You Are Spirit (Part 3 of 4)

I have actually decided this that would be a very nice place to live and I'm really looking at it very with excitement the possibility. Thank you for your willingness to expand into the many facets and reflection of the crystal that you are and for planting your crystalline sea. You may all take a short break. break How's everything going? All right. All right. All right, I'll see. Are you all? Ready for the exercise. exercise. At this time, therefore, allow yourself the opportunity to become in whatever fashion you can be, in whatever position you find yourself to be in, comfortable. If you are standing, so be it. If you are sitting, this is all right. The idea is to simply become, as you say, comfortable within yourself, within the idea that you will be presenting to yourself. We begin, allow yourself the opportunity to recognize the following ideas. What we will once again be suggesting to you as the idea of this exercise, the idea of this technique, will be our suggestion. Your imagination you may find may alter the visualization slightly, may change them radically. This is all right. Trust. Trust. that in whatever way shape or form your imagination sees fit to translate the idea into your being is exactly what is correct for you. You follow me. The idea in this way is to also understand this. A difference you will make, regardless of what you think, regardless of how you feel, I don't feel any different. I don't think anything really has. anything really happened. Understand that in the state of the exercise you will be placing yourself within a certain mental vibrational wavelength that will create an effect whether you think you feel any different or not will not matter. So simply allow yourself to relax into the understanding that you don't have to force yourself to feel any particular way to make sure that you did it correctly. Oh well, I guess I'll let everyone else do it. I don't seem to be able to get to at the neck. I can't seem to be able to reach that level that Bajar is talking about. You will be on that level. If you participate at all, you will be on that level. The only way you will not, in a sense, overall, is if you do not participate at all. But recognize that even fleetingly, even fleeting participation can instantaneously take you to that level and you may still participate and have an effect. All it takes is a fleeting participation at exactly the correct timing, which you may instinctively do. Three deep breath and relax. Your eyes may be open, they may be closed, it does not matter, whatever is most comfortable for you. At this time, allow yourself to begin to imagine the blue, white, violet, electromagnetic field of the universe, and particularly of your world, your earth.

and you may still participate and have an effect. All it takes is a fleeting participation at exactly the correct timing, which you may instinctively do. Three deep breath and relax. Your eyes may be open, they may be closed, it does not matter, whatever is most comfortable for you. At this time, allow yourself to begin to imagine the blue, white, violet, electromagnetic field of the universe, and particularly of your world, your earth. Out of this electromagnetic fluid, is the creation of the energy pattern, the imposition of the energy pattern from your consciousness, the interaction of which creates what you call mind or mentality. It is how you are connected to each other on the mental level, and it is how you are sensitive to any shifts, thoughts, ideas, or feelings that take place within that energy. Whether they be from any one of you, any group, of you or the collective Earth itself, including the physical planet. For as a physical being and as a physical planet, it is, colloquially speaking, a solidified pattern of electromagnetic energy. That is all it is. Everything in the physical universe is made of light in one form or another. It is therefore simply a stepped down, so to speak, vibratory energy represented in electromagnetic terms, out of that electromagnetic sea, all solid matter is created and all mentality for interaction between all solid matter is created. Consciousness, the consciousness that you are together creates this illusion out of the electromagnetic sea. Feel yourself, imagine yourself, Visualize yourself in any way, shape, or form, you care to, that you are now a part of this electromagnetic sea. Fear yourself to be connected to every other individual simply because, if for no other reason, that you exist in the same sea, and therefore there is a similar medium that touches you both. So you are connected by something, somehow. somewhere, everywhere, every when as well, every when, and everywhere. The different whens are simply different vibrational rates of existence of the different ideas or aspects or manifestations of the entire electromagnetic sea. Visualize this blue, white, crystalline, clear, pulsate, and vibrant magnetic energy. Let yourself be immersed in this idea. As you now know you are at the appropriate level to know you are in connection with every being within this electromagnetic sea, take it for granted that you are, no matter what your habits of doubts in your physical life, for this moment they are all suspended. for this moment, allow yourself to simply play in that sea. You are in it. Before we begin the next phase, allow yourself three more deep breaths. Imagine yourself breathing that fluid in and and out, in and out, and passing with it the idea of communication, taking in the communication of others and understanding it on whatever level you need to.

of doubts in your physical life, for this moment they are all suspended. for this moment, allow yourself to simply play in that sea. You are in it. Before we begin the next phase, allow yourself three more deep breaths. Imagine yourself breathing that fluid in and and out, in and out, and passing with it the idea of communication, taking in the communication of others and understanding it on whatever level you need to. The next step is to allow yourself to feel, as you now know, you are immersed in this electromagnetic see, to feel the expansion of the hearts within you. Feel the expansion of the hearts within you. expansion of the idea of the heart energy to encompass, blend with, and merge with this electromagnetic energy in whatever way, shape, or form feels warm and comfortable, or cool and comfortable to you. Simply let it now diffuse and expand. Intertwine, merge, merge. Blend one matrix with so that there becomes a double matrix, one that is, not exactly one or the other, but both, and yet something yet again more. As you do this, three more breaths taking in the entire blending and letting it out, passing it through you, feeling the combined colors, the combined energies in the relaxed and floating manner. Let them blend, let them merge as you breathe them in and out until they are one and the same idea that contains both energies. That is a homogenous blended idea that can at any particular moment in time become either energy yet always contain both the next idea is to allow now that you have allowed your physicality now that you have allowed your emotionality to allow your mentality to allow your mentality allow your mentality allow your your mentality to vibrate to expand in radiating waves from you and permeate every single crystalline latticework structure within this electromagnetic sea. You are a beacon and you are a receiver, you are sending, you are receiving, you are intertwined and intermeshed until all is a solid sea of communication coming and going. Breathe this three times in and three times out. Now that you perceive these three ideas to be blended, allow one fourth idea to come in. The fourth idea being the total collectivity of the former three. once again, that which is more than the sum of its parts, an envision of violet and golden light. Intermixing, intertwining, sharing of love, ever expanding, ever spiraling, ever spiraling, upward, outward, inward, downward, in all directions simultaneously, throughout the beautiful matrix, the crystallineering, the crystalline, the crystalline, you have now created and now support. Three more deep breaths as you experience this expansion of beautiful light and love.

total collectivity of the former three. once again, that which is more than the sum of its parts, an envision of violet and golden light. Intermixing, intertwining, sharing of love, ever expanding, ever spiraling, ever spiraling, upward, outward, inward, downward, in all directions simultaneously, throughout the beautiful matrix, the crystallineering, the crystalline, the crystalline, you have now created and now support. Three more deep breaths as you experience this expansion of beautiful light and love. And now to anchor to anchor this matrix as your reality, you will now send a vibration through each one of these levels that will firmly fix it into place in a very crystalline way and at the same time, quite paradoxically, allow it infinite flexibility. Yet it will always be representative. representative of your ability to now function as a valve for all energies and a transmuter and a transformer of all energies that you may encounter within the physiological universe. The way you will radiate this energy to the first connection you made is through the tonal vibration vibration, the ringing of your chimes, the ringing of your bells, in what you turn to be the sound ome. One, two, three, home. As that goes out you will now allow a second tone to blend with the connections you made on the second level and to align and reinforce the first level. Each tone will become more belike, more clarifying, no matter how it sounds, it will be so. More crystalline the universe will be. One, two, three. home. A third vibration will pass from your being and radiate infinitely outward, radiate infinitely inward, this will this will cause the pure crystallization of the light being that you are within your heart, within your mind, within your spirit, within your body. One, two, three, home. And yet, the culmination of the crystalline form you now are shines with internal and eternal white, and this radiance, this divinity, this infinity of of creation is now more than the sum of its parts. parts. One beautiful, golden, violet tone will now completely interpenetrate all levels all levels with a new understanding, a new matrix, and with it an accessibility of all that this new matrix. matrix implies one two three Oh three Rapid breathing for a count of three. One, two, three, Three deep breaths. As you now more deep and loving breath feel the totality of the entire idea we have just experienced together in this last one breath so that any time at all, any time at all, the entire idea of the experience we have just had completely and utterly come back and allow you to center exactly where you are now with one deep breath. One, two, three. In and out. Allow yourselves to emerge with the idea that you are familiar with as your reality, but recognize that you are no longer waking out of a dream, but waking into a dream.

any time at all, any time at all, the entire idea of the experience we have just had completely and utterly come back and allow you to center exactly where you are now with one deep breath. One, two, three. In and out. Allow yourselves to emerge with the idea that you are familiar with as your reality, but recognize that you are no longer waking out of a dream, but waking into a dream. The dream that you are, the dream that we share together together of love of love and light. We thank you for having made and being willing to create a profound and impactful difference in your world. For a profound and impactful difference in your world is a profound and impactful difference in all worlds. And all worlds right now that are sensitive, to what you have just done, have felt that difference. Space and time, notwithstanding. We thank you. Sharing. For sure. Yes! Trabari! I am sure. I need some assistance in transforming situation I created myself. Speak up so that all may share. Okay, I need some assistance in the transfer of a situation that I've put myself into. All right. And it has to do with I have allowed myself to be put into a situation where I'm being required to deliver some of money this evening to a person, and if I don't do that, I don't do that, being threatened with some dire consequences, which I have assigned dire consequences, you don't want to occur, and I want to transform this thing. I've been having a hell of a lot of trouble with it, a lot of fear of all night terror, things of this sort, rocked myself with this kind of situation, having done this in quite a long time. And I just came here and get some assistance. All right. First of all, face your fear squarely. Okay. In your terminology, what is in your terms, starting from the beginning, the worst thing that could possibly occur? That's fascinating. It alters as I look at it. All very good. But it basically is an ongoing, apparently uncontrollable, terror and effect point, and constantly being put at effect, allowing myself to be put in effect with apparently negative feelings and sensations on an ongoing basis and being constant over a long period of time being trapped into this thing. Allow us to ask you in a very colloquial way, are you in any immediate physical danger? No, not immediate physical danger. Have you run through different different conversations, different interactions and different communications that you might be able to co-create with all the other individuals involved that may allow a different outcome to occur. Thousands of them, in fact, some of the totally automatic occurring, I seem to become the loser in these conversations. And in this particular reality, when I want to put forth the conversation, the reflection was that none of it.

physical danger. Have you run through different different conversations, different interactions and different communications that you might be able to co-create with all the other individuals involved that may allow a different outcome to occur. Thousands of them, in fact, some of the totally automatic occurring, I seem to become the loser in these conversations. And in this particular reality, when I want to put forth the conversation, the reflection was that none of it. that none of it was being willing to be received. And so I just continued to be there and allowing the person to be right in their reality. All right. Why do you choose to place yourself in this situation? I love the people and I want to be of service. How do you wish to be of service? I want them to transform into a broader, saner, more loving, less fixed viewpoint if they choose to. Would you please say that once again? I would like them to transform into a more loving, expansive, less fixed point of view if they choose to, which I think they would Which I think they would choose to. If they choose to. Yes. If they choose to. Why is it so important to you that they do choose to? Because it appears if they don't, I am the effect that they're holding that viewpoint because I hold myself into... Why do you have anything at all to do with what they choose to do? Because they choose to do. I put myself into that situation. Talk to me about physics. How do you actually have, in any way, shape or form anything at all to do with what they choose to do? Are you responsible for their choices? No. Then how does anything you do determine what they choose to do? It doesn't determine what they choose to do. All. All right. Then you are not the cause of what they are experiencing. I never considered that I was. All right. I am the cause of what I'm experiencing. Oh, yeah. Trying to transform my own. Yes. You are the cause of what you are experiencing primarily, in a sense, because you think you have to be the cause of what you want them to experience other than what they are already experiencing. I'm sorry I didn't duplicate it. All right. You are the cause of what you are experiencing. experiencing, as we perceive it so far in this conversation, primarily because you also desire to be the cause of what they may choose to do or not do. If you recognize that you are not the cause of what they choose to do, then how can you be the cause of anything else they might choose to do? I'm sorry, I talked with you right up to the last... All right. All right. These tracks are slippery, aren't they? Apparently so. All right. You say you recognize that you are not responsible for their decisions, yes?

may choose to do or not do. If you recognize that you are not the cause of what they choose to do, then how can you be the cause of anything else they might choose to do? I'm sorry, I talked with you right up to the last... All right. All right. These tracks are slippery, aren't they? Apparently so. All right. You say you recognize that you are not responsible for their decisions, yes? Yes. Then if you are not responsible for their decisions, then that goes both ways. Though you may reflect to them your reality, the idea of your desire for them to choose to share your reality, your reality is indirectly a desire for you to be responsible for them to choose something, to base it on you, to be responsible for their decision. I see. Which you aren't. True. The consternation within you is simply that you do, in fact, wish to be responsible for their decision in a positive way. That's correct. But you never will be. That's correct. You will be responsible for your decision. They will be responsible for their decision. And you can be responsible to them and allow them to perhaps, if they choose to, share certain ideas within the decision you have made, but you are only responsible to them by being responsible for yourself and not for them. for them. I understand. Now, if you are basing your understanding of your own worth upon whether or not they choose to understand you, then you are only basing your worth upon the decisions they may or may not make, and this can cause a great deal of consternation within you. Because then you are not determining what your worth is for yourself, but letting them decide what you are worth by saying that whatever they decide to do will be how you choose to determine what is real for you in terms of your feelings about the situation. You follow me? I do for sure. The idea is a paradoxical one to some degree. For you will find that the idea of the individual who is truly living the life they know to be true for them has a very strong compassion that other individuals can find that find out what they know to be true and can create the same piece in their lives. But paradoxically along with that comes the wisdom and the knowledge that there is no way, shape or form that you can show that to them until they're ready to see it. So the best way to be of assistance is to simply continue to constantly be that idea. So you will always be around to look at should they make the decision to find someone to look at that represents that idea.

their lives. But paradoxically along with that comes the wisdom and the knowledge that there is no way, shape or form that you can show that to them until they're ready to see it. So the best way to be of assistance is to simply continue to constantly be that idea. So you will always be around to look at should they make the decision to find someone to look at that represents that idea. But it will be of no concern to you whether they choose it now, 10 years from now, 100 years from now, 100 lifetimes from now, because to you it's all one and the same, now is now. And if you are living your life as now is now, then you will not care when they change and you will not make it a point of contention within you that will stretch out your existence interminably. You are creating more sense of time. for yourself by focusing upon the amount of time they are creating for themselves to make a change. And thus you are sharing their misery in that sense. You follow me. Yes, I do. If you live in the now, you will not experience the time in a time way. You will simply see changes when and where they occur. As they interact with you, whenever they do will be just fine with you, whenever that might be. And you will simply live the life you know to be true for you and not concern yourself as to when they may or may not make the decision to share that same idea with you. For to you it is all infinite and it is all now and one and the same thing and you understand that they are learning what they need to learn and you are learning what you need to learn and everyone is doing just fine. Because everyone is their own unique path. And again, paradoxically, the moment you stop waiting for them, then lo and behold, before you know it, there they will be. Time will have passed, as you say, like that. You follow me. I do. And this is very helpful, Bashar. Not, I haven't fully handled it yet, but you've definitely given me a way to do so. My attention tends to go back to the mechanics of I've made an agreement, call tonight, put the money, or these things, this individual will do these things. What things? Order me into a trial situation. All right, so what? Big deal. Can you not explain yourself to the best of your ability in ways that would sing allow you to then attract to yourself whatever situations, whatever objects, whatever symbols, whatever tools are necessary in your life to allow the situation to become alleviated? Providing I don't, I cease creating individuals in that situation that will not listen. Will not listen to what? To my sharing. Why do they have to listen to your sharing?

deal. Can you not explain yourself to the best of your ability in ways that would sing allow you to then attract to yourself whatever situations, whatever objects, whatever symbols, whatever tools are necessary in your life to allow the situation to become alleviated? Providing I don't, I cease creating individuals in that situation that will not listen. Will not listen to what? To my sharing. Why do they have to listen to your sharing? I didn't duplicate what you said then. I went off on the wrong and corrector. Didn't. that what you have to say you will say from your heart because you believe it to be true. As long as you believe you are functioning within your integrity, then the idea of the situations you attract to yourself can all be seen no matter what their previous definitions to be opportunities of a positive light for you. Do not imagine that the scenario you are co-creating with them has to be negative, and then it won't turn out to be. You follow me? I sure do. Go through it. Live through it. is what you create, then live through it knowing that you are exploring exactly what you want to explore. The more you continue to deny it and attempt to remove it from you, the less you will allow yourself to learn from it in a positive way. You follow me? I do. It will change and it will transform only if you go along with the flow. If you fight it. That is what wears you out. That is what makes it seem as if you are not heard. What it is that needs to hear you will always hear you, always. When you say it go along with the flow, you don't mean necessarily that I would comply with their demands. Depends on the idea as to whether their so-called demands are in line with the reality and the choices you have given yourself. If they're not... Their demands represent the only opportunities or the only paths you feel that are open to you, then obviously they are in line. If you find that you have attracted other opportunities in your life still functioning within your integrity and they are available to you, then take them. But if you find that you have, quote, unquote, no other choice other than to go the path that their demands represents, then why not simply assume that that is your choice? as well. And go with it. Let it flow. Flow with it. Only when you flow with the energy, can you change it? No one is listening because you are fighting the energy. If you flow with the energy, then you are traveling at the same rate and changing it is no big deal because everything moving at the same rate relative to itself seems to be standing perfectly still. So you can move anything anywhere.

well. And go with it. Let it flow. Flow with it. Only when you flow with the energy, can you change it? No one is listening because you are fighting the energy. If you flow with the energy, then you are traveling at the same rate and changing it is no big deal because everything moving at the same rate relative to itself seems to be standing perfectly still. So you can move anything anywhere. If you fight it, then it seems as if events are washing over you, overwhelming you, going faster than you can handle. And then it doesn't seem as if you can change it to the way you desire it to be. But that is because you are not operating on the same rate or wavelength. You are not going with the circumstances. Okay. And I follow you. Now, let me see if I translate this right when I go. If I'm flowing with it and the person says, you deliver this money tonight or then I deliver that money, but if I don't really... If you know in your openness that if that is what is really necessary in your life, then you will attract a situation wherein you will have the money. If you are open in that way, in love and light, and act upon whatever opportunities present themselves to you, and none of those opportunities bring what that individual believes to be what they need, then simply trust it does not need to be there. And whatever the consequences of that, that manifestation will still represent the flow as you need to follow it. Well, the truth is I don't, in my integrity, want to flow that money. Do you have it to flow? No. No, I do not. All right. But I could engage in actions to get it, to borrow it. All right. I don't wish to, but I also don't wish to counter the individual and say, no, I'm not going to do this. Do you believe that the transfer of what you are terming the money from you? you to this individual is or is not representative of the maintenance, of the integrity of an agreement you have made? I'm not sure, Bashar, I go back and forth on that one. I don't, at times I don't feel that it's in alignment with my integrity at all, and other times I feel that it is, and I tend to flip back and forth. I feel that the greatest good, at times, would be to flow it. And at other times, I go, that it's how it's intentional. and it's unethical too flowing, and I tend to look back and forth. All right.

forth on that one. I don't, at times I don't feel that it's in alignment with my integrity at all, and other times I feel that it is, and I tend to flip back and forth. I feel that the greatest good, at times, would be to flow it. And at other times, I go, that it's how it's intentional. and it's unethical too flowing, and I tend to look back and forth. All right. Can you understand, however, that the idea, now, we're not saying this is the case, but we are simply setting up a generalized example, that sometimes even flowing money or any idea to another individual, even if in your estimation on their side, it may be supporting something that does not function within integrity, can actually allow integrity. to become in existence. Yes, definitely. That's why I consider doing it. All right. At any given moment, as you simply perceive the two ideas, relax into yourself and simply allow yourself to come, not make, not force, allow yourself to come to the decision as to which one truly represents the idea of your integrity. Then simply act upon that. If at any given moment you find that the other idea truly, truly, in all honesty with yourself, represents a more full comprehension of your integrity than begin to act on that. This is not to say it will necessarily, in your terms, complete itself in the way you think it might have to. And if I isolate back and forth as long as that's my integrity, that's the final... Yes. You are exploring what you need to, and you may simply find that in doing that, each and every component, what you are perceiving to be a component of this overall idea is, in and of itself, its own complete idea. Yes, one of the things I've did is I've judged myself negatively for not coming to a conclusive flow. All right. Then your first step, obviously, is to cease invalidating yourself for whatever it is you are doing and begin doing what you need to do. Probably, as always. I wish to stay in... Let it work out. Thank you. Thank you, baby. Okay. So that's your request to show. Oh, good. I would like to know if permissible, if I may share a guest, if I may share a guest entity through me and bring her in as you talk to another. As we shared in what you call last Monday night of your time. Exactly. And this is a new group of people, and someone's... specifically invited me to do this. All right. Now, one moment. There will be within the timing, once again, once again, briefly, the opportunity for free, a triad of interactions. No more, no less. Wonderful. Would you care to at least answer another question to someone else while I allow? I'll bring her in and you do what you see.

night of your time. Exactly. And this is a new group of people, and someone's... specifically invited me to do this. All right. Now, one moment. There will be within the timing, once again, once again, briefly, the opportunity for free, a triad of interactions. No more, no less. Wonderful. Would you care to at least answer another question to someone else while I allow? I'll bring her in and you do what you see. As the alignment is being made, each and every one of you allow yourselves the opportunity to simply reflect to yourselves whatever the energy that will be presented to you will represent to you, recognize that anything you perceive on any level is valid in its own terms and what you can glean in an overall understanding of this alignment. is a very strong willingness for the expression of the collectivity of the consciousness of a total individual and the willingness of the expression of the spontaneity necessary for the perception of the conviction of the things you desire to occur in your life. There is sensitivity, there is insight in these interactions, anything you choose to make of or perceive within your sharing, those that will be the ones that share directly and those that will be the ones that share in your terms indirectly, will be reflective directly of your ability to create from yourself, to yourself, your own input and your own recognition of the facets of yourself that are represented in this interaction. Proceed. Yesha. I'm so glad to see you again. Let me introduce myself to this. There are so many people, would you object if I stand? As you wish. Thank you. My name is Zura. I am not, I am from a different play than Bashar. I lived in the 15th century. I was an opera singer, a very humongous opera singer, and I speak through Shire. I do not do the same type of work as Bashar. His is very elevated and I do not receive this kind of information from where I live. But I am very good with seeing inside people. those personal problems and other things also. But since that seems to be what much of you are hoping to accomplish within yourself, I am open to, like Bashar says, three questions. So is there someone here who would like to ask me something of a personal nature that might benefit all or only themselves or whatever it is conducive to your asking? Craig? I've got one. Yes, go ahead. Yeah. I wonder, maybe you can, or maybe you can't answer this. But in my family, we have a curiosity about something. My grandfather was married before he married my grandmother, and he had a wife and two children. The last time he saw them was in 1903, and no one has been able to trace them down.

only themselves or whatever it is conducive to your asking? Craig? I've got one. Yes, go ahead. Yeah. I wonder, maybe you can, or maybe you can't answer this. But in my family, we have a curiosity about something. My grandfather was married before he married my grandmother, and he had a wife and two children. The last time he saw them was in 1903, and no one has been able to trace them down. If my half-uncle, who my dad, his half-brothers, he never met them, if they're still alive, they would be like around 85 to 90 years old or so. But since no one has heard anything about them since then. You don't know where they are. What if they were and I were dead? Is this question? They could have died in the First World War. Right, I understand. But go back once again, and you're telling me it's your grandfather was originally married to... Someone else. And not the woman that... You mean... So the blood's high... Before my grandmother. Okay, I see. So it would have been... They're my half-uncle. I understand. And you want to find the half-uncle. Yeah, we wonder what happened to him. Do you not? have a picture of the original grandmother somewhere? Somewhere there may be a picture. I know... I only ask you so that when I ask you, when I tell you... When I tell you... How much do you know about your grandfather? If I described him to you and the kind of man he was, would you know this? Yes, because I'm just... And he played with you when you were a young child? When I was very young. I don't really remember... Maybe three or four? Yeah. And did he speak another language? Um... In the house? I don't believe he spoke another language in the house. He was once in Japan. No, no, I don't mean that. I mean that he carried with him a second language. I don't believe so. And did he, that you remember, you don't recall. Let me go back to your own parents then. He produced which one of your parents? My father. Your father is still on his plane. Is this correct? Yes. A tall man? Yes. Slender? Yes. A very, a very, a strong man in his convictions, but a quiet mind on the outside. Very, very quiet. But strong in the convictions. Yeah. Likes to read. Yes. Likes to sit with his newspaper and read. Yes. Okay. Okay. Then I have to read. Then I have him. All right. I just had to substantiate that I had the gentleman. Very nice man. You take very much mic after him. You know that. Your value system is very much like him, and he's produced a wonderful son. I'm very glad to have met you, Craig. Thank you.

convictions. Yeah. Likes to read. Yes. Likes to sit with his newspaper and read. Yes. Okay. Okay. Then I have to read. Then I have him. All right. I just had to substantiate that I had the gentleman. Very nice man. You take very much mic after him. You know that. Your value system is very much like him, and he's produced a wonderful son. I'm very glad to have met you, Craig. Thank you. Anyway, as far as his father, which produced the two uncles, from what I understand, they have been deceased for some time. Okay. I wish I could get more substantiation, from what I'm getting. There's someone on your father's side that died about 10 years ago, someone that says he knew you. Would you know who that might be? Your father's brother, perhaps? About 10 years ago. Well, my father's mother died last year, but my father's father died. About 10 years ago, no one. It was about 1962 that my grandfather died. That would be 20 years ago. Somebody else. You don't know who it is? Could be on your mother's side. No, we haven't had any deaths on my mother's side either. At that time. in time. It could be 12 years. It's not 20 and it's not six. Hmm. I can't think of who it was. Okay. It seems to be that not only there were two, the uncles, did you trace their heritage? It seemed that one had a family. Yeah, we don't have any idea. Okay. Maybe it's one of them. They are, one may still be alive. One is definitely deceased. Yeah, maybe it was them who died 12 years ago. Because we had never, the last communication we had from anyone in that family was a 1912. That's seven four years ago. Let me, let me do this for you. As I ask another person, I would look, if I see anything more, I will let you know. If I don't, I will let you know. How's that? Fine. Okay. Does anybody else have a question for me? I have a question.