Self Created Journey (Part 3 of 3)

Directions of your personality at the same time. You're not going back and forth anywhere. You are expanding outward equally. Simply, your focus may shift from point to point all the way round the dial, but you have hands stretching out along many, many lines, into various identity pattern, ideas, expressions, and matrices. You may simply realize that you are becoming, yes, in a sense, familiar with more of yourself, in a way that indicates to you that potential you were told about by your sister for being. being many, many, many things at the same time, both to yourself and for many other individuals. In other words, you're experiencing your capacity to carry on many endeavors at once. Do you follow me? Do you remember? Yes. How does that make you feel? You make. continue that way. I will thank you. If you do, thank you. Yes. Does the Katrina energy has anything to do with the mind culture? To a degree. Realize that in a way. Well, they recognized that energy. They expressed it in a slightly different fashion. I will say. that the overall, what I have term, Kachina, energy, is the more direct representation of the subconscious manifestation of that level of energy. The, as you say, Mayan Kauchar chose a very different path, very different vibratory reality, which resulted in the creation of another complete idea, universe reality for them, and as such, they ceased, in a sense, as an idea to exist on the face of your planet within a very short period of time as you know it. In other words, they went somewhere else. Thank you. Thank you. I'm not done. All right. I'm the most confused because when I first got the image of Aiyah, my image of her was that she was Indian, and then I had other feelings about it, which after talking to Carol, an animal about it, which made me feel that she was Mayan from the Mayan culture. So I'm confused. All right. You were experiencing, as I said, a part of that Khatina energy identification, but your own expression of that energy in one of your own past lives with the identification of that name took place within the Mayan culture. So the idea is mine. Yes. But the over idea, the overall concept of consciousness stems from the serious idea. The overall concept of consciousness stems from the serious idea. You will find that you were very well aware of that identity in that life. In the mind. Yes. And chose to express it. Now, Allow me to say, the mind culture, in a sense, met the serious culture. In other words, they took the energy, not as subconscious formation, but as literal expression, and chose, in a sense, to join them in part, not necessarily physically upon their world, but in attitude. attitude.

idea. You will find that you were very well aware of that identity in that life. In the mind. Yes. And chose to express it. Now, Allow me to say, the mind culture, in a sense, met the serious culture. In other words, they took the energy, not as subconscious formation, but as literal expression, and chose, in a sense, to join them in part, not necessarily physically upon their world, but in attitude. attitude. And so you will find that is why you have a direct connection in that way with the expression of that life in that culture at that time. You may say, I hear, let I hear. And you form a center a center of balance for that expression. For that expression. You follow me. Mm-hmm. Thank you. Question. Is that? Yes. It is some prophecies that at the end of the world that we know it will be coming soon. And I'm again. Do you have any feelings about that? What do you think, Kay? No. No. No. All right. Are you feeling? All right. All right. Realize. All right. All right. Allow me to ask you a question. Are you? Worry that everything you wish to learn will be for not? Not really. All right. Do you feel that you can view yourself as having existence and purpose beyond that point in time, as you know time to exist? Can you ask? curious, you know, if it's a part, it's fit into the time span of the All right, it will be, as you say, in a relatively short period of time, but it will not be in terms of the negative energy, as you have known it. You are fine that your idea of this transfer of mass consciousness from one idea of itself to another idea of itself, which is all your idea of itself, which is all your Armageddon is, will have physical manifestations for your planet, yes. But you have chosen in your past to create certain manifestations in a way when you understood yourselves as the only way of making transformation to be a struggle, to suffer, to endure pain in order to grow. You no longer understand it from that viewpoint. Therefore, you have, I'll say, reduced the number of occurrences related to that experience in number and intensity, so that you will make the transition en masse much more smoothly than you would have, all right, I'll say, 50 of your years ago as you understand time to exist. Within another two of your years, you will find that you will have reduced the idea to a very very manageable level. Now, you will find there will be still physical manifestations, but you will be much more in tune with your planet as a whole.

you will make the transition en masse much more smoothly than you would have, all right, I'll say, 50 of your years ago as you understand time to exist. Within another two of your years, you will find that you will have reduced the idea to a very very manageable level. Now, you will find there will be still physical manifestations, but you will be much more in tune with your planet as a whole. You will begin to recognize these ideas as having come from your overall mass consciousness and will begin to simply understand that your idea of Armageddon is simply one of the views you hold of yourself as you mature, in a sense into another form of identity which to your past existences seemed evil to me. Evil because in your past existences there was the relationship of every idea to the idea of a God, as you say, which was greater than yourself. And to understand that that idea is becoming you back then would have been viewed in your terms as evil. And so there was much consternation with the idea of such a transformation. It was viewed as a very, very negative, disastrous idea. Now that you are allowing yourselves to wake up and understand that you are the creator, you can take yourselves through the transformation more smoothly. Do you follow me? Thank you. Mr. Sir? Yes. Are you saying then that Armageddon, as we call it, will know, not be a man-made occurrence, but a more natural occurring. It is always man and woman made. You will find that it will be manifested, woman-ifested, through many, many natural, as you say, occurrences, or expressed through forms of nature, as you say, a quake, and so on and so forth. so forth. That's what I meant, differentiation between. There will be both. There will be both the idea within your natural manifestation and in your, I'll say, society, manifestation. But on both levels, the transformation can also be integrated when you recognize there is no separation between what you call nature and what you call your created society. Then you will find the transition can be smoother. I should have phrased a natural and mechanical. That is all right. That is all right. Do you follow what I'm saying? Yes. All of that, I've answered your question. Yes, thank you. I'm sorry. Yes, yes. Okay, I'm going to talk just a little bit about responsibility. All right. Just telling if this is correct. I feel that that I'm responsible for myself and that when I'm in a relationship with another person, that I really can't compromise what I truly want to do because they want me to because this other person says you should do this. I'm doing this for us. You know, and I say, well, I really don't feel like doing that. All right. All right. All right. All right, one moment.

if this is correct. I feel that that I'm responsible for myself and that when I'm in a relationship with another person, that I really can't compromise what I truly want to do because they want me to because this other person says you should do this. I'm doing this for us. You know, and I say, well, I really don't feel like doing that. All right. All right. All right. All right, one moment. You might, first of all, realize, once again, that you have a certain idea that you have a certain idea of yourself before you attract any individual with whom you will interact. That individual simply allows you to see the reflection of that idea of yourself image. Do you follow me? Yeah, I've always sort of felt that I was sort of responsible for another person's emotions. Nope. I know, and I came to this realization a couple nights ago, and I realized that I really am not responsible, that I'm not making anyone else feel any way at all, that I'm just living my life and it's the interaction that takes place, and then they choose to feel really how they want to feel. But they say, oh, that's so selfish, you're just thinking of yourself. All right, all right. Realize that it is your responsibility to them only in as much as you allow yourself to recognize your own responsibility in creating your portion of the situation with regard to how your self-image help form that situation. That is your responsibility. You may take that responsibility. and you may communicate to them that you understand that you already, in a sense, are sharing that portion of the overall emotionality between all the parties involved and that you can, in a sense, realize that in having created a certain image of yourself and in having attracted that particular situation to reflect that self-image that you can utilize and be very, very, very appreciative of the opportunity of that other individual to show you your own self-image. You may consider it to be short of what you wish to be and so then you may change that idea. Always, always, you may also express that in every endeavor of that nature, there is a very endeavor. always, always true idea of love. In that you are allowing the relationship to truly function for the purpose intended, and that is for each of you to allow the other to view yourselves and allow yourselves to grow. Now realize that many individuals within those relationships feel that they make changes which in a sense makes them to grow a part, as they say, but realize that since they have both changed, since they have both grown, although their paths, in a sense, may become, in those terms, divergent, they have still both changed, they have still both experienced growth and in that way have grown together. Do you follow me? Yeah, and that's pretty much I feel.

within those relationships feel that they make changes which in a sense makes them to grow a part, as they say, but realize that since they have both changed, since they have both grown, although their paths, in a sense, may become, in those terms, divergent, they have still both changed, they have still both experienced growth and in that way have grown together. Do you follow me? Yeah, and that's pretty much I feel. I feel very positive about the whole thing. All right. But I just, you know, I just want to be sure that that are not being just selfish in it, but maybe that just doesn't even exist. As long as you do not intentionally plan in your terms to hurt any other individual, as long as you always allow yourself to be truthful to yourself about your own part within the creation. within the creation of the overall idea, as long as you are willing to share that communication to its fullest loving extent with those other individuals in that relationship, you will have provided your service. It's up to the other individual to allow themselves to absorb that idea and if they wish, accept it, if they do not wish to not. Okay, but what happens like when I get to the point where um, I feel the need to do something, okay, I want to do something, and I realize that this other person is not going to want me to do that, and it's going to hurt them if I do it, but yet I feel like... Wait a minute. It is going to hurt them because they choose to be hurt. Right, but I'm aware that it's going to hurt them, and because I'm aware of it. But are you creating the idea for them, or have they chosen to create that idea for themselves? Well, I think they've chosen to create it. Thank you. But you said, you know, if you were aware of it, you know, in a sense I'm aware of it, but it's not, that's not my motivation. Aware in terms of having a, I'll say, participatory level in the sustaining of that reality for that individual. If you do not choose to sustain that reality for that individual, if you allow them to view the idea as one which they may change their perception and feeling of, then you will be doing your part in allowing them to view another facet of the overall idea. Well, how can I do that? Well, you have a very, very, very, very interesting form of communication upon your planet. It is called talking. You will find that if you simply express to the fullest extent of your love, that what you feel you feel, truly feel for yourself, will also benefit all concerned. Then you may allow them again to accept or not accept that idea.

view another facet of the overall idea. Well, how can I do that? Well, you have a very, very, very, very interesting form of communication upon your planet. It is called talking. You will find that if you simply express to the fullest extent of your love, that what you feel you feel, truly feel for yourself, will also benefit all concerned. Then you may allow them again to accept or not accept that idea. If they have chosen to not accept that idea, you will have removed yourself from your service in that sense. you will have accomplished your responsibility in that sense. You may also realize that by allowing your belief system to shift, that you will also attract to yourself many other situations, which will more, in a sense, accurately reflect your new belief structure. Thank you. Thank you. Hi. Hi. Last week, Shaph mentioned the other partakely in black hole transmission in it. And I was wondering how I recognize that energy when I know what happened. Do you think that you would know when you are underwater as opposed to when you are in the air? Do you think you would know when you are hot as opposed to when you are cold? Yes. have no trouble recognizing when it occurs to you. You will find there will be similar feelings to both of those phenomena. You may find that there will be fluctuation within your energy field. For what seems to you to be no apparent reason, you will find that you may have a shift in consciousness so that you may feel in a sense, disoriented, momentarily. Disconnected, you may feel that your reality, your physical reality, will take on, in your terms, a sort of flatness, a surreal feeling as if it is really only composed of shadows. With no solidity, do you follow me? Uh, flatness is sort of like dark... Do not fixate upon it. Do not fixate upon it. Allow yourself to not fixate upon any particular symbol of description. Do not be looking for one particular idea. You will know it when it occurs. Also, allow yourself not to fixate on any particular idea of sensation. What is being described to you is more a matter of altering of view. Not that you will be physically squeeze. be physically squeezed to a very small hole in space. Allow yourself to flow more within yourself. Simply allow yourself to experiment and experience, creativity. Realize that what you turn to be in sight and revelation, psychic connection into more of yourself, occurs when you are at ease, at play, relaxed. Not thinking about it, but enjoy. but enjoy yourself. Be following. You have all those amenities. You have all those answers. You are very creative. Feel free, simply, to go on about the things that interest you, that excite you.

yourself. Simply allow yourself to experiment and experience, creativity. Realize that what you turn to be in sight and revelation, psychic connection into more of yourself, occurs when you are at ease, at play, relaxed. Not thinking about it, but enjoy. but enjoy yourself. Be following. You have all those amenities. You have all those answers. You are very creative. Feel free, simply, to go on about the things that interest you, that excite you. That excitation and that desire and that interest will draw you to the appropriate place and time for your own transformations to occur. All your time is worked out. doubt if you follow me. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. I want to ask me a dialogue, are my writings with C fairly accurate? For now, it will not matter whether they are or not. It is the experience itself. Once again, which is paramount for you, realize that many, many, many of the occurrences you have felt it is for the experience itself, not the who, what, where, when, why. You are learning to differentiate between the pragmatic, practical aspects of the idea and simply allowing yourself to express the experience. All right. And in that sense, it will be accurate that it will take you where you know you need to be. Oh, okay. Also, I wanted to... I wanted to just have a sort of validating, I guess. The energies... All right, I'll ask you to validate. Okay, I'll make a statement. Thank you. The energies are Marcus' energies now coming through? Okay, it's twofold. First of all, I'm saying that the energies, I'm getting the energies during the daytime. daytime. Ellie! Elie! Yeah! Be simple, be bold. Make a statement. The energies are at night and during the daytime, and they're Marcus' energies right now. Thank you. How does that make you feel? Great. Thank you. Questions? Yes, yes. Earlier when a... Earlier when K. Kapelano and Kiss me, I know a sound in my left ear. You have a music and that was expected of the interest. You may realize that you share a similar connection with K through one aspect of that Indian energy and that tone was to let you know of the overlapping similar vibratory pattern. It was to peak your interest so that you would explode. Yes. Why? I didn't know. I don't know. Yes. Hey! Are you sending? She's not speaking, he's not speaking, you're sending tones. Both of you may explore the idea further that we were in view. You said, you may explore the idea of the tone further. Allow it to act. All right. Now, listen, Gail. Okay. Do you know the idea represented by the archetype of following what you turn to be the fairy lights, allowing that little light to lead you down paths that you otherwise would not travel, and so enter another type of realm. Do you follow me? Do you follow me? Follow that tone, follow that sound.

said, you may explore the idea of the tone further. Allow it to act. All right. Now, listen, Gail. Okay. Do you know the idea represented by the archetype of following what you turn to be the fairy lights, allowing that little light to lead you down paths that you otherwise would not travel, and so enter another type of realm. Do you follow me? Do you follow me? Follow that tone, follow that sound. And it lead you where you feel. It should lead you. Do you find some ideas? Okay! I will simply say that no, certain ideas that you have in store that you have in store for that type of sharing. sharing, you will find that as you ease into yourself, you are becoming a little bit mischievous with that idea is a very creative mischief. It is a very good teaching mischief. By all means, allow it to leak out a little bit more. thank you to all three of you yes yes 18 and 19 years ago after receiving some counseling I had a major change in my viewpoint of the physical universe it was quite incredible but I I wasn't able to maintain that viewpoint. It was a very serene and viewpoint. How can I get that back? When you allow yourself to discontinue considering that to be some place to get back to. In other words, you are looking for that. Special place. Special, special. It was experienced in the first place. It was experienced in the first. fullness of its time. Now realize in very many ways you are still experiencing it. You have simply taken that energy and turned it into action. Do you follow me? Yeah. One moment. Those ideas, those moments, are not places to sit in for the rest of your life. They are places that spur you to other places. I see. Thank you. Thank you. Yes. I'd like to ask you about the dream I had a few nights ago about I was in a car and it was very dark and then the car was driving and driving in a place that I mean, I don't know where it was, but it was almost next to a precipice where I heard water. And it was very, there was a lot of water, and it was very, very deep. And the car parked itself. And then in the morning, I saw that it was parked in the room, right next to the precipice. And I met those people in the morning, and I didn't know how it happened. It was just... Do you realize how many individuals in this room? Do you realize how many individuals in this room are just 18 to tell you what they think that means? They know. Beyond a shadow of a doubt that their psychic abilities are functioning right now for sure. because they are very, very understanding of all of that form of symbology.

those people in the morning, and I didn't know how it happened. It was just... Do you realize how many individuals in this room? Do you realize how many individuals in this room are just 18 to tell you what they think that means? They know. Beyond a shadow of a doubt that their psychic abilities are functioning right now for sure. because they are very, very understanding of all of that form of symbology. They feel enough in touch with your emotionality. They feel enough love to you and enough love for themselves that they will be more than willing to share with you what they feel that represents who will volunteer. I know. Oh. All right, you first. Well, I thought that the car for you is sort of your vehicle in life and how you're moving forward. And that going to the water, and water means that, for me, is a spiritual symbol. And the fact that it changed into a room, and room means your own house, which means yourself. And the fact that you didn't know how to get there, for me, that you're trying to tell yourself, don't worry about how you. get to places, just go. And the car do itself. Yeah. You didn't have to like do anything. Now, how does that feel for you? Yeah, it was kind of what I felt in the morning when I was remember the dream, but then I told myself, I knew I had dreamed and I wanted to remember, and then it made this kind of sense, but I didn't understand the meaning of the water. It is all right. You yourself still felt the essence of the idea. Not worrying. Thank you. Very good. Realize. You do not need to interpret every symbol. Ellie, you not need to interpret every symbol every symbol to understand the essence of an experience. That is also how you create an experience. An experience. by recreating within yourself the essence of the vibration. All of the how and why and when are the symbols which make it happen, but they will occur automatically. Okay, but the night before that, I had a dream which upset me. Are you already? Yeah. All right. It was a green woman. It was a big woman. It was a lot of babies and I was sleeping there off. and I had no time to feed all of them, and by the time I got to them, some were dead. All right. Very, very simple. Go ahead. Well. I think that means maybe some of your ideas are dying, some of your old ideas, and having new ideas. There's a lot of things happening, and a lot of earths. Yeah, there's a lot of things that you're trying to do right now, and you can't do all of them. do all of them. So some of them just... This is right. This is... Right. It's really. That's what I felt also.

ahead. Well. I think that means maybe some of your ideas are dying, some of your old ideas, and having new ideas. There's a lot of things happening, and a lot of earths. Yeah, there's a lot of things that you're trying to do right now, and you can't do all of them. do all of them. So some of them just... This is right. This is... Right. It's really. That's what I felt also. That's why I didn't look... Right. Then it is not really a negative... Negative thing. No. It's simply telling you that you have more than enough time to take care of all of your creations if you stop world. Realize you have an expression, which is symbolized by both ideas, both dreams. It is called worrying something to death. That is the connection between both of those ideas. Jackie, very creative. And thank you all for being so very, very psychic. And also for being so very, very loving. loving you. Thank you. Question. Yes. Is there any reason why I would concern myself with an obsession to try and alter what I think would be a negative way of thinking in terms of people being selfish or inconsiderate? No, no reason whatsoever. I mean, it's a, it's just for myself. Do you believe me? You're not sure. I should elaborate more with the second wrong to say. Well, may I say something? No. It would be much easier if you were to say, instead of try to say. First of all, realize once again, that the idea you understand as selfishness is only portions of yourself that you may recognize that exist within you, that you do not feel, have any positive reason for being there. May I just, if I may be allowed, sum it up in one phrase, you become what you hate. what you hate. Because that is all you are focusing on. And if that is all you are focusing on, that is where your energy goes. And that is where your energy goes. That is what your reality becomes. Therefore, as we have said, as analogy, you do not get peace by hating war. You get peace by loving peace. If you wish to experience the idea of giving of giving and sharing within your life. Realize that it begins within you to yourself. Allow yourself simply to feel that giving, feel that sharing, which you know exists, and you will find that by knowing, knowing, knowing, not hoping, not leaving, wishing, but knowing that I am wishing, but knowing, that I am, That idea is real, real, real. Within your universe, then your entire being becomes a radiant beacon for that idea, and it will be picked up by all those other ships out there. You do not need to concern yourself about anyone's habits of expression, except your own. If you really wish for them, for them to understand that maybe they would be happier being.

knowing that I am wishing, but knowing, that I am, That idea is real, real, real. Within your universe, then your entire being becomes a radiant beacon for that idea, and it will be picked up by all those other ships out there. You do not need to concern yourself about anyone's habits of expression, except your own. If you really wish for them, for them to understand that maybe they would be happier being. Well, sort of another way. You must first realize that it is their free will. You can make no one do anything. You cannot choose for anyone except yourself. But in choosing for yourself, that complete idea of expression, you will be doing the most for yourself and the best possible opportunity for them. opportunity for them to pick up on that idea if and when they chose to. Rather than worrying about the idea, then all they will have to pick up on is your worry and skepticism about whether or not they will ever get the idea. Do you follow me? Thank you. Thank you, Deshaun, that is beautiful. And so are you all. I will say we will continue a little bit further. with your psychic exercise and your channeling next week of your time. I will say that we extend to you once again. All our love and all our knowledge that you are already psychic. That you are already a complete consciousness. This is our view of you, which you are already. you, which you have allowed us to have, and therefore that means it must be your view too. Or we would not perceive it. So I will say thank you for having that view of yourself. We love you. Thank you and good night. Thank you. Thank you. Yeah. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.