not aggressively chasing it down. There is no need to chase down something which you recognize to be you. You are already right there. Patience, likewise, is something that reinforces the concept of time. Patience makes time stretch out. There is no need to exercise patience. to exercise patience for something you already are. Patience creates a separation between you and the idea. Then you say, well, now we must wait a certain amount of time before I allow myself to recognize myself as the idea once again. But it is all a process, it is all an experience, it is all a tool, it is all a way of looking at yourself, and all of it fits the timing. Once you have gotten that out of the way, you can then simply appreciate the idea that you already are, what you know yourself to be by way of the excitement you create within yourself to let yourself know what the vibration is.

But it is all a process, it is all an experience, it is all a tool, it is all a way of looking at yourself, and all of it fits the timing. Once you have gotten that out of the way, you can then simply appreciate the idea that you already are, what you know yourself to be by way of the excitement you create within yourself to let yourself know what the vibration is. Therefore, you can simply relax and at the same time be very excited and very aggressive about acting out all of the ideas you find of yourself within the relaxation. They both go hand in hand, as you say. You are excited and relaxed at the same time. Recognize that infinite Momentum, infinite momentum, means you are everywhere at once, and if you are everywhere at once, then the feeling of being everywhere at once is the same as standing perfectly still. You follow me. How do you feel? Perfect. Thank you very much. Joy! Yes. May I also say to you, as with you, the enjoyment of your pool of water. And to all of you, symbols are where you find them. Simple as that. Whatever you find is a symbol for you because you have created it to be there. Because you are on the wavelength of that perception or you would not interact with it. It would not be in your reality. Therefore, everything in your reality. Your reality is a symbol for you if you wish to make you someone. Now, do not drive yourself nuts. Going around a old little pebble, what is the symbol you mean to me? Oh, the next pebble, all the next pebble. You will spend a long time on the beach. But you may recognize simply that when it occurs to you that a grain of sand is worth noticing, then that can be allowed to be a symbol. be allowed to be a symbol. When it occurs to you that the entire beach is worth noticing as an entire beach, that is worthwhile as a symbol, and equally valid as the grain of sand, for whatever it is the entire beach has to show you, whatever you have to show yourself with the idea of the entire beach. You all follow me. Yes. Thank you. Question.