Ecstatic Transformation (Part 4 of 4)

Follow it. Then you will always be in synchronous conscious harmony with the path you chose to do. Whether it seems as if where you are going is taking you where you think you should be or not doesn't make a difference. Follow your excitement and you will unexpectedly wind up where you thought you would never get by following it. I understand that a lot of people in my life do not. So what? This is your opportunity to decide whether you do it is true or you are not. By surrounding yourself with reflections, that will give you the opportunity to decide whether you are going to exercise your own self-empowerment or give it away to all of them. This is your opportunity. Thank you. Thank you. Two factors. The first is... Concern belief system is a template upon which our reality becomes manifest. If there's something in our reality that we choose not to prefer, when it comes to a point we'll choose not to defer any longer. And we get in touch with the belief that might be assisting that in manifestation and we want to change the belief. How does one... All right, all right. You are putting an extra step in there that does not mean to be there. Again, it is the understanding or the belief that you think you need a process beyond cognition. Oh, okay. Simply preferring the change, knowing there is something to prefer, is the changing of the belief. Otherwise, you wouldn't have the perception that there is something else to prefer. Oh. There is no extra speck necessary. I got enough on that here. But it does not find it dealt to be that restricted. No. No. The group consciousness. Now, the idea of, again, perhaps preferring, as we have suggested, to be the color blue with six arms, may be your preference, and it is not that you cannot create that, that. But if it is not being the group consciousness, then if you do create it, you will no longer be in the group conscious physical reality. It is not so much that you cannot create what you desire. You will simply find yourself associating with whatever reality needs that manifestation to be of service to that. Okay. Okay. Let's get for the doctor. The other thing is that last week I spoke with an entity to inform me that There's a little boy around me, named Egar, and that in my dream stay, I've been assisting him and protecting him, and that he wanted to come to me at this time and thank me and send me love. And I just, I didn't ask, and I wanted to ask now, what did I protect him from and what is my relationship to him? I mean, it's very interesting. It's the first time when I'm kind of full...

boy around me, named Egar, and that in my dream stay, I've been assisting him and protecting him, and that he wanted to come to me at this time and thank me and send me love. And I just, I didn't ask, and I wanted to ask now, what did I protect him from and what is my relationship to him? I mean, it's very interesting. It's the first time when I'm kind of full... All we are allowed to share at this time is that there are, connections in what you would call past lives in a love sort of where. I've been loving an eager little boy. You're spondaneity as much. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I thank you for joining me in the now. And allowing yourselves more and more spontaneity of interaction, willingness to share all that you are. More importantly, I was wondering why I co-created him to interact with me via this entity, what he said like from him. That could be it, you know. But I was wondering. It is a reflection of what we have already discussed that many times you still feel that there has to be an intermediary process between two ideas rather than simply recognizing the connection as one event. Thank you. I have a father that I really have difficulty communicating with it. I can get into a phone conversation with it with the idea of having a nice conversation and so on. And then all of a sudden, you know, it starts to get really strange. to get really strange between us. String. Yeah, strange. I feel like, well, I feel like he just, from my viewpoint anyway, I feel like he doesn't allow me to just, you know, to be who I am and say what I want to say. I see. And do you do the same for him? I try, but maybe I don't do it. Try. I mean, I have judged him a lot of the past. It's true. I've been working on not doing it so much. All right. Do remember that you chose each other. Yes. And do remember therefore that whatever that individual chose to be, you recognize that that is what you would need to become the type of personality you desire to be in this life. So he has, by being who he is, been of service to you, to allow you to become who you are, the personality. Right, but is it possible to really get into any real good level of communication with him? You are in a perfect level of communication. I am. You simply, yay. For whatever you are communicating reinforces your beliefs about each other and your beliefs about yourself. But when you change the idea of who and what you are, the communication will change. When I change the idea, who and what I am? Yes. Having to do with him or just a heart from that? Or? In a sense.

of communication with him? You are in a perfect level of communication. I am. You simply, yay. For whatever you are communicating reinforces your beliefs about each other and your beliefs about yourself. But when you change the idea of who and what you are, the communication will change. When I change the idea, who and what I am? Yes. Having to do with him or just a heart from that? Or? In a sense. Both. Rather than creating yourself to be who you are, are as you measure up against him, simply know who you are. And radiate that so that you will give him an opportunity to talk to you. What do I do instead of that when I talk to him? Maybe I'm not aware of you. Who are you? It's a simple enough question. A being? Ah, a being. Very good. Very good. Good. A being. A being. What does that mean? What does that imply? Well, that's a part. I have defined past that. The one who exists is... Ah! One who exists! Thank you! That was not so difficult, was it? No, I guess not. I said. All right. You recognize that you have created a scenario in which there seems to be, aside from yourself, Aside from yourself, other beings, others who exist? Yes, no, maybe. Yes. All right. You are a being. He is a being. You exist. He exists. Now, on one level, you are the same. All is the same. One being. But you have created a differentiation. Start from zero. Go into your meditations and explore from zero when you created the first one. differentiation between the first differentiation that allowed you to know you were you and he was he and reexamine through your meditations the agreements you have made then you may create in your particular way of understanding a particular perception of the beliefs that you have created about each other that may allow you some insight into the interactions taking place. Go back and reread the contract Are we talking about this lifetime because I know that I've explained some other things? Simply give it a zero point. It does not have to represent any particular lifetime. It will be a general representation that has been themes throughout many lives. It will do. You follow me? Yes. For you, our perception at this time is simply that this type of internal dialogue is what will allow you to create external dialogues that will reflect. that will reflect your understanding of yourself. All right? Thank you. Yes! That would apply the same thing with my oversight? Yes. Yes. Because... Because... Because... ...with the inclusion of the idea of also feeling out some of the ideas rather than just the dialogues and beliefs. How can I open up the communication? communication with him and you get closer. Again, by opening up communication within yourself. And what portion of you he represents?

that will reflect your understanding of yourself. All right? Thank you. Yes! That would apply the same thing with my oversight? Yes. Yes. Because... Because... Because... ...with the inclusion of the idea of also feeling out some of the ideas rather than just the dialogues and beliefs. How can I open up the communication? communication with him and you get closer. Again, by opening up communication within yourself. And what portion of you he represents? Get in touch with that portion of herself that he reflects and you will be talking with him. And he will be talking with you. Thank you. Does it help just to realize that you're running the communication is a good way to work? If you believe that that that is something that will serve you, will serve you. If you don't let your imagination tell what will. That is what is for. Your imagination is tuned specifically to the vibration of the being that you are and therefore is completely capable of supplying you with what methodologies work for you. Otherwise it would be someone else's imagination. Any relationships of people that you have? Anything. Everything. You are. You are all the relationships that you have. You are all the relationships that you have. You follow me. Yeshaar. Do you have any information on a planet called Andromeda? It is not recognized in this way as a planet. It is recognized as what you call a galaxy. And is recognized as a level of consciousness. an organizational consciousness matrix what you would refer to colloquially as a counsel, but not exactly. It is an association of energy, an association of awareness. And it represents to some degree a pulse of energy interaction between itself as representative of an overview of a particular energy consciousness matrix that represents many different galaxies surrounding that one. Does that make some sense to you? Thank you. Thank you. Michelle? Yes, okay, okay, okay. I'm understanding that all relationships are an aspect of ourselves. I had an event to happen with my sister last night. Do share. I'm curious about. was going into a deep meditation, and I believed that I was connecting many aspects of myself and especially what I call my higher self. I was talking to it and getting information back, and it was around 3 o'clock in the morning. And my sister was in another area of the city and picked it up, called me on the phone, and what I was curious about was I had no idea that I was sending it out to anything other than my higher self. Well, that is simply sometimes the only way you will allow that to happen when you are not aware of it. Otherwise, sometimes you can try to make it happen. Many times you will connect up to other individuals when you are not trying to. Because being unconscious of the connection is the way you will allow yourself to accomplish the connection.

that I was sending it out to anything other than my higher self. Well, that is simply sometimes the only way you will allow that to happen when you are not aware of it. Otherwise, sometimes you can try to make it happen. Many times you will connect up to other individuals when you are not trying to. Because being unconscious of the connection is the way you will allow yourself to accomplish the connection. Whereas if you are trying to do that, then you may restrict yourself. It is also an indication for you that you are both connected to the same soul energy. The over-soul energy. Okay. Next question was separation. I've been working on a lot of issues concerning separation. And... You are several billion others. I think it plug in extremely dramatically to the idea of abandonment. Oh. Yes. And I'm not, I've been doing a lot, a lot of work with it, and I... A lot of... Yeah. And I feel like there's still some kind of a plug in my solar reflexes that isn't moving. Isn't moving! Where do you suppose it would go? Just sort of dissipate and allow more of a... Can you imagine what that would be like if it did? I can imagine it... All... I don't feel... You do not believe that your imagination is real. Yes, I do. Well then. In the visuals, though, there seems to be an absence of connection with the feeling. You are putting expectations on the way you think it should feel. And again, you still do not believe that it is real. If you believed it is real, then you would know that no matter what feeling you have, the feeling you have, is a reflection of... of the blending, not something that reflects that the blending had not occurred. Then is when you will allow your physical reality to show it to you in its own good timing. You follow me. You are waiting for a reaction before you will allow yourself to believe that a reaction has occurred. I'm not quite sure how to fly yet. The point is, you already have. them. The point is, you do not have to be sure of how to apply it. If you are simply sure that you believe that to be true, then you will allow your physical reality to show you that you believe it to be true. The point is, is that if you know it is true, you will not make a demand that your physical reality show you in a way that you think represents a change. You will simply allow the change to occur to whatever way it needs to, living your life with the assumption that a change has happened. happen.

then you will allow your physical reality to show you that you believe it to be true. The point is, is that if you know it is true, you will not make a demand that your physical reality show you in a way that you think represents a change. You will simply allow the change to occur to whatever way it needs to, living your life with the assumption that a change has happened. happen. So if I don't, that I don't prefer to feel the feeling anymore, the intensity of abandonment that way, then you're saying if I use my imagination to feel what it would feel like not to have that? Then you are being someone who does not have that. You are being an idea that does not contain abandonment. All you need to do is believe that you are that idea and once again not believe that there is some intermediary process and necessary. process necessary to manifest that idea that you are now being. That conceiving the idea is the birthing of the idea at the same time. Even though the feelings are kind of disassociated from... Disassociated is fine. Simply trust that you are feeling your knowledge in the way you need to to make sense out of it for you. Many of the definitions of the feelings you have been used to experiencing, in the way you have been used to experience them in your life no longer apply. Every physical symbol is up for grabs and redefinition. Therefore, if you are simply feeling something that you have always interpreted as this, therefore it means that. Do not put that definition on it anymore. Simply assume that however it is you are feeling is the way you are feeling is the way you are You feel after having made the change. Since you know that the change has been made. It is up to you. You just simply know the change has been made. Whatever feeling is there is whatever feeling needs to be there after the change has been made. You follow me here? You think so. All right. Be there assuming that the change is going to. And see what feelings happen. Yes. And let the feelings that happen be the feelings that need to be there. Do not label them as well. That feeling used to mean I used to feel that way. Therefore, I do not assume a change in a made since I'm still feeling that feeling and interpreting it the way I used to interpret it. Just let it be the feeling. You can recognize the preference in that way. But once again, recognize how very quickly you create your reality from your life. And putting the pressure on yourself to have a feeling that you think should be feeling in itself can be what maintains the old feeling. the old feeling. Follow me.

made since I'm still feeling that feeling and interpreting it the way I used to interpret it. Just let it be the feeling. You can recognize the preference in that way. But once again, recognize how very quickly you create your reality from your life. And putting the pressure on yourself to have a feeling that you think should be feeling in itself can be what maintains the old feeling. the old feeling. Follow me. When you allow yourself to come to that fine line balance when you do not have that many more symbols in that way, then you may find yourself teetering very, very quickly from one side to the other. And simply the slightest belief in one direction or the other is what manifests that reality and makes it seem so solid. You are right on the edge. on the edge many times more than you ever think of transformation. So as simple to have been out buffers in the way? Yes. Oh. That's really. Hmm. Oh. So as soon as the tools start having your effect on you. As soon as the tools are not made to be so much more important than what you know to be true. They will stop. having a greater effect than your own knowledge of yourself. For then the knowledge will be within you and not in the tool. Emotion is a tool. What kind of people who are going to be who will have no emotion? You will be centered beings of infinite compassion and knowledge that do not need to express the polarity. of the idea you usually think is emotion, but will express the vibration of unconditional love, which in a sense is really the only emotion there is. Everything else is a variation of it. What's got by that? Yes! Several years ago, I started out gambling out of greed, and it turned into a tizzy of... Tizzy. Yeah. as a method of discovering myself. I first heard about shockers and I went up to the slot machine. I closed some energy out and I hit $2,300. And then another time, and every time has a special lesson. And then another time, I went through the whole casino and I said, hey, this machine is going to hit tonight. And there was a guy flying it. It was $6,000 neckplice. And I sat down next door and I said, can I have that machine just as soon as you're done? And you're done. He had a couple quarters left, and he hit the son of a bitch. And it was irritating because I wanted to see a jackpot get hit that night. And I did. You won as well, since you knew that that was there. Yeah, but I, this is, this is... You did not need the money. All right, so, so I didn't need the money. You should need it. You should need it. What? You should need it to know.

left, and he hit the son of a bitch. And it was irritating because I wanted to see a jackpot get hit that night. And I did. You won as well, since you knew that that was there. Yeah, but I, this is, this is... You did not need the money. All right, so, so I didn't need the money. You should need it. You should need it. What? You should need it to know. That you knew what you knew. Okay. There is... That is what made you abundant beyond measure. Yeah. There's part of me that doesn't have that gratitude. Hold on that. May I stop you right there for one moment. One moment. And thank you very much for pointing out the idea that we have been discussing of, allowing yourselves to listen to what you say, and how many times what you say is an immediate reflection of how you believe your reality to be and so created to be. The moment you allow yourself to believe that you can even, with any degree of solidity and reality, say yourself, there is a part of me that, et cetera, you create the separations. Like giving sound to fear? Yes. When you say there is a part of me, you create the part. Instead of the only. And it also, in creating that part, creates the opportunity for you to no longer own it. And no longer take responsibility for the effect that part creates. The saying of it or are they actually believing in it? Believing it. Which usually means that is why you say it. Yeah. Okay. So what I've been in pursuit of is... Pursuit. Yeah. Is it this million, if there's a $2 million jackpots up there. And it's funny because I keep... I go in there and I swear it's so clear that I've already won the thing. And I dreamt about it and it actually happened. And there was one time my blank, I swore it got all the, all the things were lined up there on the bottom line, just like they were supposed to be. And I looked at it disappeared. And I go back to the room and all the things. There's a room in an old fist off, my hotel room, and then I restuddy my tapes, and I re-go through my notes and everything. And... Did you not learn anything from that? That's the whole thing. Every time I get angry that I didn't win, but I... But you did win. Yeah, it forces me to keep studying my notes and stuff. But understand. When you saw what you saw, you were at that moment in the reality, in the parallel universe in which you did win. But then you did win. didn't believe it. So you snapped back. You did win. Allow yourself to continue to explore in whatever way is exciting for you. Any way and any method is valid. Learn from it.

win. Yeah, it forces me to keep studying my notes and stuff. But understand. When you saw what you saw, you were at that moment in the reality, in the parallel universe in which you did win. But then you did win. didn't believe it. So you snapped back. You did win. Allow yourself to continue to explore in whatever way is exciting for you. Any way and any method is valid. Learn from it. Um, okay. The circle whispers tell me, well, the physical universe, that's too much that's where the physical universe can't deliver that. Oh, it delivers that all the time and more. time and more. Many times when we say that you are exploring abundance, we say that money is not always necessary to allow you to know that you are abundant. However, if that idea that you are exploring is what excites you the most, then in all probability that is the way the universe will deliver the idea to you. There is nothing that says it can't. Nothing at all except you. Now, all we would request is that you examine why you are doing this, for you may find that what you are you are learning by going about the idea is far more enriching than getting the money. Therefore, not that it cannot happen, but simply recognize that you are always getting something out of it that makes you rich beyond measure. When you blend the two attitudes is when you will allow either possibility to happen because either possibility would be equal and not something lower than what you are already getting. can't end. Okay. This notion that one, I shouldn't say I agree with this, but I guess I do. I admit that I do. Who said you should not say? That putting too much demand and such on the environment. All right. All the demand is only upon yourself. You know, someone, this guy is a magic man one time. Magic man. Magic man. Magic man. And someone asked him one time why he could lift a girl dressed up and not get an objection. And his answer was because I didn't put an objection there. And in a sense, I guess that's what I've been doing it. In a sense. But again, recognize it is not necessarily for negativity. You are learning what you need to be learning. So if any objections are being put there, it is for the purpose of enriching you in the way you think you need to be enriched. So what are you saying? The barrier, the getting this thing to the man of house? Is the service? to you itself. Oh, I see. Yeah. I have, but I haven't. I believe that it could be possible or viable. Well, I thought the limitation was greater than the, greater than, you know, it's more of a limitation and it's more than it was a function. Depends on what you are learning. Okay. Yes.

enriched. So what are you saying? The barrier, the getting this thing to the man of house? Is the service? to you itself. Oh, I see. Yeah. I have, but I haven't. I believe that it could be possible or viable. Well, I thought the limitation was greater than the, greater than, you know, it's more of a limitation and it's more than it was a function. Depends on what you are learning. Okay. Yes. Thank you very much. Can you tell me about the moon the other night changing from yellow to orange to red? Simply in this way, recognize as the aberration of your atmosphere and the bending of light. It is not an uncommon phenomenon. You see it in your sun as well. And in any stellar body in this way, that proceeds to the horizon when you have a certain amount of particles in your atmosphere to bend the light in that way. Now it may have some sort of particle. symbolic interpretation for you in that sense. The one that we would simply observe symbolically is that the idea of red being a physiological vibration allows you to know that you are solidifying the unconscious into your consciousness. As the moon has been for a long time representative of the unconsciousness and the instability in your lives. Now you are allowing it to become something more physical, something more touchable, something closer, something real. Yeah, sure, I've noticed the man looking a lot of questions. You notice the man looking a lot larger. Is that real? Yeah. It is perceptible in this way, in what you call your own self-created illusions. If you were in your terms to quote-unquote technologically measure the diameter, you would find it to be absolutely no bigger. I've looked at it and I thought it's... I know, but it is not. It is also a perceptual phenomena based upon the fact that now it is closer to the horizon and therefore you are comparing it to the horizon. are comparing it to objects that you are familiar with when it is in the sky you have no such comparison. It is the same size. I know a few months ago happened to be near so big. Yes. In this way, we will once again thank you for solidifying the idea of your dream reality and allowing your physical reality to become like a dream. The blending that is taking place within each and every one of you allows us the opportunity to begin to experience the portions of the all that is that you are willing to consciously recognize yourself to be. We thank you for sharing the beauty of your soul collectively. collectively and individually. And in this way, we bid you and send you our unfinished love and that of the blended consciousness of all the association in contact with you.

taking place within each and every one of you allows us the opportunity to begin to experience the portions of the all that is that you are willing to consciously recognize yourself to be. We thank you for sharing the beauty of your soul collectively. collectively and individually. And in this way, we bid you and send you our unfinished love and that of the blended consciousness of all the association in contact with you. In this manner, we will once again speak with you, share with you, share with you in the dream. dream, reality, and dimension of imagination that we are becoming together with me. We bid you exciting dream life and life dreams, for they are one of the same in the dimension of your soul. We bid you a fond and loving. Good evening. Thank you.