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Hello, Bajar. And to you, good day. One moment. All right. We were having another conversation. Please proceed. I'd like to have a conversation about, you spoke about the glacier. Yes. And the apprenticeship. Yes. And how it relates to the discomfort. the discomfort I feel in my body and my system. All right. What do you feel? I feel uncomfortable. In what way? Physically, in specific terms, emotionally, energetically. How? I think physically and emotionally. All right. Can you be more specific about how the discomfort expresses itself? Well, for example, when I was chosen to speak, there's a lot of discomfort in my system. And I'm a lot of discomfort in my system. Where, specifically, solar plexus? Yeah, I think so. That's the chakra of intention. Uh-huh. What are your intentions in life? What do you intend for yourself? To travel lightly. Travel lightly. Do you mean so as not to disturb anything? Hmm. Or do you mean to be lighter? I think, yeah, I guess I'm heavy, but I want to be lighter. You want to be lighter. All right. Well, many times the path to enlightenment is to simply start lightening up on yourself. Are you too hard on yourself? Perhaps. Perhaps, in this case, would probably mean... Yes. Yes. Okay. Okay. Are you hedging? Holding back? Yeah, why would I choose to hold back? You tell us. What are you afraid of? It's a similar question to what we asked before. If you move fully forward in your joy, what's the greatest thing you are afraid will happen? Ah, come on. You see, many times it may seem difficult for you to understand the idea from the positive side, positive side, so we know you can understand it from the negative side. If you have trouble finding out what that belief is, amplify it, magnify it, give it full body, give it full force, give it full voice. What's the most terrifying thing you're afraid will happen? If you do move in the direction of your joy, if you do become the self you prefer to be, what are you afraid will happen? Don't worry, it won't bite you just by saying it. I don't know. Come on, yes you do. Come on, yes you do. Maybe it's the responsibility of that? Responsibility. All right. Well, what's your definition of responsibility? Obviously, not a positive one. Define responsibility. Addressing what's in front of you? No, no, no. You said that you are afraid of the responsibility. Thus then, how are you defining responsibility as being something to be afraid of something to be afraid of. What's your definition of responsibility? Does it contain the concept of blame? Hmm. Hmm. Or is it simply the positive definition, which is simply the ability to respond? Yeah, maybe that's it. I think sometimes I feel like I'll be overwhelmed. Why would you be overwhelmed? You see, you have a negative definition of how you receive.
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then, how are you defining responsibility as being something to be afraid of something to be afraid of. What's your definition of responsibility? Does it contain the concept of blame? Hmm. Hmm. Or is it simply the positive definition, which is simply the ability to respond? Yeah, maybe that's it. I think sometimes I feel like I'll be overwhelmed. Why would you be overwhelmed? You see, you have a negative definition of how you receive. of how you receive things. What you're saying is you don't trust how your life unfolds. What point would it serve for you to receive more than you're capable of handling? Does that make sense? Right, right. Then why not relax into the understanding that no matter how challenging something may seem, it can't be more than you can actually handle. The only reason it doesn't seem like you can handle it is because of the negative definitions that you color the situation with. But if you give them positive meaning and see them, meaning and see them in a positive way, you'll see that you're capable of handling it and that you haven't been given any more than you can handle. And this goes back to your glacier analogy. The discomfort or the hesitation or the fear of responsibility in some way has been serving me on some level. On some level. But maybe now what you're telling us is it's time to melt a little. Because you're getting uncomfortable remaining frozen. frozen. Correct. That tells you, as we said initially, that it may be time to change. Yes, appreciate the glacier, appreciate the state of ice, appreciate the apprenticeship, at the same time, recognize there is an appropriate timing to become the next level. And do you see that the core of that frozenness that it has to do with blame? Some of it may be a little bit and a mix of other thing. Blame of myself? Or blame of others? Well, you're just not really sure that you know what you're doing. Why would I know what I'm doing? Why would I choose that? You may have simply bought into other people's belief systems that when you get to a certain point, as we already said, you won't be able to handle what you're given. Same thing is saying, I don't know what I'm doing. But you do know what you're doing. So there's no reason to assume that whatever people point you arrive at and whatever level you allow yourself to go to, there is no reason to assume that you won't be able to handle it, that you won't know what you're doing. Make sense? How does one get to the forgetting stage? It seems so... I forget. Right. But it's so familiar. The hesitation and discomfort that it seems like that that is such a fundamental orientation orientation point. Understand this. As we have explained previously.
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at and whatever level you allow yourself to go to, there is no reason to assume that you won't be able to handle it, that you won't know what you're doing. Make sense? How does one get to the forgetting stage? It seems so... I forget. Right. But it's so familiar. The hesitation and discomfort that it seems like that that is such a fundamental orientation orientation point. Understand this. As we have explained previously. I have explained previously, every single belief system has a certain structure to it. One of the primary structures in beliefs is the ability of the belief to make it seem as if no other belief is possible. It has to be that way, otherwise you can't have a full experience of that particular belief. The only thing that unlocks you from that is the overriding, shall we say, skeleton key belief that all beliefs can be changed. So it was a thing. As long as you allow yourself the opportunity to experience fully, the nature of a belief that says, for this particular experience, no other belief is possible so that you can experience it fully. As long as you know, you will always be able to remember that you can change that belief anytime you want, then in a sense you're free to experience the idea of forgetfulness because you know you will always remember. Does that make sense? Kind of. Kind of. All right. Is the melting a... It's a process of... It can be, but it can be at whatever rate you prefer it to be at. Can it be accelerated? Of course it can. And that's the process that we call the idea of the threshold of believability. You can give yourself the threshold of believability test and say, all right, if there is someone I desire to be, with my present belief system, how long do I actually believe it will take me to become that person or experience that reality? Let's just say arbitrarily, you allow yourself to start way out. in the future, so to speak, and say, well, 20 years from now, do I really think that 20 years is enough time for me to truly be the person I really prefer to be? Well, yes, that's a long time. I have no doubt that I can become who I really prefer to be in 20 years. Do I believe I can do it in 10? Yes, that's long enough. Do I believe I can do it in 5? I'm not sure. As soon as you do the countdown, the moment you hesitate to say, yes, absolutely, the moment there is even a fraction of hesitation, that's how long it will take. with your current belief system. So now you can examine the belief system. What would I have to believe is true in order for that process to take that amount of time?
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enough. Do I believe I can do it in 5? I'm not sure. As soon as you do the countdown, the moment you hesitate to say, yes, absolutely, the moment there is even a fraction of hesitation, that's how long it will take. with your current belief system. So now you can examine the belief system. What would I have to believe is true in order for that process to take that amount of time? When you find out what that belief is and realize that's not what you prefer, you can let that belief go and then take the test again. 20 years? No problem. Ten years? Piece of cake. Five years? Absolutely. No hesitation whatsoever. Three years? Yes. Two years, maybe. As soon as you hesitate again. That's how long that process will take on the current belief system. belief system. Go find the belief that makes it take that long. As soon as you have eliminated all those beliefs, transformed all those beliefs, whatever time is left is the time it really needs to take to be to your best benefit for you to experience the process you really truly need to experience. So you can use that technique if you wish. Does that help you? A little bit, yes. All right. Okay. follow-up question? A little bit. With the current belief system. Yes. Somewhat related. You've mentioned before that crossing the threshold of 2012 that we've moved from a slightly negative paradigm to a slightly more positive paradigm. Yes. And so in relation to my question of this acceleration of belief system, is it happening faster now in an exponential way? Yes. Okay. buy into that. If you wish. You don't have to, but you can. And when you do, you will experience that. Because remember, you cannot experience what you're not the vibration of first. It's not seeing is believing. It's believing is seeing. You have it backwards. Thank you. Does that help? Yes. See you later. Thank you.