Systems Of Belief (Part 2 of 3)

She was depleted very rapidly. And the only thing that I could do in my fashion was to register as much terror on my face as I possibly to the person who was up on this rock that I jumped off of. And to register the idea that, yes, indeed, I was drowning. And I thought, oh, my God, I'm drowning. I'm actually drowning. I don't think I want to do this. And because I got so tired from fighting it, I had to surrogating. I actually had to surrender. There was no choice. What? And a current itself took me over to the side and I thought, oh, God, I don't want to go down that long, you know, that long stretch like a tube of water. I don't want to do that. And the current kept taking me over and I didn't quite realize it. But, and I reached out my hand and no one could grab it. They wouldn't grab it. And there I started going down that chute that I didn't want to go down. And it was that chute of water that actually, kept me on the surface, and I just kept my feet up, and then I went down to this pool. You get the analogy? What a beautiful analogy. And you will also find the analogy that that is why many individuals simply because they have been taught no other way, will continue to try and try and struggle, struggle, struggle, until they get so tired they can't do anything else, but let go. Why do that all the time? I do have one quick question. Okay. Last week you mentioned something about the mucus in my throat mixing with milk causing a toxicity in there. I would like to know what the, if you can tell what the toxicity is. You can do your research, the vocabulary does not exist within the physical channel. You will find that the substance that you call the milk will create toxins within the system. And it will, in many ways, reveal itself in the form you call the increased production of the mucus. I see. I thought you meant that the toxicity of the milk was mixing with another toxicity in my body that was causing this. Some of what you call your milk does have toxicities. I see. Because this has been going on after about two and a half months. And then the other question is, there's the thing I got in the mail about whole brain learning. This guy John David has introduced. I have to introduce a doctor of whatever, I don't know, many things. A doctor of whatever. Oh, right. And the reason I'm asking is that it... He can be a doctor of whatever, whenever, he wants. One reason it interests me that, or caught my interest is that it deals with whole brain learning, or the idea of blending those two sides of the brain. Okay.

brain learning. This guy John David has introduced. I have to introduce a doctor of whatever, I don't know, many things. A doctor of whatever. Oh, right. And the reason I'm asking is that it... He can be a doctor of whatever, whenever, he wants. One reason it interests me that, or caught my interest is that it deals with whole brain learning, or the idea of blending those two sides of the brain. Okay. And it does this by having, I believe, seven levels. There are tapes involved and many other things. There are many tools that can allow you to recognize. There are many other things. that you are one whole consciousness. Avail yourself of whatever you are attracted to, but recognize that all the empowerment and all the ability is within you. Okay. I was just wondering if subliminal is, I suppose, it's whatever you consider it to be. Okay. Some back off on subliminals. If you have a strong belief that the idea can be more firmly implanted within you through what you call subliminal suggestion, then that is what will generally have a tendency to occur in you. to occur in your reality. Of course. All right. Thank you. Thank you. I'd like to pick up from a conversation that was happening earlier. All right. Regarding self-love, unconditional love. Unconditional love. Speak up. All right. In my experiencing unconditional love, I started on a gradient with my dog, which is very easy. All right. Then I moved up. into my close female friends, and that was very easy. All right. And I've moved into other gradients, and they were very easy. All right. I'm taking the easiest of all of those groups. However, I find, and I'll put it one other way, I find that I serve as a reflection to others in terms of unconditional love. All right. And I find that when they flow unconditional, well, I've already said that, okay. What, what problem, or excuse me, not problem, however, I want to change it from a problem to a situation. Oh, I want to change the whole belief system. What I'm getting at is there seems to be, when it comes to unconditional self-love, there seems to be this incredible, hard to believe, that is, separation of self from self. There seems to be... Self from self. Okay. Now, okay, just to put it very simply, there is an enormous, there appears that I have created the most enormous barrier to self-love. I can love in any other direction. I can see others loving others. I can receive love from others. But when it comes love from self to self... Contradiction. I am stumped. Contradiction. Great. Receiving love from others is giving love to yourself. Yes, I can have it on that gradient, but there's this... One moment. I'll tell you what the barrier is right now. What is? You think in gradients. Instead of holes. Whole ideas, whole events.

in any other direction. I can see others loving others. I can receive love from others. But when it comes love from self to self... Contradiction. I am stumped. Contradiction. Great. Receiving love from others is giving love to yourself. Yes, I can have it on that gradient, but there's this... One moment. I'll tell you what the barrier is right now. What is? You think in gradients. Instead of holes. Whole ideas, whole events. If you think in gradients, then you have the possibility of creating a gradient beyond which a certain idea will not idea will not proceed. If you think in whole concepts, that everything simply is where it needs to be all at once. And each and every event is each and every other event. To give love is to have love. To receive love is to have love, is to be love. It is all the same thing. Wow. There just seems to be some huge amount of counterintention to that occurring. Then you enjoy gradients. And you are just... learning something from them. Then simply assume that you have something to learn in the exploration of the gradients and love your gradients. I prefer to change the entire belief system. Then it is changed. To have the ability to have a preference to change it means it is changed. All you need to do is start acting like you believe that you truly have a preference to change it. And stop insisting that you have a gradient within you. That's fascinating. That's fascinating. something I haven't thought of. Oh. I think I thought of everything else. All right. Well, thank you. I'll enjoy that. All right. Thank you very much. If you wish, sleep on it. I certainly will. Thank you very much. Thank you. Yeah. You! For about six years, I've been trying to control my life. Trying. All right. Trying. Okay. Trying. Has it been tiring? It's been very tiring. and I've been very frustrated because... Yes, well, trying will generally bring on frustration. But I've been told that you can change certain things about your life by visualizing it the way you want it to be. Yes. So I set up expectations for myself. Yes. If they don't happen, and I go to the hell with it, and I want to throw it all away. And now I'm just at the point where I'm tired of swimming. All right. Now, expectancy and expectations are two different things. different things. Expectancy is what you need in your visualizations. That is simply the knowingness that the idea you are focusing on is truly representative of the being that you are. Expectations, many times, are actually invalidations and judgments. Because you are saying, if I don't see it exactly this way, then it is not valid in any form. You follow me.

tired of swimming. All right. Now, expectancy and expectations are two different things. different things. Expectancy is what you need in your visualizations. That is simply the knowingness that the idea you are focusing on is truly representative of the being that you are. Expectations, many times, are actually invalidations and judgments. Because you are saying, if I don't see it exactly this way, then it is not valid in any form. You follow me. Many times, if you are not truly honest, and in touch with what your belief systems are to begin with, you will simply not allow yourself to experience the manifestation in the way that it could come to you most easily. You will remain insistent on seeing it only in a particular way. You will create a stubbornness within you that will not allow you to experience any manifestation of it whatsoever until you see it exactly the way you think you need to see it, and therefore you will feel like you are not making any progress. There are many different manifestations, many different ways that can manifest. manifest if at first your exact visualization does not manifest allow the way it has manifested to be the way it needs to to show you what you need to get in touch with within yourself to then restructure the belief so that you can get closer to the exact manifestation you follow me you are not letting yourself learn from what happens, you are simply being stubborn. You follow me. Yes. All right. Now, also, the idea of doing that requires complete and total honesty with yourself about what you truly believe you want. For many times, the things that you are visualizing for you do not really want. So get in touch with yourself on that level as well. And many times you will find that the idea of a visualization can simply be an overall pattern that will point you in the correct direction, but does not necessarily have to manifest literally. Who knows? It may actually happen in a more grand way than you were capable of visualizing. But since you insist upon the visualization, you also may not let it happen in the grander way. Right. Well, I'm swearing off visualization for a while. Oh, you don't have to. to simply relax a bit about the idea. Now, there are, once again, techniques that many of the individuals in the room with you tonight are aware of, in particular one that comes from the consciousness Lozarin that may be able to get you in touch with the idea of visualization and the idea of what your belief systems are. And this, we can suggest to you, and it may be of some assistance. But the idea, as you have already expressed it, is to relax. For you see, The idea is that if you are trying too hard in the visualization, then you are not allowing it into your life.

Lozarin that may be able to get you in touch with the idea of visualization and the idea of what your belief systems are. And this, we can suggest to you, and it may be of some assistance. But the idea, as you have already expressed it, is to relax. For you see, The idea is that if you are trying too hard in the visualization, then you are not allowing it into your life. You are trying to make it happen. You are trying to force it to happen. And when you do that, you are invalidating what is going on in your life right now. Allow the visualization to occur. Do not force it to happen or make it happen. Allow it to happen. Okay. Treat it as a day. a daydream. Enjoy it. Okay. I can do that because sometimes it excites me. So when it excites me, just do it. Yes. Follow your own timing and trust your instinct in that way. Then simply trust that you have activated something. Let it be an activation in whatever way it needs to be. Simply be on the lookout for the signals, but do not put expectations on what those signals must be. Right. Let yourself be just as sensitive in the intuitive way as to what they turn out to be, and that will give you the clues to let you know how to home in on the original visualization. Many times, once again, you will find that sometimes the original visualization is not truly what you wanted after all. And the situation, the way it occurs, can put you more directly in touch with what it is you truly want. Thus, the visualization may change. may change. Right. Thank you very much. Right. Yes. You, Lenu. Nice. Okay. I have a question here for Rosemary who is not here tonight. All right. She has a problem with her needs. Oh, what? A situation with her knees. Oh. It's hurting her a great deal. I see. And she said it's used only of her after she did exercise like gardening or something. Today, it started up when she was just sitting at her desk at work. And she wants to know if you have... The only suggestion we have at this time is to examine the circumstances going on around her at her job and her particular attitudes toward the situations that may be changing. To be aware of the tendencies of the shifts going on in her job and see if she can create a correlation between her attitudes about it and the idea that she is creating in her physical body. Thank you. Thank you. Male. Yes. I, um, recently about two or three months ago, situations in my life started to fall in place very easily toward things that excited me the most and seemed to be very much in line. Then abruptly they stopped and leaves me sort of very disoriented.

see if she can create a correlation between her attitudes about it and the idea that she is creating in her physical body. Thank you. Thank you. Male. Yes. I, um, recently about two or three months ago, situations in my life started to fall in place very easily toward things that excited me the most and seemed to be very much in line. Then abruptly they stopped and leaves me sort of very disoriented. They have not stopped, they have only changed in an unexpected way. Do not assume they have stopped. Otherwise, you are reinforcing your inability to perceive them in the manner they now present themselves. All right. Open up. Open your vision wider. Acknowledge more symbolity. Symbolity than you are used to. All right. Thank you. Thank you. You? All of a sudden I got to... Speak up. All of a sudden. All of a sudden. Ah. I saw a dolphin in your chair. Ah. Right beside you. A. A black dolphin. Very beautiful. Is there anything that... There is a blending of the energy. You are not. simply perceiving the idea. Oh. And there will be the idea of communication after your break to some degree. Oh. Thank you. One moment. Very. Yeah, hi, Bouchon. Thank you. Thank you. So apathic is held tonight, aren't you? How are you doing? Much better. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. My pleasure. Um, I guess you were aware I came in and... How is your heart? Doing better than it was. Oh, I got laughter. Thank you for your gift. Yeah, you haven't heard it for a while, isn't you? A little bit of time. Yeah. How's fine? Yeah. Are you relaxing? Yep, beginning to. Just put your feet up and make yourself out. I don't know whether, you know, I created, of course, phenomenal consternation, which I'm sure. Consternation! Yeah, probably the last two days. Is that one of the countries on your planet? I think it's one of the countries in my point. The consternation. Yeah, I think I, uh... I'm going to dissolve the country. All right. It's transformed into something else. Allow trade to occur across the former borders. It will only enrich the overall productivity of the entire planet that you are. The entire universe, that you are. Lovely. I think I want to address this game just a little bit with you. All right. It sounds like my friend. Dreamfinders coming through right around. That would be neat. Dreamer. Dreamer. Yes. I went in today to someone who was very caring, but also very dedicated in their path and their direction. Right. And very lovingly invited me to consider that I was going to lose the true path to to what I wanted to achieve, and I took that invitation, created a lot of misery for myself. All right. Nice of you to accept. Generous of you to accept the invitation to their party.

Dreamer. Yes. I went in today to someone who was very caring, but also very dedicated in their path and their direction. Right. And very lovingly invited me to consider that I was going to lose the true path to to what I wanted to achieve, and I took that invitation, created a lot of misery for myself. All right. Nice of you to accept. Generous of you to accept the invitation to their party. Now you are tired from partying with them so much. Thank you very much for allowing yourself to center and, of course, remember once again that your truth is the truth, their truth is the truth, the truth, the truth is all truths. Once again, if there were only one way, there would only be one person. I assume that if that individual had a conversation with someone considered to be someone else, then that in obvious fashion indicated that there is more than one way. See that one again? I didn't track with that last time. Thank you. An individual finding themselves attempting to convince someone else that there is only one way is living a contradiction, for they are communicating with someone else, and that someone else obviously is another way. Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps. But then you can extend them an invitation to each other. your party as well. Actually, I did a pretty good job of that. I did a nice job. I walked away invalidating my worth. Oh, I did that so well. In every category that you could conceive. Well, we have said many times that you are a world of masters of limitation. Very good. Thank you, Master. You may all take a short break. A short phrase. Strawberry. Yes, for sure. Allow us to remind you simply also that many of the old Orion ideas are simply present to allow many of you to recognize how much you have changed. And please, remember always, that when you make the decisions for your life based upon what you instinctively know to be true for you. Please relax into the understanding that the infinite creator loves you unconditionally, no matter what you choose anyway. Thank you, baby. Sheri. Bashar, you. Bashar, going back to your opening statement this evening. Ice. On belief systems. Ice. Is an individual actually actually creating a belief as they have a sense of who they are? Yes, your pan. Okay. So they surround themselves with this system or this echo, which could also be not just ideas, but individuals. Yes. Okay. Same thing. All right. And as you change your belief in who you are, individuals around you will also change. Yes. Okay. Whether they remain physiologically the same or not, they will change. Okay. All right, so to become more in the present time, dealing in that present moment, you would then tend to... In which present moment? The present moment that you are in, this present moment, rather than that present moment.

Yes. Okay. Same thing. All right. And as you change your belief in who you are, individuals around you will also change. Yes. Okay. Whether they remain physiologically the same or not, they will change. Okay. All right, so to become more in the present time, dealing in that present moment, you would then tend to... In which present moment? The present moment that you are in, this present moment, rather than that present moment. Thank you. Okay, being in this present moment. Okay. Focusing entirely here. Focusing entirely here. and forgetting the past would mean that those echoes wouldn't have any support or any... In the sense. Okay. Now, I'd like to... Using that idea, you yourself as a belief system, what is created here in the audience in terms of a support system in relationship to how you change every moment? The idea is that we simply know that we simply know we attract to ourselves the individual idea belief system structures that are representative of our capability of assisting you in the transformations that you desire to take place upon your planet. We attract no one else. What about your belief systems? You are all an expression of my belief system. Okay. That's why you were attracted here or we were attracted... As the same, both ways, simultaneously. Each attracted unto each, it is a co-creature. All right. Do you people go to Chandlings? In a sense. Since I am at one right now. I know that one right now. They are not structured in that way. No. We are simply open and receptive to many different forms of communication from many different levels of consciousness, and in that sense, you can say that's a channeling. Okay. What's ya? Yay! A while ago during the early part of the talk, you mentioned that certain vocabulary was not available in the channel's memory system. Could you not use mine or someone else's in the room? It can happen from time to time, but once again we are dealing with, also, let us say, through, the belief system of the physical channel as well. And is that because you're tuned simply with that particular identity? Basically, it will begin. will begin to transcend some of these ideas in time, but it will be at a rate that is comfortable for the physical channel as well. Now and then, let it say, colloquially, when the channel's guard is down, we can extend our understanding into many of the belief systems that you represent as well, now and then. That's wonderful. It will happen more often and more often when there is more of a focus in this direction on the part of the physiological channel as well. As you know, you're freely free to use mine at any time. Oh, yes. Thank you for your offering. Sure. You! I was listening to another channel called by the name of John.

many of the belief systems that you represent as well, now and then. That's wonderful. It will happen more often and more often when there is more of a focus in this direction on the part of the physiological channel as well. As you know, you're freely free to use mine at any time. Oh, yes. Thank you for your offering. Sure. You! I was listening to another channel called by the name of John. And they're saying that since love is the closest thing to what we are, it's too expressive. Yes, love is what you are made of, yes. Is what we are made. Yes. Love is what you are. And to express it, if we're not expressing it, then what are we doing? Thank you. In a sense, you are always expressing it. Since you are made of love, every act is an act of love. But the idea is that if you are functioning in that expression through your integrity, then generally you are aware and in synchronous harmony as the representation. If you are not functioning within your integrity, then nobody knows what the situation is about. what the situation is about consciously, and in that way, you run into what you call communication gaps about what it is you are doing as a service. Because when I think about it, I'm thinking, well, I mean, what's loved to me might not be loved to someone else. How do you know if you're really expressing that idea? All right, this is why we use the term integrity. Integration. Once again, the ideas of right, wrong, good and evil, and many different symbols and relationships, and terminologies within your society are simply value judgments, and in this way, as you have said, one individual may feel that something is an act of love and another may not. Therefore, we simply refer to the, let us say, more precise definition of positive or negative expression, positive generally being representative of that which integrates or gathers together into a whole, and negative generally being indicative of that which separates, that which separates, segregates, or limits into components. Now, if you find an individual expressing something to you in that way, that allows you to be integrative within that relationship, then it can be said you are receiving a positive expression. If an individual is offering you an opportunity to experience separation, segregation, and limitedness, then in the way, the offering is one that is negative intrinsically. intrinsically, evolve. Both are still expressions in a sense of love, since even the negative offering can allow you to have an experience from which you can learn and grow. But that is your decision. Depends on how you look at it, how you take it. Also, I was thinking...

an individual is offering you an opportunity to experience separation, segregation, and limitedness, then in the way, the offering is one that is negative intrinsically. intrinsically, evolve. Both are still expressions in a sense of love, since even the negative offering can allow you to have an experience from which you can learn and grow. But that is your decision. Depends on how you look at it, how you take it. Also, I was thinking... Basically, the expression that you call love generally is referred to as the positive expression, because once you have the positive integrative expression, then you are consciously harmoniously aligned with creation rather than unconsciously aligned. Love lets you know that you deserve love. In that sense. Negative expressions usually do not bring with it an understanding of deservability or connection to a unity. Does that assist you? Does that assist you? Yes, I think so, because I was getting quite confused. All right. We are simply, once again, dealing with semantics and the terminology of your language. I also was thinking that if you don't judge someone, that's not an action, so in a sense it's not really giving, it's a perspective of your point of view. You can have an observation, so to speak, without creating an invalidation, yes. And so that's not really an action. not really an action of giving, of what they say giving love. It's just a pretty point of view. In a sense, yes. But in that way, it is an allowance of that being as they are, and to some degree that is an act of love. Okay. I define love for me at this moment as a willingness or even an eagerness to experience or pervade that vibration. All right. Right. Many individuals operating from lack of integrity still have an eagerness to experience very exciting things. But you see what I'm saying? Yes. If someone says, I love you, what they're saying there is the way I said, is they're willing to be that vibration. Yes. It is, generally speaking, a participatory action that expands integrity, adds together. So that adds together. you have said the sum becomes more than just the parts in combination. You follow me. Thank you. You? Yeah. Thanks. Okay. I really... Speak up. I looked at the dissertation or discussion we had about gradients. And I realized when it comes to the unconditional, let's say, the self-love area. it looks as if it's all or nothing when it comes to unconditional self-love. All or nothing. Well, if it's not a gradient, it's either a total self-love or there appears that there is an absence of self-love. Now, I would like to experience just for a moment, for starters or more, if it occurs, what it would be like to like to remove all judgment, all expectations. All right. All right. And for a moment or more, I'm totally willing to have more and have it in an infinite experience as well.

if it's not a gradient, it's either a total self-love or there appears that there is an absence of self-love. Now, I would like to experience just for a moment, for starters or more, if it occurs, what it would be like to like to remove all judgment, all expectations. All right. All right. And for a moment or more, I'm totally willing to have more and have it in an infinite experience as well. Turn around three times. Sit down. Sit down. Thank you. Stand up. Sit down. Say something. Anything. Thank you. Thank you. Are you beginning to get the idea of spontaneity? Yes. You do not have to ask if you could take off your shoes. You simply take off your shoes. You follow me. Absolutely. All right now. Now, the idea is that in living in the moment, that analogy can suffice for allowing you to simply simply, recognize that as you go with your flow in a spontaneous way, then you are simply in full trust, full centering, and what needs to be there is there. Do you think that when we come through the channel, the so-called dissertation that we give you at the beginning of the session is something that we have planned? I... What my reality is, I've thought about that, and what seems real to me, is that is that you are perceiving the mass consciousness of this room and what is most pertinent at that very moment when you begin to speak what is most needed. I have absolutely no idea what I am going to say until I say it. Right, and I just get the idea that you just tune into the room, to the people in the room, and you get what is needed. Because, well, I personally feel that you're talking to me, but I know all the rest of us. All right. even in a sense more centered than that because the idea is not specifically that I tune into the people in the room and say what is needed. I tune into myself and say what feels true to myself to say, trusting implicitly that what I will say because I am co-creating this interaction will be what the people need to hear. Thank you for sharing that. I wondered about that. That is the idea completely of everything is synchronicity. That is the idea of trust. Acting upon your instincts. Acting upon your instincts within integrity. That will allow you to at any given moment know what you need to know when you need to know it. Not before, not after. Right. That's fantastic. Thank you very. very much. Don't you have an idea of what you're going to say when something in the world happens such as the space shuttle disaster or something like that? We pretty much have an idea that something that you said about it.

within integrity. That will allow you to at any given moment know what you need to know when you need to know it. Not before, not after. Right. That's fantastic. Thank you very. very much. Don't you have an idea of what you're going to say when something in the world happens such as the space shuttle disaster or something like that? We pretty much have an idea that something that you said about it. If I choose to create the idea of making myself aware of that event in that way, then there can be a spontaneous creation in that sense. However, I do not formulate the methodology of how I will share this idea with you. I do not necessarily even formulate the idea that it will be shared. Simply, once again, in the moment of the interaction comes all the understanding that, A, it is to be shared, and B, how it will be shared. That does not mean I am not aware of the idea before we speak of it. But what I am not aware of is how we will speak of it. You follow me? Yeah. Thank you. Are we finished for sure? You tell me. I will wait. I will wait. Well, I'm... Okay, I'm wanting... Speak up. I'm wanting to tie in... Tie in. Everything that just occurred so that... So that... Okay. I can feel that we have completed the interaction and... Oh! What is it that must happen for you to feel that way? What in your imagination will have occurred to allow you to feel that the interaction has been completed. Well, what I had in mind when I introduced this idea was... Fine... I would... well... Oh, very well said. That came through the clearest. That came through the clearest. For it was a spontaneous... reflection of what you truly felt in the moment. It was the easiest to communicate. Yes, and therefore it was full of wisdom. You see, you can do it. Perhaps it's just being too analytical... Maybe. Efforty all the time. No, maybe. Oh, efforty. I would just... I just love to experience the idea and talking about it is not the same thing as experiencing it as we both well know. Yes. The idea of some love without any judgment, just to see what it's like. Just to see what it's like. Just initially, you see, because once I experience it and I'm being it... All right, all right. Let me ask you a question, if I may. Oh, thank you very much. Can you give me one reason? One reason. why you shouldn't give yourself unconditional love. I'm in front of all these people. Yes. You see, because I tell you this, I asked you that question at this time because I know that you will not be able to come up with one that I will accept. Go ahead. Do your best.

Let me ask you a question, if I may. Oh, thank you very much. Can you give me one reason? One reason. why you shouldn't give yourself unconditional love. I'm in front of all these people. Yes. You see, because I tell you this, I asked you that question at this time because I know that you will not be able to come up with one that I will accept. Go ahead. Do your best. Not one reason that you have not one reason that you have that you have for not loving yourself will hold any water with me. Well, I will say... Oh, come on. Lose your imagination. The things I've tended to say, I think all fall into the category of backdrop. Backdrop. Backdrop. Remember what we were telling about before? Background. No, I forgot. Now, are you simply taking the terminology that we used and adding it to your gradient? Or does it really mean something to you? Well, I think anything that I volunteered, you would probably say that it's not in the moment. Oh, so you will not even attempt it. So what difference does it make? Oh, all right. You tell me what difference does it make. The difference it makes is that you will have done it. And that will be a spontaneous now action. Have you ever done anything in your life spontaneously at all? anything at all? Yes. Then did you not realize that in that moment you utterly trusted and therefore utterly unconditionally loved yourself? Wow. Oh, maybe it just occurred to you. Yes, I don't think I ever put those together. Well, now you can. See, that's what I'm talking about. I probably must have living in the past so much, even in the way I'm talking. You cannot live in the past. You cannot live in the past. You can think about the past all you want, but you can't live in it. Right. And the times I have been most centered, I've had no sense of present, past or future. I was just there. Perhaps the difficulty, if I may borrow that word for a while, is in having a particular expectation about what you think it should feel like to be centered. And constantly judging yourself to be out of center, simply because of your definition. I have had some, I have had a few. I have had a few very, very, very special experiences like that. All right, one moment, one moment. Let me remind you of something. Let's get down to basics, shall we? Shall we? Shall we, yes. All right. In all reality, fundamentally, ultimately, you are always centered. Always, always, always. You have to become. completely centered. You have to be a complete creator in order to be able to create a scenario in which it seems you're out of balance. So you have always been centered.

that. All right, one moment, one moment. Let me remind you of something. Let's get down to basics, shall we? Shall we? Shall we, yes. All right. In all reality, fundamentally, ultimately, you are always centered. Always, always, always. You have to become. completely centered. You have to be a complete creator in order to be able to create a scenario in which it seems you're out of balance. So you have always been centered. Even when you have used your mastery to create the illusion that you are not. Why would I want to do that, though? You tell me. To learn what? That you don't prefer. Right. All right. Then recognize that you are centered. Recognize you are centered. and stop assuming you're not. If you have learned the lesson, stop living it. Live something else. Is it necessary to figure out what the lesson was there to teach or whatever? In other words, if I don't... We just figured it out. But I don't choose to be that way anymore. Yes. Keep it simple. If you need any more conscious analytical awareness than that, that, you'll get it. Keep it simple. Okay. Again, look at it the other way, if you wish. Simply think of a real good reason why you simply can't go on. Why can't go on? Why you should hold yourself into the idea of the old pattern. Why you cannot simply allow any reason to be good enough to change the idea. Rather than say, no, no, no, I'll stay in this format until I dig out the real reason. Now, that are made. be one that you have manifest to be more the real reason than any other reason. But any reason will do if you are willing to use that reason to go ahead. And then again, paradoxically, as soon as you go ahead, it will probably occur to you what the old real reason was. Because you will be in a more expanded point of view, it will give you a broader perspective, and the broader perspective will allow you to understand what it was you were doing back then. You see, the idea is, all you need to do is to keep living your life to have a complete understanding of everything in it. But if you stop and wonder, stop and ponder, stop, stop, I will not go on until I understand this, that, and the other thing, then you will never go on. When you simply go on, knowing you will ultimately understand this, that, and the other thing when you need to, then you will simply go on, this, that, and the other thing will not hold you back. ultimately, you will understand why you didn't know this, that, and the other thing back then, but why you know it now. Sometimes there is so much judgment occurring that I find myself stopped absolutely dead in my tracks.

you simply go on, knowing you will ultimately understand this, that, and the other thing when you need to, then you will simply go on, this, that, and the other thing will not hold you back. ultimately, you will understand why you didn't know this, that, and the other thing back then, but why you know it now. Sometimes there is so much judgment occurring that I find myself stopped absolutely dead in my tracks. I mean, I don't even feel as if it's living or that I am going on except by the linear definition of... Is that the you you still are, or is that the you you used to be? That's the you I used to be. All right. Then don't talk as if it is the you still are. Okay. Good. This is what we mean when we say if you know you have... changed, act as if you have. Trust it and act as if you have changed. Don't keep talking like the old person. What if the words don't come? Okay, I've been going through something similar where I'm feeling many, many different feelings inside. Yes. And when a person talks to me... Before you go on, may I remind you of something? Yes. A feeling comes after a belief. If you have a feeling, That's a reaction to something you already believe to be true. The feeling doesn't come first. The feeling can show you what the belief is. That created the feeling. But the feeling does not come first. That created the feeling. But the feeling does not come first. The belief is there. maybe invisibly because you have put it in your unconscious or subconscious mind. So when you have a feeling, the feeling is the mechanism that allows you to bring the belief to the conscious surface. Because the feeling is a reaction to a belief you already have. Now, does that change something about what you are going to ask? Um, no, it doesn't... Go ahead. ...match what I'm feeling. Go ahead. Um... I've been, um, as you said last weekend, um, all the expectations are gone. And that rigidity, the rigidity with how I was functioning, that's fizzled. And, um, so I'm open and I'm feeling, feelings, and they're wonderful. And there's a part of me. And, um, um, there's a part of me. that, well, the feelings feel good. And there's a place where I want to stop them because the belief is that they're overwhelming, but they're not. Oh, right, obviously, they're not. And, um, when I find myself in interacting with people, I get a little scared because I feel like, uh, if I'm going to let out, my mouth what I used to let out of my mouth, then I'm going to be in an old interaction and I don't want to do that anymore. So I... But is that what you truly instinctively feel like letting out? No. All right.

Oh, right, obviously, they're not. And, um, when I find myself in interacting with people, I get a little scared because I feel like, uh, if I'm going to let out, my mouth what I used to let out of my mouth, then I'm going to be in an old interaction and I don't want to do that anymore. So I... But is that what you truly instinctively feel like letting out? No. All right. I bring myself more to the interaction and I allow myself to feel more than I've ever felt before. That's... All right. Good. So you are saying you have a belief that you might slip and say something you used to say. Well, all right. So what? If you do say, oh, ha, ha, Well, that was the old me. Or perceive that how another person's reacting to me is the same old way that I used to perceive things. Well, so what? Do you prefer to think in those terms? No, because, well, I'm starting to... This must be... There's a catching, yes. All right. How do you feel right? You feel here. You feel here. All right now. Um. Then, would you enjoy here? Then, would you enjoy staying? Staying. Here. Yes. Then do so. Yes, I am. All right. And remember. Okay. All right. I've always wanted to say that. Thank you. And now you have. What did you say? Well, Bashar has always said, let me tell you this. I've always wanted to jump in and say, a kiss is just a kiss. And now she has. When you talk about yourself in parts, you reinforce the belief that you have a part that can undermine the rest of you. When you think of yourself as a whole, then the idea that you prefer to be will be true for the whole of you, and you will not contain a part that does something different. Right. And to think that you do means that you are wholly being another. idea other than what you say you prefer to be. All right? Yes. Thank you. Kisses. Thank you. Sure.