The Awakening Iv (Part 3 of 4)

My basic understanding of most mediumships, to begin with, is that they're the product of an arrangement or an agreement that is made prior to the physical life between the person that's going to become the channel and the being or the consciousness that is going to be channeled. Your life, then, when you're born into it, as far as I understand, takes on whatever aspects it needs to take on whatever occur in the life to get you to remember that agreement, occur in the life, whether you're conscious of it or not. And then at the time, when the time comes for you to remember that, you are given the opportunity to, you know, fulfill that agreement or not. But for me, the biggest kickover point happened about on two different occasions within the span of the same week. With four friends present with me the first time and two friends present with me the second time, we had very close broad daylight sightings of Bashar's spacecraft here over Los Angeles. very solid, very close. And there was no doubt in anyone's mind that was with me as to what we were seeing. What I didn't understand at that point, and what I do understand now, is that those physical sightings were his way of kicking me in the subconscious memory to start learning what I needed to learn to do this idea with him. So as the years went by and I started doing more research into metaphysical ideas, I learned eventually what mediumship was all about. I read books on it, along with many other subjects. And eventually I was introduced to several mediums, and one of the entities coming through one of those mediums offered to teach mediumship to whoever was interested. There were several people that were interested at the time. Even then, when I took them up on the offer, I didn't think that was necessarily going to lead to what I'm doing now. I just thought, well, this is great. I've exhausted most of the books I could find. Maybe in this class situation, I'll learn something new. I'll see it in action. I'll see somebody, you know, learning how to become a medium. not thinking that it was going to be me or that I was going to be one of them. When I was in that class and under a receptive state, under the guidance of that entity, is when Bashar and his people made the connection, however. And as soon as they made the mental connection, the memory of having made the agreement came back, who they were, who I was to them, what the ship siding was all about, dream encounters I had had totally blocked up to that point, all came back in that one memory. And the first message that came along with it was, okay, now you have the opportunity to start doing this as you agreed to do it, if you still want to.

mental connection, the memory of having made the agreement came back, who they were, who I was to them, what the ship siding was all about, dream encounters I had had totally blocked up to that point, all came back in that one memory. And the first message that came along with it was, okay, now you have the opportunity to start doing this as you agreed to do it, if you still want to. And obviously I said yes, and that was about three and a half years ago, and I've been doing it since then. Now, they, you know, have represented themselves as an extraterrestrial civilization. In my dreams I have perceived, and in the trance, I also from time to time, have perceived that they do have a representative physical form, even though they're learning, I think, their way out of it, as probably we will eventually. But they still do to present themselves to some degree as a physical being. They are mostly telepathic in their civilization. Bashar is not his name, per se. It's a term that he chose out of one of our earth languages to represent his identity, basically. Now, it was funny this evening, somebody came up to me during the break and who had some familiarity with Arabic. Half of my ethnic background is Arabic, and I didn't even know what the word was when Bashar chose it to represent his name. It is an Arabic word. But one person had told me. told me, and a couple of sources had told me that one variation of the term Bashar in Arabic actually means commander. What was interesting is this person came up to me tonight who was a little more familiar with the language and also said that in Arabic, El Bashar actually means human being. So that's something I didn't even know at this point. So he also, there's obviously a multi-level connotation to what it is that he chose to represent himself. And, you know, even I am still learning about all the different reasons. for why a lot of this is going on. But that's sort of in a nutshell a recap of how this happened for me. And basically speaking, the idea is not so much that I think that anyone has to necessarily channel in this way, but the idea that they're helping us to remember is that we all do channel in our own ways. And that, you know, Bashar has said many times that he knows he's doing his job best when we really don't need him anymore or when we can really interact or begin to interact with him as an equal and when their civilizations can blend with ours. So anyway, at the request, and there's the recap of sort of how it happened, and everyone's path is different. And if any of you are, you know, feeling like you're moving in this direction, then have a great time.

he's doing his job best when we really don't need him anymore or when we can really interact or begin to interact with him as an equal and when their civilizations can blend with ours. So anyway, at the request, and there's the recap of sort of how it happened, and everyone's path is different. And if any of you are, you know, feeling like you're moving in this direction, then have a great time. Because I know I have, even though there's been a lot of things to learn about, and then sometimes some moments that were touch and go, you know, with regard to whether I'm going off my nut or not. But I'll just say that, you know, I have one thing I have learned is that the more I have trusted it, the more beneficial it has become and the easier it has been for me to see, I guess you would say, positive feedback in my life that constantly reinforces that the path I'm on or the track I'm on or the way I'm presenting it is the way I need to do it, at least for me, for now, regardless of, you know, what anyone else gets out of it. So I would I like to hope that you all continue to have a good time. And at this point, because just in case anyone takes off early, I would like to thank you all for being here for the amount of time that you have and wish you all a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Merry Christmas to you, Dan, was the ships that you saw were the triangle? They were the equilateral triangles, about, about 40 feet on a side and about eight feet thick. Yeah? When you, as Darrell want to communicate with your child, when you're in a trans, then, I have my communication with him when I have my communication with him when I, in the trance separately from whatever he's doing with you. See, that's why I don't remember so much of the conversations that we have in terms of you talking to him. The dialogues don't really register. For me, the experience is like being lost in a daydream. It's very overwhelming, but mostly there's no thought. I experience it as energy. I experience it as emotionality. I experience it sometimes as pictures, sometimes concretely and sometimes abstractly. But it's so much more overwhelming than the dialogues that I'm completely taken up in that idea and I'm just immersed in that. So in much the same way that you might be sitting in your room having a daydream and somebody walks into the room and calls your name and you just don't hear them. It's like that because you're so focused on what you're doing. But as Darrell, if you wish to communicate with Bichard.

so much more overwhelming than the dialogues that I'm completely taken up in that idea and I'm just immersed in that. So in much the same way that you might be sitting in your room having a daydream and somebody walks into the room and calls your name and you just don't hear them. It's like that because you're so focused on what you're doing. But as Darrell, if you wish to communicate with Bichard. There have been rare instances when I have initiated the communication for myself and there have been rare instances when they have initiated the communication to me. extremely rare, I think, for the purpose that they would rather let me learn to live my own life rather than make me feel as if I can just go running to them anytime I have any kind of a problem or anything like that. It has happened, but it's very rare. And whatever communication I think I need to have with them, I have in the trance while this is going on at the same time. So, thanks. Yeah. Oh, okay. I'll just, you know. Don't go. Thank you. What is it? You're biased. No, no. No, I was talking. What did you remember at the moment that you remembered the agreement that you'd made before you chose to incarnate? What was it? Well, that sort of came, let's see, that sort of came in pictures too. It didn't so much come in words. It just, it came as an understanding. It came with the, it was like all of a sudden I really knew who he was. It was almost like having amnesia. And then all of a sudden, seeing somebody that you've been interacting with, and all of a sudden realizing that, hey, you know, you've been my friend for the last 10 years. Oh, my God. How could I have forgotten? It was kind of like that. You know, all of a sudden, I just knew who they were. And it was like I had interacted with them many times before. I knew their personalities. It just sort of came as an awakening more than a specific, you know, memory of, oh, yeah, we, you know, we sat down and we, you know, decided exactly to do this. Although that did come with it. It, you know, it came with, oh, that's who you are. Oh, that's what we're all about. Oh, that's what we're all about. Oh, that's what. what this is for. You know what I mean? I mean, that's what those vague recollections and dreams were. Yeah, that's why these events happened in my life. Oh, that's why I went through that experience. Every experience I had ever had in my life that seemed to lead in un-explainable directions or mysterious directions, every single one of them was explained in that one flash of remembrance.

what we're all about. Oh, that's what. what this is for. You know what I mean? I mean, that's what those vague recollections and dreams were. Yeah, that's why these events happened in my life. Oh, that's why I went through that experience. Every experience I had ever had in my life that seemed to lead in un-explainable directions or mysterious directions, every single one of them was explained in that one flash of remembrance. That's what made me understand the continuity of, okay, I can see and trace it all the way back, literally to the beginning of my life. Can you trace it back for the past lines? A little bit, a little bit. I'm still piecing some of that together, although I realize a lot of that's not necessarily as important as just knowing that I have what I need now. That's one of the things that I've sort of let sink in from what Bashar has been talking about. But I do have, I think my first Earth life was in the area that we now recognize as China. And I think it was literally hundreds of thousands of years. ago, and I can see and feel the continuity for why that was there and what's going on now, but I don't have a direct lineage all the way back. I know bits and pieces and fragments. I came into this life with a very strong memory of my last life, in which I know I was in World War II, I know I was in the espionage circuit, and I know I died as a spy because I've had always, since I was young in this life, a direct sensory memory as real as any memory from this life of standing at the base of a hill of green grass with yellow flowers, watching a train come around the base of a mountain, and only when I grew up that I realized that the train coming around the mountain was coming around one of the Alps, because the whistle was a European train whistle. And I knew that I had a luger in my hand, and that's exactly the spot I was killed. You know, I came into this life with that memory. And again, in the reflash, when Bashar made the connection, all those bits and pieces and all those fragments all just fell right into... whatever place they had to fall to get me to understand, okay, I sense the actual momentum here. I sense the lineage and I see the basic reason for why I've had those experiences and why I'm having this experience now. So... Do you think you've traveled to Asani, but prior to... Esasani? I don't know. I would guess so. But since I'm now beginning to sort of understand the flexibility of things like time, I wouldn't necessarily say that it was important to determine whether I had done before or whether I've done it since.

lineage and I see the basic reason for why I've had those experiences and why I'm having this experience now. So... Do you think you've traveled to Asani, but prior to... Esasani? I don't know. I would guess so. But since I'm now beginning to sort of understand the flexibility of things like time, I wouldn't necessarily say that it was important to determine whether I had done before or whether I've done it since. I know I have been there in an out-of-body sleep state, but as to exactly when that was, I don't know. Yes. You? This is interesting. Take a break, okay? Take a break, Bashar. Oh, sure, go ahead. Both you, Darrell, and also Bashar have an exceptional ability to communicate your words, it's your use of... I've learned a lot from him, and a lot of him has now rubbed off on me in the last three and a half years. What's interesting is, now, he has said that he has to rely on my vocabulary to be able to communicate with us. And what was very interesting to me is, all through my educational process, the one subject I never had to study in and always passed was English. It always just seemed to make logical sense. I could understand why words were supposed to go together the way they were supposed to go together. Now it makes sense to me as to why it was so easy, because it gave me what I needed. It's what I really focused on to allow him to do what he's doing. What about your physical voice production, your ability to use sound. Was that studied separately or was that part of the process? What you're hearing completely originated with the process of channeling. He has explained that all of the resonating cavities in my body, are all synchronized and aligned when that energy comes through. So what you're hearing the difference in my voice and the volume and the intention now compared to when he's channeling through me is the combination of those two energies coming together and being sort of more than the sum of both of us. You're, what you are perceiving, not, and I know it is actually physically more resonant, but you're also perceiving it to be more resonant on more than just an auditory level. It feels fuller to you more than it actually sounds. fuller to you. So. Thank you. Sure. Okay. I'm going to sleep now. You're going to have half and half of that. It's getting to be like that. That's interesting. The blending now. Is he calling? Well, the link is always there. And there are times when I know the timing is correct that I start to feel a little bit more disoriented. It's just like a sort. slight fuzziness. And then I know that he's saying, let's, you know, I'm ready whenever you are. And I just sort of let it happen.

and half of that. It's getting to be like that. That's interesting. The blending now. Is he calling? Well, the link is always there. And there are times when I know the timing is correct that I start to feel a little bit more disoriented. It's just like a sort. slight fuzziness. And then I know that he's saying, let's, you know, I'm ready whenever you are. And I just sort of let it happen. I don't, I don't do anything to make it happen. I just let it go. I let the blending go. I let the blending go. Oh. Oh. All right. I'll see. Have you all. Have you all. Have you all been having. have you all been having. a wonderful little child. This is very beneficial for the idea of the physical channel, for in this way it allows the physical channel to learn more and more that he can at any given moment allow himself to become whatever he perceives his version of the idea he has of me to be for him in his life and allow the blending of our consciousness as to fully form an ability within him to live spontaneously in the moment according to the paths he chose to live in this life. So we will extend our appreciation to each and every one of you in engaging him in that way to allow him to center within the being that he is. We thank you for the gift. You may continue and commence in this way now, if you so desire. Bichard. Yes. Yes. I wanted to have the feeling of having your attention. My attention. Do you have the feeling of having your own attention? Well, my heart's being just phenomenally. Oh, then you are probably very well aware of your attention. right now. Oh, it's beating outside of me almost. Yes! It is quite expansive. You have in our perception quite, let us say, a divine sort of way of presenting your personality in your earth terms, and you are associated with many ideas that may be considered to be angelic in form. And thus in this way, when you allow yourself to recognize your own spark of divinity, then you know that your heart and your emotionality do, in fact, exceed all preconceived boundaries and limitations and does in fact encompass and contain the entire universe. So quite really your heart does beat quite a bit beyond your physical body in many ways and is felt and is used as an attractant in each and every one of your cases by many beings to allow themselves to find you in that way for each and every beat of your heart and the frequency that the emotions within you pulse at, radiate like a beacon to all beings of like vibration so that we may be attracted to you, you may be attracted to us, so that we may share and together beat at a similar pace

attractant in each and every one of your cases by many beings to allow themselves to find you in that way for each and every beat of your heart and the frequency that the emotions within you pulse at, radiate like a beacon to all beings of like vibration so that we may be attracted to you, you may be attracted to us, so that we may share and together beat at a similar pace in a similar form of love. We thank you. I was thinking of it that way. Oh, thank you very much for being in synchronous accord with the same dream that we are having. I was thinking of it being in film, you see, of being able to communicate instantaneously to people to be able to, well, yes, something angelic, something like I thought of like Carol Lombard, something like a sandbox goddess, something like something in the new age kind of personality. I haven't yet seen on a screen on television. television or on film work. Tis all right. Tis occurring a bit more. Every day of your time in your reality as individuals are becoming aware of their own creatorhood. If you simply know that this idea represents the reality that you are, then you will simply continue to radiate at that vibration. And if you have a strong desire to be of service in that way by allowing others to see within you, a reflection of that angelic spark, that divine spark, so that they can find that within themselves, if that is a way you desire to be of service, then simply recognize that if you are that reality, you will effortlessly and automatically attract to yourself in your life more than enough opportunities in which you will be then allowed to present that point of view. All you need to do is fully act as if that is the reality you are, and if that is a way that you can be of service, you will attract the situations into your life automatically, effortlessly, that will allow you to communicate those ideas just by fully living that way yourself. And that's all. That's it. All the details will take care of themselves as long as you are willing to recognize the opportunities when they present themselves to you and act upon them when they do. Good. You have nothing more to add to that. It is that simple if you are willing to let it be that simple. Life is simple when you allow it. it to be. The only reason there is complexity is because you have been taught that things must be complex. Yes. But life works. So let it. Yes. Everything is an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. There are no accidents. Everything is synchronicity. Everything occurs for a reason.

have nothing more to add to that. It is that simple if you are willing to let it be that simple. Life is simple when you allow it. it to be. The only reason there is complexity is because you have been taught that things must be complex. Yes. But life works. So let it. Yes. Everything is an ecstatic explosion of coincidence. There are no accidents. Everything is synchronicity. Everything occurs for a reason. Everything in your life is there to allow you the opportunity to use it in a way that will let you be more of yourself at any given moment. So if you simply are willing to use all the situations in your life, not as interruptions in your path, but as a part of your path, then you will continuously keep yourself open and all the doorways in your life open so that all the other necessary opportunities that need to come into your life can come into your life. When individuals think, well, I want this to happen and I need it, I must have it, it, it must happen exactly in this way, or it will not be valid, then they are with their expectations limiting and rigidizing the way it could come into their lives and closing all the other doors through which it could have come. When you simply know that the details will take care of themselves, then you will simply be ready, willing, and waiting, and following at any given moment what excites you the most, knowing that if you do that, it will lead you automatically into any other thing that would generate the same level of excitement and that the details will fall into place automatically, coincidentally, synchronistically. All you need to do at any given moment, is act upon the opportunities that excite you the most, no matter what they may be, no matter whether they may seem to be connected on the surface to what it is you desire to do or not. If excitement comes with it, it is connected. Excitement is, as we have said, your physical translation of the vibratory energy that represents the path you chose to be. So when you are offered something that to you, you find exciting, act on it. It will lead you to be able to act upon all the other things that you desire to act upon. Acting upon at any given moment, whatever excites you the most that you have the ability to act upon will always generate within your life the ability to act upon all the other things that at that moment you may not have the ability to do, but will create in your life if you simply are willing to take the first step and act upon in the moment whatever opportunity presents itself that you are capable of acting on that comes with the same degree of excitement that represents the thing you wish to be.

always generate within your life the ability to act upon all the other things that at that moment you may not have the ability to do, but will create in your life if you simply are willing to take the first step and act upon in the moment whatever opportunity presents itself that you are capable of acting on that comes with the same degree of excitement that represents the thing you wish to be. One will always lead to another because they are all connected. It is all a part of the same path, whether it seems to be on the surface or not. Do not be fooled by the apparent dissimilarity of events. If they come with excitement, they are connected, and it is the same path. Excitement is your arrow that lets you know they are connected. You don't want them to appear to be too obvious because there are things in life you need to learn by surprising yourself. And therefore you will always create these opportunities and challenges to come to you in unexpected ways so that you will learn through discovery. It is the excitement that is inherent within these opportunities, no matter how diversified they may seem to be, however, that lets you know the same thread, and that thread is your own soul runs through every single one of those diversified events. Follow the thread of excitement. And no matter how far and wide the thread may. run, you will always be absolutely in synchronous harmony with the path you chose to be in this life. And everything, any exceptions, Bachararar, no, none. Everything that you need to be the person that excites you the most to be will automatically attract itself into your life. To let you be that idea. It is that simple. Keep it that simple. And one other suggestion do have a good time. Oh, thank you I have. Thank you very much. Sharing. Oh, my. All right. You. Oh, Bashar. Yes. A friend of yours was unable to be here tonight, but asked that I please ask you a please ask you a question on her behalf. It's a two-part question. Part A. Okay, part A is that when her heart, husband goes out of town and sometimes when he's in town, he goes through periods where he will not talk with her, I mean, just not have conversation. And the second part of the question is, if you could lend some insight as to what she could do or they could do to make their relationship better. Now, first of all, does this individual, this friend, Does this individual feel that there is something that the other individual should say? Yes, I think so. What? Sharing what is occurring on the business cycles and also being interested in what's going on what's going on at home with her and with their children. All right.

lend some insight as to what she could do or they could do to make their relationship better. Now, first of all, does this individual, this friend, Does this individual feel that there is something that the other individual should say? Yes, I think so. What? Sharing what is occurring on the business cycles and also being interested in what's going on what's going on at home with her and with their children. All right. Does this individual feel that this situation allows her to begin to become aware of other aspects of her own consciousness that she may not have realized are there and that she can begin to pursue on her own right. Because she needs to look for other things if she cannot find it in him within herself. I find that the conversations we've had because of this has bought out these aspects in various things. And I think she's beginning to be aware of that too. She's had conversations with you concerning aspects of herself that are developing and expanding and coming to force. She's a person that had intense migraine-like headaches when she was beginning to emit, just before big events would happen. And you had told her that as she began to open up. Yes. Sensitive to the electromagnetic field, yes. Right, right. Right. that the individual you may call her husband in that way, in the relationship, may also be reflecting from his point of view that there is a fear within him, that the sharing of certain information will be, let us say, perhaps overstressed, over-analyzed, or demands will be made upon him for things he does not perhaps feel he can deliver if he shares much of this information. This is an opportunity for both of them to realize that open, and honesty and communication will alleviate any so-called self-created problems rather than complicate them. But at the same time, it is an opportunity for the friend to recognize that there are many forms of communication and there is much support in silence at times. You follow me? Yeah, I do. In this way, therefore, it can be an opportunity for that individual to support the other individual unconditionally in the way they are choosing to be, for they can function as a reflection for each other in that way. support him to allow him to know that she will not, let us say, twist the ideas into something he does not feel he can live up to, in a sense, creating within him a need to guard himself for fear that there might be portions of himself that he is letting get out of hand, that he is not in control of. You follow me?

as a reflection for each other in that way. support him to allow him to know that she will not, let us say, twist the ideas into something he does not feel he can live up to, in a sense, creating within him a need to guard himself for fear that there might be portions of himself that he is letting get out of hand, that he is not in control of. You follow me? He knows he can do this in the relationship because they are close in that way, and he is, in a sense, unconsciously relying upon her to recognize that at this point he may have a need to experience to experience this fear so that he can come to terms with himself, that there really is no need to feel that anyone really can take anything away from you, including the idea of controlling your life, or that you are somehow enslaved, or that he is somehow enslaved to someone else, and that he only lives for someone else and not for himself. You follow me. I do. In this way, at the same time, it will allow the friend to get a handle on certain ideas that she can also pursue, to replace certain ideas, so to speak, not utterly replace them, so that she will no longer experience these ideas from him, but at least for herself, create her own versions of the things she thinks she needs to learn from him so that she can learn some of these things on her own, from herself, by herself, in her own avenue, in her own point of view, without relying upon him to supply her with some sort of stable foundation she cannot discover within herself. You follow me? I do. It is an opportunity for both of them to use, perhaps in that way. There are many more levels and many more facets. This is very intertwined in many different. in many different ways, which we cannot go into completely right now, allow her to rely upon her own higher self in her dream state and ask for assistance and guidance from those that are there to assist her and rely upon her own imagination in her relaxed periods to simply begin to unravel the many different forms in which this relationship has been created over and over and over again in many different ways, in many different lifetimes, and she will begin to tap into the overall pattern that can allow her to gain some insight into why some of these ideas are manifesting in this life at this time. You follow me. I do. Thank you. Thank you very much. She'll have a copy of this tank. Oh, I... You, then you. The sharp. I realize that we are moving into the fourth density that will probably be relating to each other in very different ways. Nice.

tap into the overall pattern that can allow her to gain some insight into why some of these ideas are manifesting in this life at this time. You follow me. I do. Thank you. Thank you very much. She'll have a copy of this tank. Oh, I... You, then you. The sharp. I realize that we are moving into the fourth density that will probably be relating to each other in very different ways. Nice. And you have mentioned several times that in your society or in your expression of the fourth density, that every member of your society is made. to every other member. Basically, although not exactly in the ritualized term that you mean marriage, but yes. What I wanted to know is, can you tell us more about what that might mean? It means that you are all in love with each other. It is simple as that. But... Utterly, completely, unconditionally, in love with each other and therefore willing to allow whatever relationships to occur to occur for the reason that they are occurring rather than what you think they should be. And to get out of every relationship for what it is, the reasons you have created it, and then allow whatever transformation. transformations take place to take place because that is what is needed. And every individual is equal to every other individual and just as valid a reflection from their point of view as to what they are reflecting to you as to what you are reflecting to them. So it would be each person moving from their own now to now and relating to whoever's in that now in whatever way they choose. Yes. Okay. Thank you very much. Well, thank you. Guys. Then you. Hi! You are excused, but there is no reason to explain. Excuse me for anything. Continue. Since I spoke with you last week, I've been really having a good time and beginning to live more in the moment. All right. Exploring the idea of the dolphins. Yeah. And dreaming a lot or being more aware of my dreams. All right. I have a dream that I had last night. I was wondering if you could give me shed a little light on it. Maybe. But do not forget, you have the switch. Yes. I have some ideas about it. All right. Okay. Share the dream. Share your ideas. We will go from there. Okay. I'm at a bus stop. There's some black children pulling down a long pole from a bus stand. It's very dark and a car is stripped down on the street. My idea of the car is the stripping down of a vehicle. Oh, I'm very good. I'm with young Asian. This is another part of the dream. I'm with a young Asian or that Spanish girl. Okay. She wants me to help her and offers me her love. for my protection.

some black children pulling down a long pole from a bus stand. It's very dark and a car is stripped down on the street. My idea of the car is the stripping down of a vehicle. Oh, I'm very good. I'm with young Asian. This is another part of the dream. I'm with a young Asian or that Spanish girl. Okay. She wants me to help her and offers me her love. for my protection. I'm unsure but eventually go to a friend's house who has a large attic where the girl and I can hide from her brothers. One is 18, the other is 26, a 9 and an 8, representing certain things. I'm glad we clear that up. Inside the attic is a large tent with a bed inside where the attic is a large tent with a bed inside where the girl and I will be safe. I'm a little unsure of our total safety and so my friend offers to partition our side of the attic off with a large drape so that it appears that the attic is smaller than it is. There appears to be no roof to the tent and a beautiful clear blue sky is seen with some tall trees in sight also. I think that this represents something about the opening up of or being receptive to all of my beings. To some degree it has to do with you. To some degree it also has to do with her. For you will find that one of the things you are learning to do in your dream reality is be a teacher for other individuals learning similar ideas. Some of these are individuals you have had many lifetimes with, some of which are living other lives now simultaneously in other parts of the world. Hence you are perceiving their basic location from the ethnic representation in your dream. In this way, as you interact with these different fragments of the total soul that you are, the different counterparts that you have, You are blending and cohesing all the different areas of your consciousness all the way across the board with all of your counterparts at the same time, tearing down the old conceptions and allowing yourself to explore the different barriers that have been created within the different societies that each and every one of your counterparts exists within so that once you break all those ideas down, you can then form one idea into which you can all blend and live harmoniously. You are synchronizing with all these different counterparts around the world and forming many. different, let us say, vibrational nodal points to stabilize the entire idea of the manifestation of every single fragment physically that you are of the total soul that you are in this life. Is this the reason why I traveled so extensively several years ago? Yes.

you can then form one idea into which you can all blend and live harmoniously. You are synchronizing with all these different counterparts around the world and forming many. different, let us say, vibrational nodal points to stabilize the entire idea of the manifestation of every single fragment physically that you are of the total soul that you are in this life. Is this the reason why I traveled so extensively several years ago? Yes. You are forming identifications so that you would have a basis or a model for the energy so you would recognize it when it came to you. Does this girl represent a girl in physical expression a girl in the Philippines in Manila? There is that area. There is also some in the Mediterranean area and in the Asiatic as well as several others. Some of which you interact with at various times in your dream reality, some of which you take turns interacting with. You do not interact necessarily with all of them every time, but you will interact with several of them. more often than not. You are all learning. You are all in a different kind of classroom, so to speak. And there are those that you may not immediately perceive, although you may remember some hint. There are those that are also there assisting you that you may not immediately perceive upon awakening to have been there, for they will remain mostly unobtrusive. So that you will be the one you will focus on in terms of what you are learning and what you are gathering together. But you do have assistance in those realms. You are in a different type of classroom. You are pulling yourself together, so to speak, and opening up in many different ways. The last part of the dream, I'm in a large building that appears to be a courthouse. My friend is dressed in new clothes. He's wearing a black Elizabethan-style costume with a high white collar, and he has been confined for five years. We leave the building together, and whilst walking down a tree-lined street, he takes off his costume and is wearing simpler clothing. Nice. A little boy by the roadside questions me and tempts me to buy something. I smile and continue walking. Then my friend and I begin to play a game of catch the ball as we move down the street. Yes. I am about 20 meters in front of him as we throw the ball back and forth while still moving onward. How very creative of you to create such a relationship with a parallel aspect in a power. aspect in a past life.

and tempts me to buy something. I smile and continue walking. Then my friend and I begin to play a game of catch the ball as we move down the street. Yes. I am about 20 meters in front of him as we throw the ball back and forth while still moving onward. How very creative of you to create such a relationship with a parallel aspect in a power. aspect in a past life. In the dream state, you each of course recognize ourselves to be contemporaries and not really separated by time, and as he, as you say, shucks off his outer garb, he lets you know that, well, yes, this has only been a game in physical reality for a while, but now that we are together in a dream reality and contemporaries, well, we can play together. We can communicate, and tossing the ball back and forth is the symbol of your exchange. The little boy is an aspect of yourself that lets you know that you have been playing a game all along, playing different roles in different lives, and even though you have separated many of the portions of yourself, as all of you have done in different timeframes, in the dream reality, it is all one, it is all simultaneous, and all of the disguises and all of the games can be dropped, and you can get down to the simple understanding that you are exchanging with each other as contemporaries. You are gathering yourself together once again, not only with all the contemporaries in this time frame, but with many aspects of yourselves all the way across the board throughout the entire time track, and gathering yourself together together. together to live in the present. Understand that when we say you begin to learn to live in the now, we are talking about learning to do that with all of your aspects, past, present and future, because you create the past and the future from the present. Very creative game that you are awakening to. It has been going on for quite some time and now you are simply becoming aware of the fact that you have been playing ball playing this game for quite some time. You are now becoming aware of it. of the fact that you are playing this game so that now you will begin to understand everything as an illusion. This does not invalidate it as an experience, but it still has been an illusion, a guise, a pretense, in a sense, so that you can learn about yourself from this particular point of view. Now you are coalescing into one understanding all the way across the time track. My whole experience has totally changed in the last three or four weeks. That's what I just said. Yeah, I was going to ask you about one thing specifically was the studying that I'm doing. I'm studying nutrition and homeopathy and health sciences in general.

in a sense, so that you can learn about yourself from this particular point of view. Now you are coalescing into one understanding all the way across the time track. My whole experience has totally changed in the last three or four weeks. That's what I just said. Yeah, I was going to ask you about one thing specifically was the studying that I'm doing. I'm studying nutrition and homeopathy and health sciences in general. It's taken a very different meaning to me in the last few weeks to where I'm really losing total with that particular idea. Perhaps only in the ritualized format that you have been studying it within. For now again, with all the blending taking place, you are simply beginning to realize that the knowledge that you need is inherent within you. You have already, in a sense, graduated. It is simply up to you to realize it. No need to study things that you already know. So that is why you know. you are losing interest in that method of learning. So the idea of needing books can... It will begin to phase out as it has phased out completely in our society. Thank you very much for your blending and your willingness to share of that integrated reflection. Female, then male. Just what he was mentioning brought something up from me. I have a... violent dreams, some that I've experienced while growing up, some recurring that while I'm dreaming I realize what's going to happen, but I don't really have any control over stopping it. All right. If you realize what is quote-unquote going to happen, you do have control. You can begin to recognize that you are dreaming when you are dreaming and then recognize that all you need to do is accept the idea of the situations that are going on, turn them and transform them into what you would prefer them to be, prefer them to be, and then you will know you are fully in control. It gives you an opportunity to that. Some of these ideas are remnants from certain ideas of other lives as well, as certain aspects and situations and beliefs that you have bought into in this life. But it is all basically fundamentally for the purpose of getting you to understand that you do have control over your dreams and that your dreams are just as real as physical reality and that you also have the same degree of control over your physical reality. Perhaps you are simply working it, quote unquote, backwards. Creating what you understand to be more control your physical reality will also let you know that you have control over your dream reality. And as soon as you make that connection, physical reality and dream reality for you will be far less separate. You follow me? Yes.

real as physical reality and that you also have the same degree of control over your physical reality. Perhaps you are simply working it, quote unquote, backwards. Creating what you understand to be more control your physical reality will also let you know that you have control over your dream reality. And as soon as you make that connection, physical reality and dream reality for you will be far less separate. You follow me? Yes. And do recognize that even if they are in your terms violent, well, would you rather that they play themselves out in physical reality or dream reality? Definitely dream reality. Then you know what you are doing. All right. Thank you very much and enjoy the excitement. Yes. Bouchar. Yes. I've heard the idea expressed of that knowledge, gaining knowledge is like carrying around baggage. Depends. Because possibly it keeps us from acting spontaneously in the... It depends on your particular approach or definition of knowledge. In a sense, gaining knowledge is simply awakening into more remember of who and what you are. The aspect you are generally referring to is the compilation of seeming facts in order to assess some sort of continuum or continuity, in order to discover some sort of cause for an effect. In this way, however, you simply recognize that cause and effect are the same event, all blended together, then you can awaken to the understanding that at any given moment you have the knowledge you need to be the person you are being at that moment, and it does not have to come through the idea of the compilation of a series of discrete, discontinuous compilations of study or remembrance. It does not have to be a collection of memories that creates knowledge. You are understanding that from the point of view of making knowledge a collection of memories, well, things perhaps can get a little weighty from time to time if you have to carry all those memories around in order to know anything you need to know at any given moment. at any given moment. But if you are willing to simply recognize that the baggage, so to speak, is always with you when you need it, that it is more in the form of, let us say, a device you have used in your society many times that you may refer to as a magic bag, that really while you carry it around, is quite empty. But when you reach into it, for the thing you need, that is what you pull out. You follow me. Therefore, in that context, it need not weigh anything. Knowledge can be looked at as the potential to know what you need to know, when you need to know it, and it does not have to contain anything at all until the moment you need it. You follow me. Yes. Also, I want to say Merry Christmas in that way. Thank you. Merry Christmas in this way. Thank you.

you pull out. You follow me. Therefore, in that context, it need not weigh anything. Knowledge can be looked at as the potential to know what you need to know, when you need to know it, and it does not have to contain anything at all until the moment you need it. You follow me. Yes. Also, I want to say Merry Christmas in that way. Thank you. Merry Christmas in this way. Thank you. Sure. You. Then you. About a year and three months ago, we talked about the possibility of me having experience when I was about seven and having an exchange with ETs, for lack of a better... A. Longer word. And that within three months or certainly within this year, I would remember that lost time. Nice. And I have yet to do so. I realize we have a week to go. Anything can happen. Now, do recognize, first of all, that you have had some recollection in dream form, but you have disguised it according to things that make sense to you, according to the things you are working through in your physical life. You simply have not recognized some of the communication for what it is, but you will awaken into that as well. Also, the environment towards what you call. call the end of the year that you will be placing yourself into will have a lot to do with opening up some of those doorways, even though it may be within the last, as you say, two or three days of your year. You follow me. Okay. All right. Thank you. Thank you very much. Simply allow yourself to understand the things that come to you in dreams in a different way. They will begin to be a little begin to be a little more apparently different when you place yourself in what you call the Hawaiian environment, and the last time you were there, you in a sense set the stage for what it is you will make a connection to this time. Oh, okay. All right. Understand that. Even though it may seem, certain changes may wait, as you say, to the very last moment. It is a very last moment. always the precisely perfect moment. And it does not really matter how much time preceded the change. We know that to your eyes many times, it may seem that, well, the longer it takes to get to that point, the less likely it seems that that change will ever come. However, understand, it only takes a moment for that change to occur. So when it does occur, it won't matter how much time it took to get there. things will still be different. And you will not relate to the time it took anymore. Every moment is zero. Every moment is zero. Zero. Zero. Zero. You follow me. Mm-hmm. Pleasant dream. Thank you. Yes.

the less likely it seems that that change will ever come. However, understand, it only takes a moment for that change to occur. So when it does occur, it won't matter how much time it took to get there. things will still be different. And you will not relate to the time it took anymore. Every moment is zero. Every moment is zero. Zero. Zero. Zero. You follow me. Mm-hmm. Pleasant dream. Thank you. Yes. Bashar, recently I have become very aware that there is There is a new, well new, two or three years old influence in my life that I am attracted to, and that is to a homosexual man. And I've never, well, I wouldn't say never, but it does seem to be a new focus for me. Right. As you are now beginning to blend with the idea of your own masculinity and femininity within yourself and allow the marriage of the masculine principle and the feminine principles to take place with equalness within you, you can be of assistance to individuals to allow them to blend the ideas within themselves in that way, so that they no longer necessarily, not that it is right or wrong, but need to manifest the idea of an imbalance in one direction or another for recognize even though someone may not be in your terms homosexual, they can still reflect an imbalance, and this is what your society has basically done for many thousands of years, is reflected the imbalance and not been willing to understand that each and every individual does contains the potential of the balance of the masculine and the feminine principles. It is a denial of that equality within the self that has created the need for the tool of homosexuality because those individuals were willing to reflect in no uncertain terms to the mainstream of society that each and every individual, regardless of their physical properties, contained masculine and or feminine principles, completely diametrically opposed to what their physical representation.