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Beyond Belief (Part 3 of 4)

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Everything. Yes. I resist nothing. I only simply fall into line with what is appropriate at any given moment as I sense it. Well, I looked the idea of that ring finger, and I looked up the idea of unions and grief. Yes. And. So I go, well, okay, there's still things I'm going to be, you know, that I'm dealing with obviously. And then... And probably for quite some time. The idea of the third chakra, the yellow... Yes. What about it? Is there anything that you could give to assist me in stirring it up? Yes. Allow yourself to eat more combinations of green and yellow vegetable. And you will bring the yellow vibration up into the green of the heart, and that will help you learn to assimilate the things that come up as a result of raising your vibration that way. I do eat a lot of yellow ones. Do you eat a lot of green ones? I could eat more green ones. All right. with the focus of what we're talking about as your intention when you do it, like a ritual. Make it a sacred act. When you eat the yellow and the green vegetables together, make it an intentionally sacred act so that you are using the vibration of that act for that purpose, similar to the idea of using the pillar for that purpose. It's not just a matter of eating the vegetables and then saying la-di-da, now what? It's a matter of doing it with intention. like a prayer. Do you understand? Yeah, the kind of magic that I love to work with. Yes. Well, work with yellow and green magic in combination to raise the vibration. Alright? Yeah, I have a sharing. Yes. I make more with less. Obviously, people know what I'm up to. I love to make things out of nothing. Yes. You have a very good example of that idea. One of the fun things I've been doing is cutting up the joke mail, which is like a burpee seed catalog. It's beautiful. pictures and I glue them on things and play around them. And you transform them. And I make art out of them. All right. Well, thank you for your creativity in that area. Number two. Love you. I love to you as well. Good evening, Rashad. And is a good day. I have a question. You were talking about people with single, as opposed to multiple personalities. How did the multiples, um, get created and then transmute themselves back into one personality. All right. First of all, you all have multiple personalities. You all do. The idea is that when the consciousness, just to speak linearly, for a moment, this is a convention, but at least it will do to illustrate the point, all right? Okay.

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I have a question. You were talking about people with single, as opposed to multiple personalities. How did the multiples, um, get created and then transmute themselves back into one personality. All right. First of all, you all have multiple personalities. You all do. The idea is that when the consciousness, just to speak linearly, for a moment, this is a convention, but at least it will do to illustrate the point, all right? Okay. Speaking linearly, when you become physical as a consciousness, when you take on, personality structure to express yourself and experience yourself and function as a physical persona, you actually are already a multitude of personalities because your consciousness is multidimensional. It has multidimensional aspects. And when at first, shall we say, freezes itself or crystallizes itself into physicality, you are actually a collection of multiple personalities because you haven't yet learned to differentiate how to express yourself, cohesion express yourself coherently in physical reality. The idea is that multiple personalities have never learned cooperation between the personalities. That's the difference. It isn't actually that you fuse them into one. It's that you have an ongoing system of communication and cooperation between and among all the personality fragments that you are, all the multidimensional levels that your consciousness is, so that you are, you can have the overriding intention to function coherently relative to the mass consensus agreed upon plan or game for the general reality you have agreed to experience. Those that experience still the idea of multiple personalities simply have not learned that cohesiveness, but this doesn't necessarily mean that that is a negative thing. Sometimes people choose that for the experience they want to have in life. But the idea is that multiple personalities are not formed so much as they simply are allowed to continue by certain things that may happen in any given life that prevent the cooperative and collective mechanisms of communication from occurring. Does that make some sense to you? Yes, that does. Does this help you? Is this sufficient or is there some other avenue you wanted to go down about this? I wanted to go down about how to bring about more cooperation between my multiplicity. Oh, all right. Well, first of all, understand that you can use the multiplicity to an advantage. You don't have to look at multiplicity as a disadvantage, so it would be wise to abandon that particular definition as a starting point. Does that help, first of all? I've already gone past that. Oh, all right. Well, thank you. The idea, therefore, is to understand in what way now do you feel you need to change what you are experiencing? Can you be more specific about how it is you feel you need to allow the multiplicity? to become more cohesive, if that's what you actually are saying. Well, I'd like to be able to get more done with less. More done with less. With less personalities. Well, all right.

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right. Well, thank you. The idea, therefore, is to understand in what way now do you feel you need to change what you are experiencing? Can you be more specific about how it is you feel you need to allow the multiplicity? to become more cohesive, if that's what you actually are saying. Well, I'd like to be able to get more done with less. More done with less. With less personalities. Well, all right. But why with less personalities? Do you feel that the multiple personalities prevent you from doing things? Or simply take too much time? It seems to waste time for me. Seems to waste time. All right. Relative to what, though? Relative to making that assessment? What is it you think that needs to be done so that you are saying that you're not accomplishing it? Well, I have to switch personalities to be able to do certain things, and I would like to be able to blend them together so that there wouldn't be the back and forth. I see. May I let you in on a little secret? Go ahead. You are switch personalities all the time in order to get things done. The you you are here cannot do the things that the you here can do. The idea is simply is that you have been given a definition, you have been given a definition that makes you more aware, that makes you more aware of the parallelism going on within you than most people are aware of. But the idea is that the only thing that's different between what you consider yourself to be and what any other general person on your planet considers themselves to be is that they are not as aware of the parallelism going on when they make a switch. They still think they are the same person. They have been given this concept called continuity of personality. It's an illusion. It's an illusion. And in fact, more of them nowadays are actually becoming more aware of their parallelism. Now, yes, I understand that. An extreme focus on parallelism can in some senses be debilitating. But the idea in and of itself of just being aware of your parallel personality, isn't in itself debilitating, and isn't in and of itself a waste of time. Because you are always a different person at any given moment. Because any change is a total change, a complete change. There is no such thing as a single personality that has changes going on within it. There are, from moment to moment, actually discrete and distinct different personalities accomplishing different things that individuals in general on your planet that think is the same person. That's the only difference.

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of itself a waste of time. Because you are always a different person at any given moment. Because any change is a total change, a complete change. There is no such thing as a single personality that has changes going on within it. There are, from moment to moment, actually discrete and distinct different personalities accomplishing different things that individuals in general on your planet that think is the same person. That's the only difference. They have this illusion of continuity that they are lumping all these parallel personalities in so that they don't consider themselves to actually be different personalities when in fact that's exactly what they have to be in order to be able to do anything different than they did the moment before. Is this making some sense so far? Yes, it is. So our suggestion, first and foremost, would be to rely the idea that you absolutely must function exactly as they do, because surprisingly enough, you're going to find that many other people are actually going to be heading in your direction. The idea is to balance it out by first understanding that that is the way things get done, because reality is discontinuous. Every moment is its own reality, its own total, complete reality. So not only are you dealing with the idea of multiple personalities, you're dealing with multiple realities, moment to moment. You have parallel realities going on simultaneously. And every personality you shift to literally inhabits another reality all together. Make sense? Yes. The idea is to use your creative imagination, any personality's creative imagination, to figure out how you want to work with that based on what it is at any given moment you actually really want to do. And not as soon as soon as you want to work with that based on what it is at any given moment you actually really want to do. that there are certain things you need to do, but allow yourself to simply focus on what it is you intend to do and creatively use the assets of the different personalities and their attributes to get done whatever it is. You believe benefits the whole being that you are, while at the same time validates each and every single aspect and every personality that you also simultaneously are as a multidimensional being. When you start to think that way, when it's all right to equally validate all the personalities. You will sense that cooperation will be there when it needs to be there. You won't have to work at it. It will just happen. Because you'll understand that you are approaching this both simultaneously, holistically, and as a multitude of individuals, which you are. Simultaneously. Remember, it's this and that, not this or that. Thank you very much. Is this helping? Yes. I've clarified something that I've been. I had an understanding of, but I, you know, the feedback that I'm getting from every... Yes. From all the other multiple personalities. Yeah.

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work at it. It will just happen. Because you'll understand that you are approaching this both simultaneously, holistically, and as a multitude of individuals, which you are. Simultaneously. Remember, it's this and that, not this or that. Thank you very much. Is this helping? Yes. I've clarified something that I've been. I had an understanding of, but I, you know, the feedback that I'm getting from every... Yes. From all the other multiple personalities. Yeah. They're giving me the feedback that I shouldn't be the way that I am, and I'm saying that I should be the way I am. Yes. At any given moment, the way you are is the way you need to be. The paradox in the situation is that as soon as you allow the way you are to be absolutely, totally all right, you become different. Because you allow yourself to fully be, fully be whatever you are, and that means you fully use it, and that means you've done with it, and you go on to being something else. Thank you again. Make sense? Thank you very much. Thank you. And sweet dreams to you. Number three. Hi, Bashar. And is your good day. Listen, I want to thank you. One moment. Yes. By the way, if you really got to know me and any member of my civilization, well, we would make what you're calling multiple personalities seem like the most cohesive of stagnant individuals. Do you understand? Definitely. All right. You can learn to use the multiplicity in the same. I know, but you can learn to use the multiplicity in the same way that we do. And don't worry about it. All right? You are a creative, individual. expression of all that is, and at the same time, you are all that is. Remember, not only are you a part of the whole, you are the whole expressing itself as a part. So, yes, continue. I wanted to thank you so much for that money workshop. Well, we thank you for the part that you played as well. Oh, thank you. I made a great shift with that. All right. With that. Thank you. want to, I want to talk about my stones, an aspect of the brown stone. Talk about your stones. Yeah. In a specific way. Yes. How so? Going to, so it's such exciting things happening, and a friend of mine were going to combine the small heart that I had made with pearls. Yes. And when I had the brown stone, when I sent it to the Philippines on the airplane, it disintegrated when it got there. And you told me at the time that it was because it was a very special matrix. Yes. I need to, I want to have more made. Can you tell me about the matrix, what was special about that and why it disintegrated?

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small heart that I had made with pearls. Yes. And when I had the brown stone, when I sent it to the Philippines on the airplane, it disintegrated when it got there. And you told me at the time that it was because it was a very special matrix. Yes. I need to, I want to have more made. Can you tell me about the matrix, what was special about that and why it disintegrated? You must understand that when you are dealing in certain rarefied frequencies, when you shift their domain it may not tolerate that shift. The frequency may adjust in such a way that it disintegrates itself in order to be able to pass from one frequency to another. It may not, in that sense, survive the frequency change. Some things when they are created, are created in a certain frequency domain, in a certain place, a certain time, a certain matrix. When you take them out of that matrix, they do not survive. So the brown one, even though all the others survive, the brown one has its own special. matrix, so of the frequency at the 35,000 feet, is just disintegrated. Yes. And it always will? Not always. You will learn how to refine it, but you are giving yourself an opportunity to understand something here about the idea of frequency shift and how it affects your reality, and how to allow yourself to accommodate a broader bandwidth within the idea of your creation. So that it is not so specifically focused that it can only survive in rarefied air, so to speak. Am I contributing to that? Well, of course. It's your reality and your creation. This is a feedback lesson for you how to fine-tune your bandwidth. Broad and fine-tune it simultaneously. With the stone. Yes, this stone is teaching you that. Teaching you how to make adjustments so that it will be, at one and the same time, more highly specifically focused in a certain way, and yet at the same time, be capable of existing in a multitude of frequency realities. This is the next step of your balance. Anything else? Well, I want to get some cut, and it sounds like until I do my work, I'm not going to be able to be able to put them on an airplane. Well, that's more complex... They will just disintegrate more slowly. Oh, really? Yes. Oh, they would, huh? Yes. What about... It is mostly a type of glass matrix. Okay. Now, I also, when I had them cut, I had a few of them out of that. Yes. When somebody wears them. Yes. On an airplane. Yes. Now, I got the feeling, and I think, April, didn't you wear one over to... Didn't you wear yours over to Hawaii? Your brownstone? Okay. So it didn't. And? And, why not? Because it's formed.

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huh? Yes. What about... It is mostly a type of glass matrix. Okay. Now, I also, when I had them cut, I had a few of them out of that. Yes. When somebody wears them. Yes. On an airplane. Yes. Now, I got the feeling, and I think, April, didn't you wear one over to... Didn't you wear yours over to Hawaii? Your brownstone? Okay. So it didn't. And? And, why not? Because it's formed. Because it was in contact with the intention and the consciousness of a person specifically, which tells you something about the kind of focus it requires, in order to remain cohesive through different reality shifts. You are dealing now with pure formative consciousness. Uh-huh. Do you understand? This is a transmutational crystal structure, a transmutational glass structure. A transmutational glass structure. It is a transmutational matter structure. It requires intimate, shall we say, relationship to consciousness in order to hold its form through different reality domains. Left on its own? It doesn't have that. It's not supported. Yes. So when I had it cut and shaped into the heart with that intention, it still then would need to be support. Yes. It still comes from the person, each person. Yes. So therefore, if one person it could shatter and another person, it wouldn't? It's possible, but it's less likely that it would disintegrate if it was with a person. at all. The idea is that it is a adaptive matrix. If you simply leave it neutral, it has nothing to relate to. Just as when you find yourselves feeling like you are not in relation to something, you disintegrate. Oh, so when it was the big whole piece, it had no relationship. And it disintegrated? disintegrated? Yes. And when I formed it into the heart. That makes it more specific. But even then when you, in a sense, give it a relationship with a person, when it actually forms a relationship of love, the love is what makes it cohesive. Oh, so then what we're going to do with it, which is the blending with the pearls. But the whole idea is for this to be, will be the necklace for in honor of women. All right. And be working with a lot of women with the consciousness, awareness of cancer. All right. Then you are dealing primarily with the issue of self-love, lack of self-worth, and the idea of self-disintegration. Yes. And working with the emotions, which of this is the emotional stone. Yes. Then it is a transmutational reflection for that. It's not doing anything for anyone, but it's a transmutational reflection of that. All right. With that idea in mind, which... Or in heart. In heart, yes. Thank you. With that idea coming from the heart, that we are going to take a ten-piece piece of stone and have it shaped into all of the hearts. Yes.

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the emotions, which of this is the emotional stone. Yes. Then it is a transmutational reflection for that. It's not doing anything for anyone, but it's a transmutational reflection of that. All right. With that idea in mind, which... Or in heart. In heart, yes. Thank you. With that idea coming from the heart, that we are going to take a ten-piece piece of stone and have it shaped into all of the hearts. Yes. Then with that intention and love and everything in mind, then it sounds like it would, you'd be able to put it on the airplane. Perhaps. Perhaps not. Again, you may find there may be some disintegration if there is not actually a personal relationship supporting the idea. Somebody have to go with it with it to support it. Oh, what a shame. I'd have to go along with it. Maybe you, maybe someone else. Maybe someone else. But the idea is that you need to form a relationship with yourself, and the heart represents that. And whoever carries it will represent the idea of being in the process of being in the process of of being in the process of forming a stronger relationship of love with themselves. So I need to, it's showing me to have a stronger relationship with myself? And anyone who comes in contact with that symbol. With that symbol? Yes. Okay. That's why there's such excitement here. Yes. And with the heart and the pearl and for this, for this purpose. Yes. Okay. Pearls. Yes. More the symbol to some to do. symbol to some degree of the mind. Pearl is a symbol of the mind. It is a blending, but more to some degree, as you yourself say, pearls of wisdom. Yes. The idea is that it is more akin to the bridge between the mind and knowingness. And therefore, it helps to balance and blend the idea from the knowingness down through the mind and to the heart. It forms a good link, a good bridge in that sense. So this is a good combination here, this good blending. Yes. And it was the blending also. also coming from Stella and with the hearts and with writing the book and the heart forming from me. So that's a good marriage there. All right. Of that. All right. Does that help you then? Yeah. Oh, very much so. One other thing. All right. One other thing. With knowingness, that sounds to me like when I'm in knowingness, when I'm in the Dow way, that's the knowingness. Yes. What's beyond knowingness? Being. Okay. Great. Thanks. Thank you. Sure. What? You, then you. Number two, do you know who you are? Number two, female. I? Yes. Number one, good day. Good day. Sure, I asked you. Yes. Yes. the last time we spoke regarding I was seeing a number of crafts and you gave me advice and how to raise my vibration. Yes. And?

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when I'm in the Dow way, that's the knowingness. Yes. What's beyond knowingness? Being. Okay. Great. Thanks. Thank you. Sure. What? You, then you. Number two, do you know who you are? Number two, female. I? Yes. Number one, good day. Good day. Sure, I asked you. Yes. Yes. the last time we spoke regarding I was seeing a number of crafts and you gave me advice and how to raise my vibration. Yes. And? Well, I've been doing what you asked me to do. Well, I didn't ask you. I made a suggestion. Excuse me. I've been doing what you suggested that I do. And it seems to be effective. All right, thank you. For some time, for a while afterward, I didn't see anything. And then I saw some again and then then none again. All right. So am I not doing something correctly? Oh, my. Is that your first thought? Well, no, my first, no, really isn't my first thought. All right. What is your first thought? Am I the reason? I mean, am I the one that's causing this? Do you mean the fluctuation in appearances? No, bringing them about, period. Are you causing it? Cause is not the right word. Am I the? Part of the event. Part of the event. That I understand, but am I bringing it on myself? Well, yes and no. Okay. There is an agenda that is larger than just you. Of course. You are also in the agenda and have your part within it. Which is? Well, I'm not going to be able to tell you that in 25 words or less. I understand that. What can you tell me? What I can tell you is that we must continue? Yes. in order for you to have more experience, in order for you to find yourself being more secure about what it is that is going on, so that you can learn to come from a place of power and be able to discuss it. Okay. That's what... I'm sorry, continue. I didn't know. Oh, I was done. Okay. That's one of the things that bothers me, almost each day, is I feel that there is a much larger picture that I am probably a part, that I am a part of that. Yes. will be. There always will be. That will never end. Okay. I understand. Even beyond your life. Exactly. But that I feel a lack. Do some people before to explore parking drive? Okay. I think... There's more people in there in that room. Excuse the interruption. Bishar. I'm just feeling at times a tremendous lack of communication, but this feels like a process to me. That's what you just said. It is. You just clarified that. Is there something that I can do? You can learn to be more of yourself. Okay. All right. And I just feel an incredibly strong sense of needing to communicate with someone of a higher consciousness level like yourself.

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in that room. Excuse the interruption. Bishar. I'm just feeling at times a tremendous lack of communication, but this feels like a process to me. That's what you just said. It is. You just clarified that. Is there something that I can do? You can learn to be more of yourself. Okay. All right. And I just feel an incredibly strong sense of needing to communicate with someone of a higher consciousness level like yourself. Or like your own higher self. Okay. Or my own higher self. on a more regular basis. All right. Well, go right ahead. Okay, but it's difficult for me to meditate. And I... I didn't say you had to meditate. I understand that, but that's a common way that... It is not difficult for you, however, to use your imagination. No. No, that's extremely easy for me. Because that's all it takes to communicate with your higher self. Really? Really? I wouldn't lie to you. No, and I didn't imply that you would. You didn't imply. I inferred. Okay. Okay. So could you direct to me a little more on how I can direct perhaps my... imagination to better accommodate myself. You are an actor in search of a director. Sure. Yes. You know what I mean. Yes, I do. Do you know what I mean? No. You are an actor in search of a director. Okay, I am. That's true. You're an actor, yes? Yes. Well, act. Come. Use your imagination. Be that person you say you want to be. Try her on for size. See how she feels. Okay. Direct yourself. Okay. Good idea. You follow? then? Then I shall proceed. All right. Then roll camera. I'd love to. Okay. So when I'm feeling these moments of... Yes. Not really anxiety, but just... Oh, go ahead and say it. It's an intensity of wanting to communicate about what I'm seeing and what's happening. ...to communication and use your imagination to know that you are opening yourself up in whatever way is appropriate at the moment. And know that whatever way it is that you do open yourself up, even if you may not be completely intellectually aware of exactly what's going on on all levels, it will be the appropriate way for you to receive and glean information as you need to apply it into your life, and it will take you to the next step. Okay. All right. This is knowingness and how to use it. Okay. You don't necessarily always have to have intellectual details. Thank you, and I know that I try to do that. Yes. That's a big part of my being. All right. But if you do that when you're acting, you will not be... Well, all right. I wasn't going to use that term analogy. I was going to say it won't be convincing. But if you want to say it sucks, well, all right. Sorry, Bashar. I liked your answer better. No, it's all right.

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Thank you, and I know that I try to do that. Yes. That's a big part of my being. All right. But if you do that when you're acting, you will not be... Well, all right. I wasn't going to use that term analogy. I was going to say it won't be convincing. But if you want to say it sucks, well, all right. Sorry, Bashar. I liked your answer better. No, it's all right. I think yours was more, how do you say pithy? Yes, pithy, pithy. I need to say this to you, Bishar. Well, all right if you need. Unrelated to what we've just discussed, but at times also I feel an incredible, overwhelming feeling of love. feeling of love and connectedness to yourself and your civilization. And I'm wondering, and I believe that that's an accurate feeling. It is an accurate feeling. Let's leave it at that. Okay. Okay. Also, when you talk sometimes, I can hear sounds that sounds like a room of people of people at a distance, very muffled. Yes. And then it ceases. Yes. Sometimes it is different things. Okay. Sometimes it is that our vibration is allowing you to peek into the idea of our telepathic connection with many other individuals on our planet and in other dimensions of reality as well. Okay. Sometimes you are tapping into your own parallel substreams of alternate personalities or alternate reality structures. Sometimes you are having conversations within yourself simultaneously that you only just become aware of once you tap into our vibration. Okay. different things. Again, you don't necessarily always have to worry about exactly what the details are, as long as you can understand that there are ways for you to use that experience to your benefit according to how your imagination wishes to apply it. All right. Bashar, you had mentioned that when I asked you previously, some of the crafts that had Also, I just had another thought about that. Sometimes I see what I think is a Zodercraft and other times I see what I think is a sassani craft, and sometimes in the same evening. Am I mistaken? You are not mistaken, but you are projecting sometimes. What do you mean by that exactly, please? What I mean is simply that you are so close to the surface when you create your reality that many times you will not understand that you are creating a reality and shifting your and shifting yourself from one reality to another, you will instead think that reality is happening to you, but you will not understand that you yourself are actually shifting yourself around. Okay. You are a strong reality creator. But your denial of this allows you to believe that it is happening outside you and happening to you so that it forces you to have to ask. Am I perceiving this correctly? Am I mistaken? What you're doing is you're taking yourself into different perceptual modes.

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instead think that reality is happening to you, but you will not understand that you yourself are actually shifting yourself around. Okay. You are a strong reality creator. But your denial of this allows you to believe that it is happening outside you and happening to you so that it forces you to have to ask. Am I perceiving this correctly? Am I mistaken? What you're doing is you're taking yourself into different perceptual modes. And each perceptual mode carries with it. a different reality. They're all real, but they may not always be immediately applicable, but the point really is not whether they immediately apply to your physical reality experience, but whether you understand that what you're doing is running up and down your own channels and switching from program to program, creating different realities as you go. Okay. When I initially asked you the first question, you were saying that the process needed to continue, so to speak, in the way that it is. so that I would become more aware and become, start coming more from a position of power. I'm going to ask you a question. Okay. If I may. Please. Is acting your passion? Yes, and writing. All right. Are you doing both? No. Why not? Don't give me excuses. But I have so many. Yes. Well, that's all really good. All right. Please, how creative you are. Bish, I have such an abundance of excuse. Yes, I know. You are creative that way. But don't you see that that is the very act of the craft you want to practice itself?