Part 1
Hi, Beth Shar. I know you. Good day. Good day. So I have a question if you can help me understand my connection with this person called it. Ed? Ed. Yes. Is that a horse? No. It's a person. Oh, I see. All right. Yes. Ed, Ed, Ed. Yes. Yes. We met 20 years ago. It was instant. We recognized each other. We both started crying, saying, oh my God, it's you. Yes. And then I got married to someone else, but I kept having all these dreams of him. All right. The dreams told me I had to find him, and we were on this amazing spiritual path together. Yes. So I went and found him again, and it was instant love again. All right. And so my marriage fell apart. Everything fell apart. Amazing synchronicities happened. Yes. And it kind of turned into a nightmare after that. A nightmare? In what context? Are you not within? No. Why not? No. he totally caught contact with me. Because? I think fear. He was married as well. There's a lot of... All right. Perhaps you went into this assuming that it had to be expressed in a certain way and it needed to be expressed in another way. Yeah, I've thought about that. I actually wrote a book about the whole thing. Oh, all right. Was that cathartic and therapeutic for you? Very much so. Thank you. Yes. The idea is to, again, always understand that clear communication, with all parties involved in all relationships is of paramount importance so that you can clearly understand what the reason in the reflections in the relationship are actually for rather than going off of assumptions based on societal understanding. Right. Yes? Because you are there to reflect things to each other to help you understand more of who you each are. Absolutely. That's what all relationships are for. Right. And even though you may not necessarily be physically in proximity to one another, The relationship still exists because it is still serving you by allowing you to discover more of who you are in relation to that individual. Right. Yes? Yes. All right. Okay. And so my other question is, I wrote this book and it's very personal, but I feel like it's amazing story. All right, and so. But if I put it out, it might hurt him. He's in the public eye. All right. Well, you could call him Ted. Okay. Or Fred. Okay, I've done that. All right. I guess that's it. You can also allow yourself to simply arrange whatever needs to be arranged, to not cross the barriers of what might be inappropriate without an agreement with that individual, and still capture the essence of your story in terms of what people actually need to understand from it. You don't always have to go into all the minutia and details to get the point across. You understand? Yes. Okay. Yes? Does that help you? Yes.
Part 2
You can also allow yourself to simply arrange whatever needs to be arranged, to not cross the barriers of what might be inappropriate without an agreement with that individual, and still capture the essence of your story in terms of what people actually need to understand from it. You don't always have to go into all the minutia and details to get the point across. You understand? Yes. Okay. Yes? Does that help you? Yes. Then allow yourself the opportunity to recognize that you were simply given a chance to follow the currants and eddies of their energy. Okay. All right? All right, thank you. Does that help you? Yeah, I guess my other question is, like, will I ever see him again? I don't know. You don't know. Okay. Because things are always in flux. There is no such thing as this. the future. Right. There is only an infinite number of probable realities, and your energy being in flux in the way that it is right now is not settled into a pattern enough for us to read as being inevitable. You understand? Yes. And that's a good thing to be in flux, because it means you can go in any direction you wish, any direction that is truly representative of your core vibrational frequency. It's really up to you. You're at a crossroads, and that means all possibilities are before you are. are before you in every direction, yes? Yes. All right. Isn't that fun? Very. It's exciting. Yes. All right. One moment. Therefore, this is all part and parcel of your education. All right. All right. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you very much.