Unfoldment Of Personality (Part 4 of 4)

operas. Oh. I've already worked in soap operas. I've already worked in, um, you know, just a good general, um, cross-section of everything to do with the entertainment, movie, film, TV, everything, you know, just about, just about, except for, you know, there's one category I haven't, but that's okay, I'm not gonna name that. Do you want to act? Yeah, and I want to do it in soap operas. That would be the most exciting way you could imagine to express you. can imagine to express yourself. Yes, I have a lot of emotion. I tend to be really excessively negative and positively. And it's like I've been experienced all this anger towards these people that have taken advantage of me, you know? And it's like, I get up every morning and I'm living with this woman that, you know, she was one of the people that helped to take thousands and thousands of dollars from me with my permission this year. And it's like I'm being forced to live with her right now. And it's like I'm having to control my anger because... Is she with you in your automobile? Foxx, you said you were living in your car. I'm living in my car pretty much. That's my meditation centering space. But I have, I use her place as a crash pad. Crash. Yeah. But you prefer to make a soft Latin. Well, now I would. All right. May I ask you a question? Sure. Thank you very much. Have you acted upon all the opportunities that exist for you to be able to express yourself in the way you say you wish to? Have you talked with the individuals who may be connected to that idea? Well, something happened this week. Oh, all right. That really inspired me. Oh, all right. for to get a regular job as a receptionist in a law office, because that pays the... I've always experienced in that, and that I could make the most money quickly, you know, so I could get my own apartment. Then I was going to go into that thing. But what happened was I ended up coincidentally getting a job with triad artists as a receptionist. Oh, triad. Oh. And... And... How much we love triads. Yeah. And I was sitting there answering the phones and going crazy and trying to be normal and... Why? Because I needed to make some money quick. I had... Oh, you're saying the only way to have abundance is to be normal. Well, I was experimenting. Oh, thank you. Okay? Yes. You know, because nothing was working. I didn't want to lose my apartment. I didn't want them to take my car away, you know? I don't want to live under a tree. That's too much. Not a nice place to live. No, but it would be... Well, the tree thinks so. Okay, it would be called, you know? Oh. That's a bit too much, okay.

normal. Well, I was experimenting. Oh, thank you. Okay? Yes. You know, because nothing was working. I didn't want to lose my apartment. I didn't want them to take my car away, you know? I don't want to live under a tree. That's too much. Not a nice place to live. No, but it would be... Well, the tree thinks so. Okay, it would be called, you know? Oh. That's a bit too much, okay. And, um, anyway, what happened was that all these people to do with entertainment started coming in like actors and actresses, and some of them were, you know, their egos, like, you know, really obnoxious. Some of them were really... nice and it was like, I looked at this and I thought, well, God, I have a choice. I would rather be doing that than doing this. Oh. You know? Yes. And? And... And so, did you start acting in the way you wish to act to be one of those people? Seeing in both of them, both polarities, the opportunity to decide what about being one of those people you prefer to be and what you don't prefer to be? Well, it wasn't till today that I made up my mind. Oh, all right. And it's... Cleared up your definitions, then? The only thing that I'm creating is a dilemma is because I really don't like my living situation. I'm living sometimes at my boyfriends, which that's fine. But I don't like living with this woman because I have all this anger. Then don't. Then where am I going to live? I can't live with my boyfriend all the time. Why do you not, in that sense, trust that there is a place for you? Because I don't know where it is. I mean, you know, my brother... As soon as you start acting like the person you want to be, you will. Understand? As soon as you start acting like the person you say you want to be, you will attract the things that belong to that person. Okay. Is this making sense? Yeah, it is, except... Except you don't trust that much? I do trust, but I don't know. Well, what do you mean? Should I get up tomorrow and just go to the casting people? and give them my picture and resume. Why not? Why not? You know, and I'll have enough minutes to get an apartment tomorrow. Maybe. You might. If you need that, if you really need that, if that is really the path of least resistance, that will help support the person you say you want to be. And if you are that person, then that's what will happen. Whatever will be the path of least resistance to support you will be what happens as soon as you start being the person you say you want to be. Automatically, instantly. What's the word you have? Miraculously. Which is not a miracle at all.

that is really the path of least resistance, that will help support the person you say you want to be. And if you are that person, then that's what will happen. Whatever will be the path of least resistance to support you will be what happens as soon as you start being the person you say you want to be. Automatically, instantly. What's the word you have? Miraculously. Which is not a miracle at all. Miracles are not out of the ordinary. In fact, miracles are the normal state of things when you allow them to be so. Why can't it happen that quickly? Is there some law of the universe that says it can't happen that way? No, no. You don't have to create the expectation that it must happen that way, and so if you don't see it happen exactly that way, you'll think you have failed. But be the person you really want to be and act like the person you really want to be, and then whatever is the path of least resistance that will be the most, abundantly supported of you will come into your life. The opportunity will be there. You'll recognize it. You'll act on it. Act upon the thing that excites you the most when it comes in out of all the opportunities that you will be able to do. It will be represented, whether it seems connected or not, of the thing that will support you the best. Okay, so the fact that I have interviews for regular jobs with law offices again tomorrow. Does that excite you? No, not at all. I believe you. Okay. Then it is our suggestion, not that we will ever tell you. want to do, but if it really doesn't excite you, it's our suggestion that if you, in that sense, involve yourself in those interactions, you will be choosing to make the things you really want take longer. Okay. Because you will be spending your energy in the direction that you don't want to. So just throw it away and just... Transform it. Okay. Do the things you really prefer. Act like the person now that you say you want to be. If you were the person you want to be, would you be doing things differently than what you're doing now? Would you be acting differently? Would you be approaching people differently? Would there be people you would approach that you're not approaching now simply because you don't think you're that person yet? Approach them. Be the person you want to be. Approach them. You know you're going to be approaching them with integrity. You don't have to worry about the idea of not having integrity. If you know you're doing it with integrity, approach them. Don't be afraid to. You'll get the response that will steer you where you need to be steered. Automatically. Flow into it. flow into the person you want to be.

person yet? Approach them. Be the person you want to be. Approach them. You know you're going to be approaching them with integrity. You don't have to worry about the idea of not having integrity. If you know you're doing it with integrity, approach them. Don't be afraid to. You'll get the response that will steer you where you need to be steered. Automatically. Flow into it. flow into the person you want to be. Be that person, you will have the lifestyle of that person. You cannot have the lifestyle of the person you want to be if you're not being that person in all the ways that you can. How do I get rid of this anger? The anger is only towards these people. I know it's towards myself. I know it's towards myself too. Then understand what natural anger is for. Natural anger in the first stages is an alignment energy. You are seeing this. something around you that you know you're not. You automatically experience the rush of energy alignment that allows you to know quite clearly what you actually are as compared to what you are not. There is no reason to judge or invalidate them. They have shown you what you are not. Thank them. Thank you for allowing me to see through you what I do not prefer in my life. Thank you for allowing me, therefore, to have a clearer idea of what I do prefer. I love you. I love you, goodbye. You understand? I feel like saying, I hate you, I hate you, goodbye. Then you only hate yourself and you slow yourself down. I know. Okay. Do you really believe that by them showing you what they have shown you that they have actually turned you more clearly onto the path of who you are? Yes, I do. Why would you hate them for that? Yeah, I know. It is a service. It is a service. And do not forget, you attracted them. Yeah, I know. Well then, the saying I hate you, I hate you, is saying, I don't work. I don't function. I don't work. I don't believe in myself. I don't trust myself. That's when you start putting your anger and projecting it outward as hate. Yeah. Because all you're doing when you scream at them is scream into yourself, I don't believe in me. Yeah. They are giving you a very clear opportunity to understand that that's the belief you had. And now you can change it because they are showing you clearly what you do not prefer so that you can now choose more clearly what you do. All you have to do is say thank you very much. See you later. Okay. And get on with being the person you really want to be. That will bring you what you need instantly. Yeah. All right. Okay. Thank you. Well, thank you very much. What a soap opera that was.

it because they are showing you clearly what you do not prefer so that you can now choose more clearly what you do. All you have to do is say thank you very much. See you later. Okay. And get on with being the person you really want to be. That will bring you what you need instantly. Yeah. All right. Okay. Thank you. Well, thank you very much. What a soap opera that was. And thank you very much for all your interaction. I've been using all of your tapes as self-hypnosis and playing it over and over again in my car and look what's happened. It's great. We thank you for allowing us to reflect to you the full measure of love each and every one of you is. And at this timing, we reflect that to all of you. To thank each and every one of you for the co-creation of this interaction which has given us unbridled joy and and unlimited ecstasy. We thank you for allowing us to feel you, to share with you, to dream beings as lovely as yourselves in our reality. Remember, remember, who and what you are, and what you are, and be, and be, and be who you know, you know, yourself. selves to be. It is up to you. We thank you and bid you a fond and loving. Good day and good night. Let it go. Thank you. Thanks, Carol.