Turning On The Lights (Part 3 of 4)

Thank you. Thank you. Shady! Oh! All right. Oh! I love when you say that. I will say it. Oh, yes. Hey! Thank you. Um, I have a question for a friend also. Also, a friend and family. It's a woman that I live with, and she's asked me to ask her before. And tomorrow's their birthday, so I thought this would be a good time. Oh, happy birthday. Her name is Mary. Happy birthday, Mary! She has two daughters, and she lost one of them last year in November. Her name was Angel. She was 17. And the daughter that has two daughters that, The daughter that he has still, she has five up together, but one, just the smallest one lives with me and her. The other... This is a very strongly Pleiadian family. Her family? Aye. Okay. The daughter that is in question, her name is Kathy, and she's 16, and since she was 14, she's on what a lot of teenagers do. of teenagers do when they get to 14, I guess. She kind of just, like, dropped out. And she really, I've tried to tell her that she's going to have to take responsibility for her life and start from right where she is and take one step at a time, but... Have we told her what responsibility means? Rather than allowing her to continue to assume that responsibility needs to be continued to be defined in the way that her world has always defined it, as a burden of it. as a burden, as a blame. Well, I just tell her that she has to decide what she wants to do, what she will make her happy. Yes, but are you saying it in a way that makes it sound like a burden? I don't think so. Are you allowing her to know that the expression of her responsibility is what will free her? Maybe you could share something for Mary about Angel and her passing once she did. Angel can be used by the other children as a mirror, as a reflection. They can communicate with that being very easily. If they are willing to expand in love towards that being, when they think of that being, there will be communication and love will be returned. and they can know that that is the love they can have for themselves, and it is that love that will flee them in that way, and allow them to be responsible for everything they create in life. For they chose this life, even as angels chose the death, to be of service in this way, to function as a guide. She follow me. Yeah, her next, her sister, Kathy, that I'm talking about, it seems like, seems to me that it would have been like a shock for her to, you know, maybe put her life together, but it seems like it's not going that way at all.

they create in life. For they chose this life, even as angels chose the death, to be of service in this way, to function as a guide. She follow me. Yeah, her next, her sister, Kathy, that I'm talking about, it seems like, seems to me that it would have been like a shock for her to, you know, maybe put her life together, but it seems like it's not going that way at all. It may seem that way now, but that is basically a reaction, once again, to simply many belief systems that have taught the individual how to react to certain circumstances rather than allowing the individual to react naturally to certain circumstances. Again, the idea all stems from having been taught certain methodologies of action rather than allowing the individuals a sense of natural responsibility, which means freedom. Rather than getting them to think that they have to struggle and work through something in order to have the freedom they desire. Well, she seems like since she was 14 that she has chosen to do what she's wanted and it's only gotten her into trouble. She did have all the freedoms she wanted, she chose, and she got it all, and now she's... I don't think it's happy. I know she's not. not but it's just like she has been free and she knows that she doesn't have to do anything anybody wanted to do and that's I think part of the reason why she's willing to do the things that she truly wants to do I don't know unless that's this party you know like she's doing that good allow us to form a suggestion as individual is in the middle of a very highly sensitive psychic development point. This individual, if she thinks of angel, can be in communication with angel. This individual can carry on dialogue. This individual may have already carried on some and not been willing to reveal it. Or may not have been allowed to recognize it for what it was. We will suggest that a suggestion can be made delicately to this individual, to this Catholic, that she can sit down, calm herself, use integrity, and speak in her mind, in her heart, in her soul, to angel. and sit and listen. Just listen for a while. And if she is willing to listen for a while, she will begin to know that there are still agreements, still extensions of the agreement that can be carried out by Kathy. Poor Angel. And that Kathy can take upon herself the position of responsibility, that will allow her also to feel fulfilled in many ways she does not feel fulfilled now, if you follow me. We would suggest that as a starting point. The degree of willingness this individual has to involve herself in this particular type of interaction may determine what she will or will not be able to do from this point forward in many different areas. I understand.

can take upon herself the position of responsibility, that will allow her also to feel fulfilled in many ways she does not feel fulfilled now, if you follow me. We would suggest that as a starting point. The degree of willingness this individual has to involve herself in this particular type of interaction may determine what she will or will not be able to do from this point forward in many different areas. I understand. I understand. Also, to give it in an area that is a natural setting might be of assistance, particularly one that may be near or above the ocean. Follow me? Yes. And also, it may be she can sit and look in a mirror and see in herself that portion of aim that is within her and that portion of herself that is within angel. These are our suggestions at this time. There are also others who can be at this time of greater assistance for it is more their place to do so. In this dimension or others? Both. Okay. For now, that is the assistance we can be in setting up the stage. but it is for others to come in and place some of the props. Okay. I'd like to ask a question for myself in the vein of a word or phrase from my guide. In the vein. Oh, well, I'm in that direction. It seems like an idea to explore. Well, go right ahead. Well, go right ahead and explore it. Did what I suggested for Kathy appeal to you at all? Not particular in regards to angel. What about the mural? Geez, I'm not terrible. I see. What happens when you sit and look in a mirror? I wonder who that is. A wonder, all right. Then our suggestion is for you to sit looking at mirror and ask. And then listen, you will get an answer. And that will allow you to know you are in touch with your guide. Just listen. After you ask, just listen. All right? Thank you. Thank you. Let us know, if you will. What happened? Okay, how we go. Please! Please! Hello, Bashar. Hello. I have about three questions. Number one. Yes. They relate. The first one is about a personal relationship that I've just released with a young man. And I want to know if this relationship has an agreement to continue in any way. All relationships continue, even if they do not continue physically. Right. Now, there may be many things that this individual needs to learn about their own independence in a way, and also perhaps you. Let us say, to some degree, some lessening of mothering may be in order to follow me. Are you sure? Oh, yeah. All right. You have literally been mother and child a few times. You follow me. Yeah. All right.

way. All relationships continue, even if they do not continue physically. Right. Now, there may be many things that this individual needs to learn about their own independence in a way, and also perhaps you. Let us say, to some degree, some lessening of mothering may be in order to follow me. Are you sure? Oh, yeah. All right. You have literally been mother and child a few times. You follow me. Yeah. All right. You have opted for this particular interrelationship now because it is time for that individual to learn that he has two feet and to stand upon them and to learn that he does not need the relationship the relationship in a mothering way so much, needs to learn more of the idea and understanding of equality between the male and the female. Do you follow me? Are you sure? Oh, yeah. All right. Then allow yourself to know that, quote-unquote, backing off a little bit, is in many ways actually moving closer together to enact the agreement you have had. you have had. You follow me. Mm-hmm. Are you sure? Oh, yes. All right. Let's assist you for now. You are in step with the agreement you have made. You are in step with the agreement you have made. You see it going on? In a sense. Not that that that does not mean it cannot include other individuals, and our perception is that it may very swiftly attract another individual, there may be some aspects about the idea of an interaction between you and another individual that that other individual needs to see. What is that other individual in my life now? No comment. Okay. Simply allow yourself to recognize that this individual also needs to recognize is that other relationships can in harm in harm all relationships and do not have to be an interruption in a relationship. You follow me? Yeah. Now, what we can say is that, to some degree, the other individual that at this point we perceive may come into the picture, as you say, has been involved before and may to the original individual represents someone who stood between you before. In a very different way, in a more familial way, in a more fatherly way, and there may be resentment but that is what this individual needs to work through. You follow me? Yeah. All right. Then simply trust that if you are doing what you know to be true for you, and you are functioning within love and your own integrity, you are not responsible for the reactions and feelings of others in that extent. You follow me? Yes. Are you sure? Yes. All right. We wish to continue. Yes. Yes. The relationship with this person that I spoke of, who I released this relationship with, this younger person, do you see a career connection with him?

doing what you know to be true for you, and you are functioning within love and your own integrity, you are not responsible for the reactions and feelings of others in that extent. You follow me? Yes. Are you sure? Yes. All right. We wish to continue. Yes. Yes. The relationship with this person that I spoke of, who I released this relationship with, this younger person, do you see a career connection with him? At this time, we cannot say that is a pivotal involvement that will touch on many different ideas, but it is all in the process of being decided right now. And that one we have already discussed, that aspect of the interaction we have already discussed, the emotional level of that interaction is primary to everything else at this time. Okay, I'd like to know, I'm at a crossroads in my life right now about my career. How exciting! Is there something that excites you above and beyond anything else? that you desire to do in life? Yes. Are you doing it? I'm working through it. I'm working on it. In what way? Well, right now I'm deciding about steps to take towards it. Yeah. I see. How many do you think you'll need, perhaps? No idea. No idea. Then why begin to count them? Asked upon whatever you can act. can act upon that excites you the most, and it will lead to anything else that excites you the most, that you may at this point not be able to act upon as you would like to. But if you do act upon whatever opportunities present themselves that do excite you more than anything else you can act upon, acting upon those situations will attract you to any other situations or circumstances you need to be attracted to to to give you the capability of acting upon the things that do excite you most in life. So you're saying follow the excitement? Always. Always. Because excitement is what lets you know. This situation is the most effortlessly accomplishable situation you could possibly do. That's what excitement is for. Excitement is the sign you always ask for. That's what excitement is. This is the thing that is most synchronously harmonious with the path you chose. to be in this life. And excitement is a thread that leads to all other excitement. Whether the surface scenario the excitement comes with seems to be connected to anything else or not is not the point. Spontaneity on that level will always be the rule. But the excitement is always the clue that lets you know, here it is the thing that is the stepping stone on the path you are. You follow me. So at any given moment, act upon whatever scenario or situation presents itself to you effortlessly, automatically, that excites you the most that you are capable of acting upon.

anything else or not is not the point. Spontaneity on that level will always be the rule. But the excitement is always the clue that lets you know, here it is the thing that is the stepping stone on the path you are. You follow me. So at any given moment, act upon whatever scenario or situation presents itself to you effortlessly, automatically, that excites you the most that you are capable of acting upon. And that will always lead you into whatever circumstances will give you the capability of acting upon anything else that excites you that you may at that given moment not have the capability of acting upon. In other words, go with the slow, right? Yes. Do not fight your own ecstasy. on ecstasy. Trust, trust, trust, 100% that what excite you in life is what will support you in life. Right, right. Thank you. Thank you. I think that's complete it. We thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Hi, Bashar. Hi! I have two questions. Number one. Number one is that I want to know I want to know what's going to happen to my country. Which is it? Persia or Iran. I see. And as the very, we are at a very difficult situation. Right? You are in a very highly volatile transition point yet. Yes. And I want my family, they are leaving and they are going to come here. They are leaving everything they have back there. And I want to know, they move they're making. the move they are making, is the right move or is not? There is no right and wrong. If they so desire, if they feel that it's in their best interests, then for them it is correct. That's the way they feel right now. Then it is correct. But what's going to happen with this madman who killed so many of our people? Understand that this individual is only acting as a collective reflection for the belief systems, the combined belief systems, systems of negativity in that particular civilization and in your whole civilization at this time, as other individuals will do. These individuals simply do not know that they are strong enough not to have to reflect that degree of negativity. They, in a sense, have never learned the idea of unconditional love being the ultimate power in creation, and they seek only to dominate and dominate and dominate as the only way they can understand their relationship to creation. creation. So at this time, that whole area, the energy of that area, through many life time, has built up this volatility, this understanding, this particular point of view, and allow certain individuals to embody all the fears, all the negativity, all the disconnections from creation that that culture has felt. Every culture, at this time, upon your planet is going through their own transformation in their own way.

can understand their relationship to creation. creation. So at this time, that whole area, the energy of that area, through many life time, has built up this volatility, this understanding, this particular point of view, and allow certain individuals to embody all the fears, all the negativity, all the disconnections from creation that that culture has felt. Every culture, at this time, upon your planet is going through their own transformation in their own way. And there will be, for now, in each culture, those individuals who have been brought up to believe they are weak, and in that way those weak individuals will take upon themselves what they perceive to be the idea of power and strength, which is to dominate and harm other individuals. But that is a sign of powerlessness. These individuals are only, in a sense, crashing in their own self-created nightmare. And they are taking as many individuals with them as they can, because they feel themselves to be dying inside. You follow me? Yes. Now, your culture is going to go through many rapid changes within the next decade. You will find also that by what you call your year 1,997, there will be an utter complete transformation of that entire area upon your planet. There will be a spark and a spark will be ignited there. And that spark that is ignited there will touch off what you might call an emotional chain reaction in the people in that area over a wide expanse. And from what you call your year 1,000, call your year 1,997, through what you call your year 2000, and with ramifications proceeding to 2011, that entire area will undergo a change as it has never known in what you call your recent history. And that spark will be the recognition that the barriers and the definitions and the definitions and the that have kept everyone separate, that is what you are actually fighting against, not truly an individual. That individual has only taken upon themselves to represent all of the symbols that keep your people separate. All of the ideas, all of the beliefs, all of the creed, all of the old ways, all of the habits, the rituals, all of the old idea, the inequality, quality of the races, of the task, the level, society. And that spark will unite and bind that entire area. There may be still much escalation of violence, many ideas may be torn down physiologically logically. But yet out of that, it is still a way, violent though it is, though it does not have to be, it is still a way to make room for a new understanding. One way or another, that society must free itself of the shackles. It has wrapped around itself. And even in a sense, if it must break down its entire social structure to do so, it will. It will. Again, not that it has to.

out of that, it is still a way, violent though it is, though it does not have to be, it is still a way to make room for a new understanding. One way or another, that society must free itself of the shackles. It has wrapped around itself. And even in a sense, if it must break down its entire social structure to do so, it will. It will. Again, not that it has to. But out of that, deep, deep suffering, out of that, will come a momentous transformation in that area, in that land. This transformation that you're talking about, we are not talking about, we are not talking about becoming the communist country. No. We are talking about your entire planet beginning to recognize that all borders are confining, that all labels and all ideologies are simply different points of view, and that there are many things in every culture that each culture can blend and assimilate and benefit from. It will not be any label you now possess upon your planet. It will simply be the unification of your planet as a planet. You follow me. Yes, I do. Now, my number two question. Yes. I have lost my father about a year and a half ago, and I was not able to say goodbye to him. He was in Iran and I was here. I wasn't allowed to go back. So, So I'm missing from him and I... Do you mean that in your terms he has physically done? Or do you mean you simply have, in your terms, physically lost track of his whereabouts? I think I lost track of where he is about and I would like to know. How is he doing? And I just... Name. Name. His name is... He's all right. You are releasing at this time will center you with his energy. Okay, his name is Massoud. Do you need his last name too? Whole vibration. Yes. Guazi Murat. age in your terms. Sixty-eight. Our perception at this time is that he is drinking tea. In a sense he is well, though he is in your term, plagued by pressure. Plagued by doubt. Plagued by worry. Why? Mostly because of some of the things you have talked about, mostly because of the idea that he is beginning to sense deep within his heart that there are connections between you, no matter how far apart you are physically, and that in a sense what he wishes most deeply is that anyone that he loves understands that and gets that message, which has now just been done. There will be, for this person, in his dreams, a visitation, and an assurance that all is well, that there are no limit to space and time where the heart is concerned, and that you are just as together as you have ever been.

you are physically, and that in a sense what he wishes most deeply is that anyone that he loves understands that and gets that message, which has now just been done. There will be, for this person, in his dreams, a visitation, and an assurance that all is well, that there are no limit to space and time where the heart is concerned, and that you are just as together as you have ever been. The tea will warm him, perhaps unknowingly, on many more levels than just his physical body, for it will now be sweetened with your love. How can I get my mother to be convinced of that? Because... She cries every day. All right. Why can I get her to become this of that? Tell her to drink the same tea. And in her meditation, in the drinking of that tea, she can learn that she can begin to see him where he is, when he is there, and that together they are communicating in their dreams all the time. Call to each other. Let them call to each other. Not out of the sorrow which separates you, but out of the joy, the knowingness, and the love that they share. The love will provide an open channel of communication. They will know. They will hear. They will hear. and they can be drawn in some ways together. Not necessarily always. Not necessarily physically for now. But in some ways they can know. One moment. A symbol that may work well will be a bright, painted blue-violet character M. Focus on that energy. It represents an ancient connection. And it can act as a beacon drawing all of the energy all of the energy back together. A blue-violet M. Pay attention to your dreams tonight. Tell your mother to your mother to learn to know know when she is dreaming. So that in the dream, she may then go and visit and learn what she needs to learn of his whereabouts. All right. Okay. In a way, this may be in your terms crudely phrased in your language in your language as a translation. But what can provide some energy and some light, whether you may or may not understand it colloquially, is to know the following phrase. The blade of Sargon. Now reflect the light. We thank you. Thank you. Pleasant dreams. Thank you. Powerful dreams. Ancient dreams. Hello, Buchar. Hello! At this time, I'd like to ask a question. It's kind of twofold. I'd like to know the origins of the hermetic order of the Golden Dawn. And personally, for me, how the youth in charging the talismans would work. What you may call the Golden Dawn, to some degree, had some of its origin, at some of its originations in Atlantean time. Though the energy itself, or the way it is expressed upon your planet, is representative of energy that also comes from off of your world in many ways.

know the origins of the hermetic order of the Golden Dawn. And personally, for me, how the youth in charging the talismans would work. What you may call the Golden Dawn, to some degree, had some of its origin, at some of its originations in Atlantean time. Though the energy itself, or the way it is expressed upon your planet, is representative of energy that also comes from off of your world in many ways. But the origins upon your world in that sense, at least can be represented to some degree in Atlantean time. There have been different versions of it represented down through the ages as well. as well. Bits and pieces and remnants surviving to be rebuilt again and again and again and again at various ages and epics in your history. Any of which may seem to be the origin, but which is not. Talismanic vibration is simply an equation, in a sense. It is a signature vibration for a certain idea, a certain perspective, a certain thought. a certain source. You can invoke these vibrations in any way shape or form from you with colors, with sound, with life, with what you call inscriptions, which are in a sense equational formulas. They are, let us say, miniature energy gates, miniature vortexes, vortexes, each of which can be tailor made to a specific type of frequency or energy for a specific purpose, for a specific focus. They can, in a sense, to some degree be considered as looking glasses into different realms, into different worlds, a different level of your world, through which you can allow information to flow by focusing upon that particular vibratory awareness, by creating them in whatever fashion your imagination says, represents that vibratory awareness. All of them are magical because you are magical in that sense. You follow it? Yes. Does that assist? Yes, very much. Thank you very much. Thank you very much for that meditation made you feel really good. Thank you for creating that feeling within yourself. All right, thank you. Sharing. Hello, Bashar. Hello. Hi. I'm asking about a health problem. One moment. Notice how lenient I am being with all of you tonight? Letting you flip the switch this time yourself. Turning on the light as it were. it were. Please, Prousty. Yes, a health problem. All right. I've had a longstanding problem and it's turned into a pain problem that's gone into my muscles, and I was wondering if you could see any treatment, specific treatment, or how to break the cycle. In your terms, along the line of what you call your typical approach, have you already had diagnosis? It's very vague. All right. There's no real concrete. I think it was started from a virus that seemed to go into the muscles. How is your diet? Lousy. You may require some amino and protein complexes to shebe your nerves to shebe your nerves.

could see any treatment, specific treatment, or how to break the cycle. In your terms, along the line of what you call your typical approach, have you already had diagnosis? It's very vague. All right. There's no real concrete. I think it was started from a virus that seemed to go into the muscles. How is your diet? Lousy. You may require some amino and protein complexes to shebe your nerves to shebe your nerves. Some of them may, in a sense, be under pressure and have been stripped. Some of this can be alleviated sometimes through balancing of certain crystalline floors, sometimes what you call fluorite. Sometimes plurts in that way, in the natural state you understand it as clear. Or the blue violet fluoride. Also. what you may call some deep tissue massage or pressure point massage may balance some of this idea out. Some healing energy from the hands of a healer may be of assistance in balancing out as well, but that also may make you very disoriented and dizzy unless you allow yourself also to balance the idea of your diet first. Now in what way, in your term, In your turn, would you prefer to eat? Um, I like sugar. Why? It seems to taste good, and it seems to the foods that are attached to it are kind of some pretty. Pretty, all right. Recognize many individuals, and again, we are not saying this right. or wrong, but simply we are reflecting the idea you are exhibiting in this way. Recognize many individuals will partake of more increase in the idea, the substance you call sugar, because they do feel themselves in many ways to be accelerating. And since they do not know what to do with it or what it is, many times they will mimic that idea with physiological acceleration as well. You follow me? Yes. Now, can you imagine how how you would prefer to feel physically. Put it another way, can you remember what it's like to feel healthy? No, that's the problem. All right. I can't, it's been a long time and I can't get back into that. Oh, I guess you say so. Do you want to get back into that feeling? Yes. Are you sure? Yes, I just feel like I don't know how. I don't know how. All right. But you say you cannot remember what it felt like. Right, it's hard to me to... All right. Then how do you know that you want to get back into that feeling? If you don't know what it's like, how do you know that's the feeling you want? I would just prefer to be out of this feeling. And into what other feeling? You see... Many times the idea in and of itself is simply a lack of willingness to believe that you can create the scenario you prefer in terms of a model for yourself. Now, let's work it another way.

get back into that feeling? If you don't know what it's like, how do you know that's the feeling you want? I would just prefer to be out of this feeling. And into what other feeling? You see... Many times the idea in and of itself is simply a lack of willingness to believe that you can create the scenario you prefer in terms of a model for yourself. Now, let's work it another way. You may be thinking you have to create that model in a specific format and you may be able to create it in another format, in a representative format. Let's put it this way. If you may be able to create it in another format, and I'll use your word if for now, if you were, as you understand the term healthy, what would you be able to do physically that you cannot do now? Back to my work. Back to your work? Yeah. What work? I've acted. Acted, all right. Is that something that you prefer to do? Yes. I feel like I was given an ability to do it. it's a gift. All right. So you enjoy it? It feels right. All right. Very good. Do you know how to act now? Yes. Can you act healthy? That's been the hardest. Why? Why? It's believing in it. And I don't know how to change the belief. I see. What is the belief that you have? What is the belief that you have? How? That I'm not. All right. Or that I can't? All right. You know you have that belief then. Yes. Will you state the belief in a sentence? Will you state the belief in a sentence? That I won't be able to get well. All right. Will you state it another way? I am sick. I am sick. Do you believe that? I'm real confused about it. All right. That is all right for now. Take it a step at a time, as you say. Keep it simple. Do you believe right now that you are ill? Yes. All right. Then say, I believe I am ill. I believe that I am ill. Thank you. That was easy. Now, the next line of dialogue you are trying out for here, auditioning for. Now, all right, I have just read you the line of dialogue. I just read you the line in the script. I believe I am ill. Now, will you do me a favor? You are auditioning for this part. Now, would you please read that line again with feeling? I believe that I am ill. No, I don't believe you. Come, come now. You said that you believe you have natural ability for acting. Now, let me hear some conviction in this life. I believe that I believe that I am. that I am ill. Well... Come on, put some feeling into it. If you're going to believe in something, you better believe in something.

would you please read that line again with feeling? I believe that I am ill. No, I don't believe you. Come, come now. You said that you believe you have natural ability for acting. Now, let me hear some conviction in this life. I believe that I believe that I am. that I am ill. Well... Come on, put some feeling into it. If you're going to believe in something, you better believe in something. Otherwise, why have that belief if you're not going to get behind it? I feel like I've been behind it for a really long time, and I've been behind a suffering of it. Oh, one moment, let me call in the writer. There needs to be a dialogue change. I see this is out of character. is out of character now. That is not the definition of the belief that needs to be in this script. One moment, please. I believe I am tired of being ill. I believe I am tired of being ill. Will you say that with some feelings? I believe that I am tired of being ill. Oh, I felt a little more life in there. Let's just put a period here after the word tired. I believe that I am tired. I believe that I am tired. Oh, that felt it pretty natural. One more time. I believe that I am tired. I believe that I am tired. Oh, very good. You get the part. You get to play a person who believes that he is tired. Now this person, let's do a little character building here. Is it fair to say that this person is tired because she has been ill? Or are there some other reasons as well? I came up recently with the idea. I've been working with the pain problem, and it's very hard for me not to believe otherwise when I'm in actual physical pain. Oh. So that's the problem. Method acting. I see. Some actors will go to any late to ensure that they really know the part. I really living it, really feeling it. If I'm going to understand anguish, well, I want some pain if I really know what it's about. Yeah, I'm really feeling the pain. All right, all right. Let's close the script for a moment. In a sense, what is going on on a general underlying level. level is that you have simply been brought up to believe that you do need to suffer in order to have an ingrained understanding of things you have been taught to believe you need to understand. Yes, and I believe that and I would like to release that because it's not fun. All right, all right. Do you understand that it is not necessary? Yes, I do. All right. Why? And I don't, and I understand it on one level and I don't know how to release it. Alright. What level do you understand it of? I understand it intellectually.

things you have been taught to believe you need to understand. Yes, and I believe that and I would like to release that because it's not fun. All right, all right. Do you understand that it is not necessary? Yes, I do. All right. Why? And I don't, and I understand it on one level and I don't know how to release it. Alright. What level do you understand it of? I understand it intellectually. What does that mean? The concept of it, I feel like I understand it in my spirit, but my body doesn't get it. Your body. Why is your body different than your spirit? It's kind of feeling like a dead weight. The idea may feel that way. But that is not the way in which I actually ask the question. Why do you equate the idea that a body is not a spirit? It's because it's something that I can see as being real. and concrete and I can't really see my spirit. Oh, you can't? Yes, you can. Anytime you look in a mirror, you are seeing your spirit. You have been taught to believe that your body and your spirit are separate entities. They are not. From up a