Secrets (Part 2 of 4)

All right, we will wait for your electric. Shut it. Good day. Good day. So nice to be back here. We are very happy you are back there. I have two questions. One was, I spoke to you in the past, about a relationship I was involved in for a long time. Okay. And something, my relationship with that person, was, took a lot of. of power away from me. I mean, I gave my power over to him. Oh, I thank you for your honesty. I asked you about past life information concerning him and I, which you felt was not necessary to know at that time. I feel as though it's information that I would like to have access to now. What has your own imagination told you about this so far? I feel that there's something that he's done to me or did to me in the past, perhaps repeatedly, I don't know. And what does that got to do with now? It's finding some level of, it's, I would like to name what it is to be able to bring it up the surface and perhaps let it go in some way. Name it. Name it what happened. If you wish, you can be general or specific as you wish. Name something that you believe in energy resonance feels like what you think might have been done to, feel like what you think might have been done to. you in the past. Hmm. Hmm. I feel, okay. Right. I feel perhaps my beliefs have always been a something that he's tried to, um, something that he's tried to, um, quash in some way. Oh, not always. Not always. Not always. He hasn't always. No, not always. Right. Um. But, quash in what way when you believe that has taken place? And why should that quashing of then affect you now? Are you giving your power away some more? Probably. Yes, probably. Is this something you enjoy? Obviously, I do. All right. Is there something else you would enjoy doing more? Self-empowerment, I think, would be probably preferable. Are you sure? You don't have to do that. You can do anything? you want, anything at all. I just feel that there's something I can't let go. There's something that you can't let go of. Yeah. Oh, and what might that be? I'll ask the question this way, and perhaps it will provide illumination for you. Whatever it is, you imagine that you cannot let go of, and you don't necessarily right now have to know any specifics about what that might be, if even such exists. If you were to imagine that you did let go of. it, whatever it is, what would the difference in your life to be? How would your life be different? Um, I would be more myself. And what does that mean? Can you give us a practical example of what that means in terms of your behavior?

don't necessarily right now have to know any specifics about what that might be, if even such exists. If you were to imagine that you did let go of. it, whatever it is, what would the difference in your life to be? How would your life be different? Um, I would be more myself. And what does that mean? Can you give us a practical example of what that means in terms of your behavior? What would it mean in behavior to be more of yourself? Well, autonomy. Yes, but in behavior. In behavior? Yes, behavior. How would you ask differently than you're acting now? Yes, fearful. I didn't ask you what to do. you will have less of. I ask you what you will have more of. More self-love. More self-love. All right. That sounds like a pleasurable thing to you yet? Mm-hmm. How do you know? How do you know that loving yourself more will be pleasurable? Because I experience it. You do? In periodically. Oh, periodically. I see. Goes in ways. Well, then let me ask you this question. What's different about those periods? than this period. Why do you experience it in only some periods and not another? Because I'm a human being. What's that got to do? Well, it means sometimes it's hard and sometimes it's more easy. I see. Do you understand that that's simply a belief and not a law of nature? Yes, I do. Well, then. If it's not a law of nature, whose law is it? That it's sometimes hard and sometimes it's something I've created. Exactly. Do you enjoy that law? No, I don't. Then what law would you prefer to have instead? Make up a law right now that you prefer? The one that allows me to do myself constantly. Well, do you believe that that law has much force as any other law you have created? Yes, I do. Do you really? Yes, I do. Well, all right. Well, if that's true, how do you feel right now? Great. All right. Now, if in the next moment you feel in your terms less than great, that will be because why? I forgot me. No, no, no. No more forgetting. None of you are forgetting anything anymore. If you feel less than great in the next moment, why will that be? Yes, I forget me. Because you will have children. chosen to, which means what? That it's still under your control. Therefore you have never lost self-empowerment. The issue is just to understand you're using your self-empowerment to pretend you're not self-empowered. You see the difference? Yes, I do. If you can remember that when you don't feel self-empowered, it's because you're using your power to play the game of powerlessness, as soon as you remember, that you will be self-empowered against it in its aligned sense. Do you understand that? Yes, I do.

your control. Therefore you have never lost self-empowerment. The issue is just to understand you're using your self-empowerment to pretend you're not self-empowered. You see the difference? Yes, I do. If you can remember that when you don't feel self-empowered, it's because you're using your power to play the game of powerlessness, as soon as you remember, that you will be self-empowered against it in its aligned sense. Do you understand that? Yes, I do. No matter what issue may have happened past or not, when you understand that what you feel is the result of what you choose to believe about your relationship to it and that you're choosing that stance, then you will remember that you're using your self-empowerment to pretend that you're not. you're not. It is not true that you are ever, ever, ever truly any of you actually not self-empowered. It's impossible. It's impossible. You are made the way you are. You are a creator. You can't help that. There's nothing you can do about that. But what you can do with your ultimate, creative ability that the infinite has given you is you can't. pretend you don't have it. But when you remember that you're just pretending you don't have it, it instantly reminds you that you have it and you're simply using it to pretend you don't. And that snaps you right back to where you say you prefer to be. Regardless of what the issues you would like to get locked in might be. You understand? It can be that simple if you prefer it to be. Now we are not invalidating any process that any of you believe is important for you in terms of getting back in touch with this feeling, that experience, this situation. If that's what works to bring you into present time, so be it. We are not taking that away from you or saying that any one way is better than any other way. However, we simply remind you. Remind you. So do not. One moment. We remind you. Are you paying attention? Process. While valid, process is always simply the amount of time you believe is necessary before you will allow yourself to see the obvious. Because you already know it. You already know what to can mean. But it's the amount of time you believe that you believe you need before you will give yourself permission to just be who you are. That's what process in your reality is. Because you do already know who you are. But if you're playing the game of pretending that you don't, then whatever you create to be a process to get in touch with this and get in touch with that is what for some reason you believe is necessary until, finally, one day, you just simply say, simply say, oh, all right, enough of that, I would like to now be who I am.

reality is. Because you do already know who you are. But if you're playing the game of pretending that you don't, then whatever you create to be a process to get in touch with this and get in touch with that is what for some reason you believe is necessary until, finally, one day, you just simply say, simply say, oh, all right, enough of that, I would like to now be who I am. The irony of this, and again, this is not an invalidation of the process experience itself, but the irony of this, in some ways, it can actually be said that nothing about the process itself intrinsically made it any easier really for you to be able to simply one day decide to just be a to just be yourself. You have always had that power. Do you understand? Yes. Does this make some sense to you? Does make sense? Does it help you? It helps me that I would be being myself if I wanted some sort of process. If that's what you enjoy, by all means, in general. Okay. My other question is, the last session we had here, you were talking about you were talking about you were talking about the observer. Yes. And I just had this thought that was the observer God? In some senses, all things are God, as you say in your language. But since things do create themselves to exist on level, it could be said that it was one face, one reflection of what you may call the infinite. At the same time, it might be more precise in terms of describing its relation, to energy within creation as being the over-soul of the association of worlds to which our civilization belongs. Right. You understand that concept? The over-soul of all the civilizations of which our association and affiliation or what you may call a federation is made up. Does that make sense to you? Yes, it does. Yes, it does help me. Thank you. You are next, then you. Number two, do you know who you are? All right. Number one, good day. day. To you, good day. I've just returned from my trip to Budapest, as we had discussed before I left. Oh, right. Yes. Budapest. All right. And it was a... Were you in Buddha? Both. Every day, both. All right. And it was quite a roller coaster of an adventure. And I had a theme park there. Well, I think my life was the theme park. Very good. Always. for all of you. And so. And so I just wanted to say I enjoyed the experience. I was also, at times, unhappy in the experience, but I'm processing it, and I'm very glad to be back in your presence physically again. You are not in my physical presence. Well, in your... Well, back here with everybody. Oh, all right. I'm chatting with you. Understood.

think my life was the theme park. Very good. Always. for all of you. And so. And so I just wanted to say I enjoyed the experience. I was also, at times, unhappy in the experience, but I'm processing it, and I'm very glad to be back in your presence physically again. You are not in my physical presence. Well, in your... Well, back here with everybody. Oh, all right. I'm chatting with you. Understood. Some questions I had, I met some wonderful people related to the UFO community there. Yes, I went to a conference. And they said that there is a strong connection between Samaria and Hungary. They also have a belief that they have a strong connection to alien life force because their language is so unique and they feel a connection. There is no one on your planet who does not. I'm just scared about that. We discussed that. Thanks. But I found it interesting that in the past we had discussed the fact that my earliest experience of writing, of being a writer, was in Samaria. All right. And I made the connection that Hungary was also connected, and you once said that Sirius was also connected to Samaria. Okay. Can you elaborate on that and what my connection is to all of this? It is simply the ongoing process you have created of recognizing more and more of your ability to function in the translator or scribe way to allow yourself to translate or bring through information that pulls the pieces together of the path you are walking to make more sense out of how to communicate different ideas to different people in your reality in time. It is your process of collecting different pieces of yourself, bringing yourself, remembering yourself by making these connections and recognizing them for what they symbolize to you energetically so that you can expand your ability to communicate in the way that you agreed to. the way that you agreed to when you came into this life. Okay. There's the possibility of an invitation to return there as the guest of some friends of mine there who are going to have another UFO conference. All right. Have a good time. So I assume that that would be in that capacity. Do you assume or you know? I know. Thank you. And have a good time. Thank you. I, um, relating to that about the the translator. I'm very excited to begin a new screenplay about the abduction experience, especially my own, related to the Graves. All right. And I've been asking for conscious contact with the Graves. I want this to be a unique project that will not only... How can it be anything about? Well, that's true. But I want mine to focus not just on the human experience with the Graves, but also I want to be a translator for the Graves. for the grade. All right.

about the abduction experience, especially my own, related to the Graves. All right. And I've been asking for conscious contact with the Graves. I want this to be a unique project that will not only... How can it be anything about? Well, that's true. But I want mine to focus not just on the human experience with the Graves, but also I want to be a translator for the Graves. for the grade. All right. And a communicator of what they're doing and what their program is all about. All right. But again, remember that when you say the grave and they, you are also recognizing that there are many different factions of gray being, and there may be many different agendas, and one aspect or agenda may be more in alignment with your own chosen agenda as well. It doesn't necessarily mean that you will represent all of them, even if you represent some of them. You follow? Yes, well, I'd like it to focus on my own experience with them because I'm sure there are many other humans who are having similar ones. Yes. And I feel frustrated in that... Why? Because the only experience I've had is been very limited and under hypnosis. And there are times when I question that it's valid for me. I see. I see. And I've been asking constantly, other than the time I was in Budapest when I felt that I couldn't deal with it. deal with it. I've been asking for conscious contact with them and with my children. Yes. And I haven't been receiving any. In what way did it come about that this idea occurred to you to write this new screenplay? Um, I've been wanting, I felt that when I started to explore my experiences... When did it gel in the sense that you all of a sudden had the spark to go ahead with it? I think within the last couple of times. within the last couple of months? Yes. And why do not recognize that is the beginning of communication that will strengthen the time? Okay. You have asked for assistance and it has been given to you in the sense of a go-ahead. Go ahead and do this. This will lay the foundation for what it's become and prepare the way for more ability to interact when you begin. That, in and of itself, was the initiation of the idea of contact. So as I begin to create the project, then the conscious contacts will begin. Yes, as long as you can keep your expectation out of the way. Okay. But you understand that you simply did not allow yourself to see that that was one of the first bits of the initiation of contact that you, in a sense, were urged to move ahead with this project at all. You have to begin to see the whole pattern.

I begin to create the project, then the conscious contacts will begin. Yes, as long as you can keep your expectation out of the way. Okay. But you understand that you simply did not allow yourself to see that that was one of the first bits of the initiation of contact that you, in a sense, were urged to move ahead with this project at all. You have to begin to see the whole pattern. the whole pattern and understand it for what it is and every component in it for what it is. You understand? Yes. Therefore, in that you asked for it, it is given to you now in this way. But it did not come in the way you expected, so you didn't see it for what it was. Again, the expectation. You understand? So keep the expectation flat. And you will have then the ability to understand that when things like this occur, it is in fact the answer. is in fact the answer to your request, or at least the beginning of it. You will be able to see it as part of the answer to your request. Because it can't always just happen, as you say, like that. Because again, many of you are not ready for it to happen like that, not in the way that ultimately serves the agenda and the path you chose. So, recognize when it does happen in the ways that it may happen, but they will not always be the way that you may think or expect, but if you're open, you will be able to see them when they occur for what they are. Did they contact me while I was in Budapest? Yes. Was I abducted during this time? Only on the spirit. So therefore, in that sense, again, there was a contact, but not physiologically were you taken anywhere. Right, I didn't sense that at all. And I've been wanting to connect more with my children, as always. I've been told also by somebody that my son Adam's birthday is this month, and I got a flash yesterday of the date January 15th and that he'll be 10 years old. Can you verify that? Our understanding of how that being cycle would intersect with your reality would be closer to the idea of the month you call March. Can you give me a specific date? Seven. And the age? Okay. So if I give him a party, the same way I did for Ariel and Adrian, would, I feel that would be a way of connecting with him, bonding with him more? Is that a question or a statement? A statement. I should have said it more as a statement. There are no shoulds, but you could have chosen to. I choose to. Thank you. Then do so if that is what pleases you and know that there will be in effect. Okay. in your doubt that no effect is created in your life.

that would be a way of connecting with him, bonding with him more? Is that a question or a statement? A statement. I should have said it more as a statement. There are no shoulds, but you could have chosen to. I choose to. Thank you. Then do so if that is what pleases you and know that there will be in effect. Okay. in your doubt that no effect is created in your life. Thank you. Lastly, I came across an individual named Zoltan Horvath in Budapest who claims that he's being abducted by the grave and that he's being trained on their ship for the coming cataclysm that he will be one of 17 leaders in the world. Again, first of all, remember that many of the things that you are labeling as cataclysms will not necessarily occur in the way they were originally predicted. There is transformation already going on on your planet in a variety of ways, but nothing is absolute, as has been originally said. We will not go into this discussion about this individual at this time. Thank you, Bessan. Thank you. Number two. Good day. Hi, Baccarat and I'm going to have it again. And I wanted to continue our discussion of chakras and tell May's teachings a little more. What? Specifically, as I understand her teachings, if we operate in the lower seven Chachars, there is limited energy and we need to be careful on what we put out energy and effectively if we can operate in the higher and spiritual chocolate, there's unlimited energy and an abundance of that and we don't need to be concerned about that at all. And I'd like from you, it's just a verification. Is that my interpretation correct? In a sense so, however, in a sense so, however, do not invalidate the idea of the physiological chakras as if they had nothing. as if they had nothing at all to do with spirituality. Number sense? Acceleration and evolution is the product of integration and integration and acceptance of all that is, in a sense, of the lower frequency, into the self, not the exclusion of, not the shutting off of, not the devaluing of. They are there for a reason, and thus they must be maintained in balance with all for you to gain the advantage, so to speak, of the ascendancy or the acceleration. You cannot just cut them off and think that they have nothing at all to do with anything, if that is what you meant. Actually, no, I didn't mean that you cut them off. I very much feel that by working on the spiritual, yes, they are part of that. Also, I just wanted to be in touch with the fact that you do have much more energy that way, and you're not limited as you are. Yes.

cut them off and think that they have nothing at all to do with anything, if that is what you meant. Actually, no, I didn't mean that you cut them off. I very much feel that by working on the spiritual, yes, they are part of that. Also, I just wanted to be in touch with the fact that you do have much more energy that way, and you're not limited as you are. Yes. the idea as the physical representation as being contained within the energy representation rather than the idea that the energy is contained within the physical. Yes. That will increase your experience of the energy on all levels because you understand that physical reality is coming from within your consciousness and that your consciousness is not subject to being within physical reality. Yes. So in that sense, in that context, yes, it makes perfect sense to come from that attitude. Does that make sense? Yes, huh?