Part 1
And my actions now today are a lot different than they used to be. I understand. Well, I remain a free person. What do you mean by that? Well, I had some situations before in my past where I put myself in a situation to be, growing up as a juvenile, in juvenile homes and jail and stuff like I had. I don't think I ever really, you know, heard anybody in the sense, you know, it was more, you know, like, stealing, things, you know, smoking, weed, things, things like... Why would you choose, in that sense, to do the things that you know in your society, would have a reaction to limit your freedom? Well, it's not that I'm doing them anymore. Well, then why are you asking the question? Will you remain a free person? I'm just wondering, will my past ever come back to bite me, you know? Like, well, the things that, well, what you put out comes back. Are you the same person? No, I'm a different person. person. Then how can you have the same past? I remember you said that the future and the past changes on the now. It does. Because the future and the past don't exist per se. They are all, all, in a in a sense random probability assortment. You can connect to any variety of pasts and futures. Now is all that exists. And what you call the past and what you call the future are just different versions of now. So you decide the past. So you decide, based on who you are, now, in what you call the present, you thus then, by your choices here and now, create connections to other parallel realities that, from your linear space-time perspective, you tend to view or label as the past or the future. Well, in the past I went and I joined the military. So, the guard, and I'm all, and I'm all, and, uh, Well, okay, do they know I was going to do that? Who? The people you were saying, the military association, I had, um, from the human perspective. There was a degree of probability. Right. That they were aware of that you might. Right. But so what? Again, what you choose to connect to and what you choose to draw upon, to define yourself in the present is all that counts. in terms of what you will continue to experience. So it's like, it's all based on, it doesn't have anything to do with any of that stuff, it's all based on what I decide right now. The only thing it has to do with is the connections you choose to make. Right. Because you're making those connections and creating that state of being now. I understand. It's not coming from the past. It's all just reflections of who, you know. It's how you're defining yourself in the present. Right.
Part 2
based on, it doesn't have anything to do with any of that stuff, it's all based on what I decide right now. The only thing it has to do with is the connections you choose to make. Right. Because you're making those connections and creating that state of being now. I understand. It's not coming from the past. It's all just reflections of who, you know. It's how you're defining yourself in the present. Right. how you define yourself in the present, gives you the experience of connecting to something in another parallel reality that you're calling the past. And that's been happening because I'll go through phases where I'll think nothing about positive thoughts. Yes. And, you know, sometimes me and my mother, when I talk to her, we get into arguments and stuff. Yeah. And I try to respond as positively as possible. Yes. And I notice that positive stuff comes out of that. Only positive, I only get positive. Of course. And then again, you can also learn. to allow yourself to understand. It's not just about positive thoughts. It's about understanding. It's about beliefs and definitions. It's about knowing that that's the state of being you prefer and thus always coming from that state of being, knowing that everything that happens is serving you in a positive way, and thus then you don't need to get into any kind of an argument. Right.