Illumination (Part 4 of 4)

And allow yourself to experience it without needing a reason to. Because you don't, unless you insist that you do. Do you prefer to insist that you must have a reason to be happy? Or do you just prefer to be happy? That's the question. Be honest. Well, if it was that simple, I would be happy all the time. Well, it is that simple. Then the truth is, I must prefer to not be happy all the time. Thank you. Very good. You get an A, A plus. Thank you. Thank you. That is true. And therefore, when you admit that, what happens? What instantly happens when you admit that? I see that I'm responsible for happiness and unhappiness. But more important, more to the core, it means you are all. always in control. You are never out of control. You are always making the choice. You are always intending the choice you experience. Always. And you don't need a reason to do so. If I say, I recognize, I am choosing, I am choosing. So need a reason to be happy. That's my choice. That's my choice. That is my choice. That's it. Wow. That's my choice. You see, where you get yourself confused, many of you, is that you get caught up in the thing, the object within the scenario, instead of allowing yourself to understand, the experience. is the choice. Not the object in the experience. The experience itself is the choice. Is this making some sense? The experience of needing a reason to be happy is it. That's the choice. That's the reality. Never mind what the scenario is about. Never mind that marriage has been made, the object of the sentence and you are the subject. Don't look at the words. Don't even allow yourself to focus on the fact that there is grammar. It is the grammar that's confusing you. Understand that the fact that there is a sentence at all is the point of the experience. When you understand that, You will be able to make any sentence you want, and you will understand that the making of the sentence is the point, not what the sentence is about. When you understand that the making, the ability to even make the sentence is the point, stop caring about what the sentence is about, you will profoundly and paradoxically understand that every experience within the sentence, everything that the sentence is about will be capable of being experienced by you when the information in the sentence isn't the point. Is this sinking in at all? Boy, I'm kind of and I'm a little confused. Good. Good. Okay. Let's just stay present with it. All right. Just stay present with it. Well, what I did get out of this was, I understand what you're saying. I understand what you're saying.

the sentence, everything that the sentence is about will be capable of being experienced by you when the information in the sentence isn't the point. Is this sinking in at all? Boy, I'm kind of and I'm a little confused. Good. Good. Okay. Let's just stay present with it. All right. Just stay present with it. Well, what I did get out of this was, I understand what you're saying. I understand what you're saying. and it's bringing a little clarity into my challenge, and my challenge is, I was feeling like I shouldn't want to want something outside of myself. So that's my definition, and I see that now. All right. Okay, so now I can look at it as I've been single, and now I choose, I prefer another experience. All right, but let's go back, let's go back, let's go back. When you say, I shouldn't want something outside of myself. Right, right. Everything is me, so it's never outside of myself. Thank you. And the sentence itself, the creation of that sentence, of that perspective, is the whole point. Not that you really shouldn't want something outside yourself. That is the subject of the sentence. That's not the point. That's not the reality. But the creation of the perspective, the experience of the perspective is the only point to the sentence. Does that make sense? Yes. Does that help lighten things up? No? No. All right. One more time. This will do for now. One more time. Say again, I had the perspective that I shouldn't want something outside myself. Do you say that? Yes. Is that what you said before? Yeah, I had, yeah. Oh, well then say it, yes. I had the perspective that I shouldn't want something outside of myself. side of myself. All right. Now, what does that perspective mean to you as a consequence? Where do you go from there? Where do I go from there? Yes. Or I'll ask the question another way. Did you spend any time at all savoring the fact that you actually had that perspective, or did you allow the subject? an object of the sentence, simply move you on to other things, looking for something else to do. Or did you stay with the experience of the perspective? I don't know. Well, yes, you do. You moved right along. Obviously. It didn't stay with the experience of the perspective. What does it mean to you? That you have the ability. ability to experience that you shouldn't want something outside yourself. What does that experience mean to you? I'm pretty creative. Yes? That's a pretty complex thing to create. Yes, it is. And when you stay in the moment with the experience, you begin to understand those kinds of things. And understanding those kinds of things that, hey, this is a pretty creative and complicated thing to have created.

to you? That you have the ability. ability to experience that you shouldn't want something outside yourself. What does that experience mean to you? I'm pretty creative. Yes? That's a pretty complex thing to create. Yes, it is. And when you stay in the moment with the experience, you begin to understand those kinds of things. And understanding those kinds of things that, hey, this is a pretty creative and complicated thing to have created. When you get into it that way, you will be truly staying where you need to be and you will be happy with who you are, no matter what you've done. No matter what perspective you've created, you'll be enamored with yourself or having created it. You will enjoy having created the perspective for its own sake. Rather than getting caught up in what you think. think the statement is supposed to lead you to. You see the difference? Yes. That's the difference between simply riding along, keeping yourself focused on the future and staying within the point of present power. Did that make some sense to you? Yeah, I made a lot more sense that I was looking for. I see. In other words, it burst the bubble. Yeah, I sure did. Of the game. Woo, God. Do you feel more present? I feel huge. Very good. Excellent. Well said. Moving right along. Thank you, Thank you. And now, number four. Bashar, greetings and gratitude from the Monday Night Meditation Group in Sydney. Oh, all right. And good day to you. Especially from John, who, with a lot of respect, does a fairly decent imitation of you. I said with respect. Understood. No disrespect would ever be taken. Thank you. Since all you're hearing right now is an imitation of them. Point taken. Thank you. Following on with the one question regarding the experiment that's being, the work that's being done in Virginia. Yes. And I know that you got the impression that you couldn't go much further with Joe's question. But one of the gentlemen involved has recently been in an accident and has had seizures. Yes. around him are very concerned that the accident was a result of his work with the electric magnetic fields. Let us simply say that the electromagnetic fields may have aggravated and or magnified and or amplified something that was already off kilter. This is to this point as far as we can take this right now. Is there something else you wish to discuss? Yes, there is. While I was working at the Minerow Institute, I'm very aware and very grateful for a lot of synchronistic things that are happening in my life on a data day basis. Your entire life, all of you, is synchronicity. One of the challenges on my path that I'm currently working on is making the connection on a more intimate basis. Making what connection? Myself and my higher self. All right. And working through abandonment issues. Working through abandonment issues.

at the Minerow Institute, I'm very aware and very grateful for a lot of synchronistic things that are happening in my life on a data day basis. Your entire life, all of you, is synchronicity. One of the challenges on my path that I'm currently working on is making the connection on a more intimate basis. Making what connection? Myself and my higher self. All right. And working through abandonment issues. Working through abandonment issues. And vulnerability issues. Yes, all right. And I have worked through trying to do with humor, trying to let it happen. I'm trying to... Trying. Trying. Yes, that trying word I know. I knew you were going to catch that one as soon as I said it. Maybe that's why you repeated it because you wanted me to. Perhaps. And one of the experiences I had while I was doing one of the meditation tapes in my perception was a conversation with you in a sense. In a sense. That was, although I actually can't remember it, it was a very comforting resolution. Thank you for comforting yourself. And there are blocks that... No, they're not. I feel I am putting up. No, no, nope, nope, no, no, no. No blocks. Choices. No blocks. Choices. You're making choices. You're motivated. You're choosing. You know what you're doing. You know what you're afraid of and you know how far and fast you want to go. So you're making choices. You're putting on the brakes. They're not blocks. You're regulating yourself as you choose to. As you're motivated to. You're in control. And consciously, on. I feel. Yes. I'm choosing to pull the blocks down. I went through a situation where I asked what I needed to do to make that connection. And? And the information I got was that I had to die. Well, in a sense, yes. And so I went through a ceremony of an anointment and bearing my abandonment and bearing my abandonment and bearing my vulnerability and then killing myself. No. No, not at all. Not even one iota. Yes, one iota. Oh, all right, just one iota. So my question is. Yes. Other than continuing to choose to pull down the blocks? Yes. Is there any other guidance you can give me? All right. Well, let's go back to the basics. By holding on to these ideas, what do you get out of holding on to them? How does it serve you in some way to continue to perpetuate the state of being? It's get frustration and anger. Now, how does it serve you, though? I understand you recognize that there are ways it does not serve you, but how does it serve you? Because if it didn't serve you, you wouldn't hold on. view, you wouldn't hold on to it. Believe me, there is no such thing as a lack of motivation in the human species.

in some way to continue to perpetuate the state of being? It's get frustration and anger. Now, how does it serve you, though? I understand you recognize that there are ways it does not serve you, but how does it serve you? Because if it didn't serve you, you wouldn't hold on. view, you wouldn't hold on to it. Believe me, there is no such thing as a lack of motivation in the human species. And once you have defined something as truly being tipped on the scales as being more painful to hold on to, then you will let go of it. But as long as you hold on to it, it must seem less painful to hold on to it than making a change. So the question there is, how does it serve you, can be answered perhaps by saying you might have a definition of what it is you are changing to that makes what you may change to more painful than simply holding on to something that you're familiar with no matter how painful it may be. The fear of the power. What power? Of being who I completely am. Fear of that power. Now may I ask you a very sneaky question? Of course. Well, why thank you? Because we do enjoy asking sneaky questions. How do you know that you have this great power? How do you know that there is some great power you are avoiding? How do you know that? So you have been told that? So, you believe everything you hear? How do you know? Or are you uncertain you even have this power? Be honest. No, I know it's there. Oh, how? How do you know you have this great, all-consuming, unlimited power? How do you know? And by the way, of course, correct me if I am using inappropriate adjectives. inappropriate adjectives. If I didn't know I had it, I don't think I'd be as afraid of it as I am. Oh, interesting point. If I didn't know I had it, I wouldn't be as afraid of it as I am. Well, that's very, very creative of you to say that. But what does that actually mean? Is the amount of fear that you're feeling then not the same energy you would be using if you were expressing your power? Do you not understand it is the same energy? That what you feel is this great overwhelming fear is exactly the same energy that you would be feeling if you expressed it as power? Don't you understand you're already feeling the same energy? You're not avoiding anything. You're just using that energy. You're just using that power to create a sense of overwhelming fear. fear. You're not avoiding the power. You're just using it that way. In a different way. Yes. You haven't avoided anything. None of you have. You're only a 100% energy.

exactly the same energy that you would be feeling if you expressed it as power? Don't you understand you're already feeling the same energy? You're not avoiding anything. You're just using that energy. You're just using that power to create a sense of overwhelming fear. fear. You're not avoiding the power. You're just using it that way. In a different way. Yes. You haven't avoided anything. None of you have. You're only a 100% energy. If you experience overwhelming fear, it's not the fear of, in a sense, using the energy that is your power. You are just creating a definition within yourself that makes it seem as if you are not tapping into it. But you are. You're just experiencing it as fear. That's all. Okay. you don't prefer to experience it that way, then don't. But please don't assume that you are not experiencing your power, your energy. Totally. You are. Always have been. Always have been. All of you. Never a moment when you don't experience your total power. It's just that you use your total power sometimes to make it seem as if you are less than your total self. But you're using your total power to do that. But you're using your total power to do that. Do you understand the difference? Yes. So you don't have to be afraid of the total power. You're already using it. You can't do anything less. Your power doesn't exist in fractions. There is only one. There is only one. In true existence, there is nothing less than one. There are no fractions in that sense. You have no fractions. You can use the one to make it seem as if the one is fragmented. That's why you have all different people in creation. Because the one used itself to create the appearance of fragmentation into the many. But the one still knows it is the one. That all are the one. You are simply playing the game where you don't understand that you are using the oneness of yourself to create the appearance and the experience that you are using less than the totality. But that's all it is. You're still using all that energy to do that. So you don't have to be afraid of what it's going to be like to use all that energy. Already doing that. That's, as you say, old hat. It's just a matter of asking yourself, do I want to continue to use all my energy to pretend that I'm not using all my energy? Or do I want to use all my energy? Consciously. consciously. Or at least allow myself to consciously know I'm using all my energy, even while I know that there may be reasons sometimes I give myself for not experiencing it that way. Because sometimes there are valid reasons for experiencing it as a piece, because that's a valid experience to do that.

all my energy to pretend that I'm not using all my energy? Or do I want to use all my energy? Consciously. consciously. Or at least allow myself to consciously know I'm using all my energy, even while I know that there may be reasons sometimes I give myself for not experiencing it that way. Because sometimes there are valid reasons for experiencing it as a piece, because that's a valid experience to do that. But if you know you're using your whole energy to do that, then that's all right. You just don't have to get caught up in the game of thinking or pretending or believing that you're actually not. experiencing your total energy and that you're afraid to. Do you understand the difference? Yes, I see. Is this helping it all? It is very much so. Is it lighting you up at all? I'm floating, yes, thanks. Are you feeling any more release? A little bit, yes. A little bit. All right, a little bit. Do remember that that's also a definition. When you say a little bit, that's a definition that determines how you experience how you experience a total change. Because every change is a total change. You, the you I'm talking to now, is not the you that was here a moment ago. I don't know where she went. But you are not her. Right now, if you decided to, you, to define yourself how you prefer to right now, you could be anything you wish, right now. Regardless of anything, she chose to be, wherever she went. Right. But if you say, well, I changed a little, then you are a totally, absolutely, completely new you deciding to experience yourself as if you are the old you who has changed just a little. But you are a completely new you doing that. That's the difference. When you begin to understand and see yourself that way, then miracles are the natural order of things every day. Instantaneous and spontaneous change blossoms from you when you know that every change is total. When you want that to be your experience of your total energy, of your total energy, it will be. As long as you don't, it won't be. But if you don't, that's all right. I'm not going to force you to feel it that way. Because whatever you decide to use your energy for is up to you. Because it's your energy. You own it. You decide how to use it. I'm only here to suggest that you can use it in other ways and be aware of the fact that you're using it to create what you're experiencing now. But if you take that to heart, that's up to you. If you don't, that's up to you. If you don't, that's up to you. because who you are is unique, and I would never take that uniqueness away from you. Especially because I can't. So I would never even try.

that you can use it in other ways and be aware of the fact that you're using it to create what you're experiencing now. But if you take that to heart, that's up to you. If you don't, that's up to you. If you don't, that's up to you. because who you are is unique, and I would never take that uniqueness away from you. Especially because I can't. So I would never even try. Is this helping? It's helping a great deal. Thank you, Bichaud. Then illumination to you and illumination to all of you are unconditional love, this day of your time. And we think, thank you for allowing us to experience the unique facets of all that is that each and all of you are, our unconditional love and good day. How did it go? How did it go? Thank you all for being here tonight and I'll look forward to seeing you again. Have a good night. Thanks. Thank you. I don't fit. Oh, John, long time. I don't usually or something. Except for that we saw it. I think I forgot that. So, if you want, I could do my condominable and call me. I can see if I can find that. I can find that like a copy. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.