Your Excitement Cannot Bring You A Negative Experience

Hello, Bashar. And are you good day. It's wonderful to meet you in waking life. I have a question involving a word I know you like, sabotage, self-sabotage. In terms of following my highest excitement, I find myself self-sabotaging. Yes. And I'm wondering if... What are you afraid of in terms of acting your excitement? of acting your excitement out fully. It's interesting. The only reason that you would hold yourself back is because you're afraid of something. You've defined something about living your excitement that is scary to you. So what is it? That's what I'm trying to discover. Well, it's not that difficult. All you have to do is amplify the fear, magnify the fear, and ask the question in your imagination, what is the worst possible, most terrifying thing I can imagine will have I can imagine will happen if I actually just live my fullest excitement. And then if you're willing to get an answer, you'll get an answer. If you're not willing to get an answer, you won't. But the only reason you wouldn't be willing is because you're buying into the idea, buying into the definition, as contradictory as this may actually be, you're buying into the definition that your excitement can actually somehow bring you something that is negative. negative. Yes. And by definition, your excitement can't do that. Why would you have a definition of excitement that contains the idea of a negative experience? That's not a definition of excitement, is it? Is it? No, but I have a belief that. Yes, I know you do. That's what I'm saying. Yes. And your belief is that if you live to your fullest excitement, what are you afraid might happen? Yes. Well, what is it? What are you afraid of? Don't tell me you're trying to figure it out. Just be honest. Use your imagination. See the scenario. What are you afraid will happen? I think I'm afraid of rejection. By whom? By the people I've created in my reality. Get ready to laugh. She's afraid of creating rejection, yet by holding herself herself back, she's rejecting herself. Yes. So you've already experienced rejection. So what's to be afraid of? If someone else simply reflects back to you, the rejection you're already creating for yourself. It's just a lesson. That's all just a reflection. And it means that you don't have to do that. That's why the reflection is being given to you. To give you a choice. to believe in rejecting yourself or to understand that you don't need to do that. And when you understand you don't need to reject yourself, it won't matter whether anyone else actually offers you rejection or not. Because if they offer you rejection and you're not rejecting yourself, you won't take what they're offering you as if it has anything to do with you.

reflection is being given to you. To give you a choice. to believe in rejecting yourself or to understand that you don't need to do that. And when you understand you don't need to reject yourself, it won't matter whether anyone else actually offers you rejection or not. Because if they offer you rejection and you're not rejecting yourself, you won't take what they're offering you as if it has anything to do with you. You won't take it personally because you'll realize it has to do with them and their issues, and then you can't take it. can have compassion. Oh, le povo. Poor little thing, why are you experiencing the rejection of yourself but projecting it on to me? Is it because perhaps I could help you understand that you don't have to reject yourself? As I have discovered, I don't need to do for myself. I'm happy to do that. When you do that, you'll find that if they want to hold on to their rejection, they'll run away from you very quickly. And then in that sense, you will only be left with people, with people surrounding you who are willing to support you to the degree that you're willing to support yourself. Yes. Does that help you? It does, thank you. So in terms of following my highest excitement is bringing my spirit down through me into my expression in terms of performing. Yes. Heaven on earth. Absolutely. And I find that I create for myself blockages Because, why are you calling them blockages? I get thrown off. So what? If I'm surrounded by energy, it throws me off very quickly and it blocks me. No, it does not throw you off. You choose to be thrown off. It doesn't throw you off. I find it hard to hold my grounding. You choose to find it hard. You need to start taking responsibility for your experiences. Stop blaming the situation and and start understanding that you're reacting to the situation in a way that you don't prefer to and you need to ask yourself why. Well, start examining that, start exploring that. It doesn't do anything. It doesn't throw you off. It isn't difficult. It isn't hard. You make it hard. You make it difficult. You choose to be thrown off. Ask yourself why. You would get something out of doing that. And then you'll start understanding what that definition is and you'll let it go if it no longer serves you. But as long as you believe it serves you to choose being thrown off or choose experiencing difficulty, you'll hold on to it and won't let it go. So, but you have to first take responsibility for the actual experience. You can't say that it's just something that happens. I just get thrown off. No, you don't. You choose to be thrown off. For your own reasons. Find out what those reasons are.

serves you. But as long as you believe it serves you to choose being thrown off or choose experiencing difficulty, you'll hold on to it and won't let it go. So, but you have to first take responsibility for the actual experience. You can't say that it's just something that happens. I just get thrown off. No, you don't. You choose to be thrown off. For your own reasons. Find out what those reasons are. And if you find out you don't prefer those reasons, let them go. them go. Absolutely. All right? So, knowing that I create every situation, I create my own reality. Yes. Why am I still create, why am I visualizing things? Because you have an expectation for how you think the outcome should look. Yes. Do you remember the entire formula of acting on your excitement? Obviously you don't. I do. Well, what is it? act on your excitement every moment with no regard to the outcome. Well, why are you regarding the outcome? Yes. Well? Because I feel that my highest excitement is to want certain things. No. Your highest excitement is never to want certain things unless your highest excitement is to remain in the state of wanting and never actually having. Do you understand that wanting is its own state? Oh, I'm so sick of it. Then stop wanting. Because the more you want, the more you stay in the state of wanting and never actually having. Wanting is its own state. Wanting is not having. Wanting will never attract the experience of having. Wanting only attracts more wanting. Are you understanding that a little more clearly? Are you understanding that a little more clearly? The cart before the horse. The idea, therefore, is to stop wanting and start having. Start knowing that every single thing you need is here. They will manifest themselves and become visible to you, which is the actual definition of manifestation. They will become visible to you when you are on a certain wavelength that matches that thing that is here. But it's all here. You don't have to want anything. Wanting implies you don't have it. You do have it. But you will not experience it until the right timing. Trust the timing of your life. If you don't trust the way your life is unfolding, that's why you start going into wanting, because you think something's not working. You think something is wrong. Yes, that's absolutely. But it's not. You're just creating the experience that you think it is. If you just allow yourself to know that nothing is wrong and everything is working just fine, you'll start experiencing that everything is by dropping your assumptions and insistence and expectations and expectations. that things have to happen a certain way, and if they don't happen a certain way, something must be wrong, I'm running into an obstacle, I'm going off course, I'm having difficulty.

You're just creating the experience that you think it is. If you just allow yourself to know that nothing is wrong and everything is working just fine, you'll start experiencing that everything is by dropping your assumptions and insistence and expectations and expectations. that things have to happen a certain way, and if they don't happen a certain way, something must be wrong, I'm running into an obstacle, I'm going off course, I'm having difficulty. All those definitions are creating your experience of not understanding that your life is working just fine. It's just that you're working your life, you're using the fact that your life works just fine to create scenarios and experiences to make it seem as if it's not. But obviously, if your life wasn't working, you wouldn't be able to create scenarios that make it seem like it's not. You just need to use the tool in a different way. You have to see that the actual proof your life is working is that you can actually manifest an experience as if it's not. You couldn't manifest an experience that your life wasn't working if your life actually wasn't working. Because your life is actually manifesting everything. You are manifesting everything. So choose between the idea of the manifestation, that everything is working, and the manifestation that it's not. But both are manifestations. So you're never not manifesting. It's just that you need to choose the quality, the type, the style of manifestation that you prefer. Remember, as we have reminded you before, many of your people on your planet think you're only using about 10 to 15% of your brain, but that's nonsense. You're using 100% of your brain, but you're using 100% of your brain to make it seem to be. is if you're only using 10. So just understand that the only reason you could experience the idea of 10% of your brain is if you're actually using 100% of your brain to make that experience seem real. And when you realize, oh, I am using 100% of my brain, just not in the way I prefer to, then perhaps you can start using your brain in the way that you want, in the way that you prefer. Do you understand? Yeah. Does that help you? It does. I think there's a difference between, as you see, grasping something intellectually and it actually dropping down into the consciousness. Well, this is why we say that action and knowing are synonymous. And of course, the beginning of allowing that idea of separation experience to dissolve is to not make a difference between the idea of an intellectual understanding and a true knowing. Because many times when people say, well, I understand that intellectually, well, no, you don't understand it. Because you're making it. differentiation that intellectual understanding and knowing it has to be something different. It doesn't really have to be. You know what you know. Period. What you don't know, you don't know.

idea of separation experience to dissolve is to not make a difference between the idea of an intellectual understanding and a true knowing. Because many times when people say, well, I understand that intellectually, well, no, you don't understand it. Because you're making it. differentiation that intellectual understanding and knowing it has to be something different. It doesn't really have to be. You know what you know. Period. What you don't know, you don't know. Period. Period. That's it. You don't have to say, well, I have an intellectual understanding. A true understanding means you know it, you live it, you breathe it. You do it. Now, you might say, well, I have some sort of mental comprehension of the concept the concept in general, if that's what you mean by an intellectual understanding, well, that's fine. But the idea of having some form of a comprehension of how a different language might be similar to the language you're familiar with doesn't mean that you're actually speaking that language. Speak the language. Do you understand? Yes. All right. Does that help? It does.