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Creative Conflict (Part 3 of 4)

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Exactly. Okay. And then I started wondering, what is my connection with all of this? You know? An interesting and large-scale subject. Yes. Yes. I like that. Okay. You caught the pun. I got it. Thank you. Okay. Large scale. Yes. Dragon. Uh-huh. So how do I fit into all this? Good question. Are you going to tell me something more, please? No. Well, then it'll just come to me over time like everything else. Are you certain? Yes. Thank you. That's how it works. Then you will have more help in your dream state. Okay. I notice also I've been experiencing my ears becoming warm, sometimes the right ear, sometimes the left ear. And curiously, I was looking in the mirror the other day, and my left ear was red, but it didn't seem warm. And it was markedly more red than the other. red than the other. And so I've been observing this and looking for what this is telling me. I haven't got a clear definition at this juncture. There are energies moving through your system that are causing expansions in the capillaries and the veins and vessels within your body. So that there is a redistribution of the flow of life, essential force, blood, other fluids, enzymes, redistribution in that sense and rebalancing. That sounds wonderful. I'm very pleased to hear that. It is also pointing out that in some senses you are auditorily oriented. Could you tell me more of that, please? Plainly stated. You are oriented to receiving a lot of your information through hearing more than anything else. Through listening more than anything else. Yes. It is a sign that that's where your energy is flowing to and that there may need to be a balancing in other areas so that you can receive information on more levels. unless you feel that that is sufficient in how it works for you. I'm pleased to take information in any form in any way, so I'll be happy to access it in any way than I can. All right. I notice that this sometimes happens when I'm playing with my computer, and I'm wondering if that is triggering anything. Sometimes the electromagnetic fields around many of your computers may trigger such a reaction in your bodies, yes. And that is an opportunity for you to allow you for you to allow yourself to recognize that there may be some imbalance there that needs to be put back in to balance. Do you have suggestions for me as to how I can be of assistance in this process? Well, in this particular case, as you have mentioned it, I would recommend to each and every one of you that you be at least two and a half to three feet away from your computer. I have a laptop and sometimes... Get a longer lap.

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some imbalance there that needs to be put back in to balance. Do you have suggestions for me as to how I can be of assistance in this process? Well, in this particular case, as you have mentioned it, I would recommend to each and every one of you that you be at least two and a half to three feet away from your computer. I have a laptop and sometimes... Get a longer lap. Though you would understand that what you call your laptop devices do not necessarily just generate the same strength of electromagnetic field as what you call your desktop devices do. Are you, am I to understand here that it's less of a transmission that's put out? Somewhat? Uh-huh. I have thought that I need to be a little close in order to see because I wear glasses and to see clearly a small screen. Do you have suggestions about how this could be? Then simply take time to rebalance yourself. Make sure, make certain, either in meditation and or in relaxing, salt baths that you are rebalancing your energy field and or taking time to simply walk and experience nature and relax in a way to bring yourself back into balance and not spend too much time within that particular electromagnetic focus. Okay, thank you. Some time ago, I realized that I have a friend whose name is Grace, who I think is probably a Nordic being, a tallish androgynous, androgynous being. All right. With blondish hair, you know, bangs. This being seems to be seven or eight feet tall. In your perspective, all right? Yeah. And I always say that I walk with grace. All right. Fair enough. Missed that pun, did you? No, I didn't. Not at all right. Well, maybe I did, but now I have it, thanks. Well, some time ago, I'm not certain when, but since there is any time, that's not important anyway. not important anyway. There is time as you create there to be time. Do not dismiss it out of hand. All right. I'm trying to be clear. I think I brought this up in your presence another time, a situation in which I... One moment. A suggestion. Thank you. To many of you. Sometimes you muddy yourselves when you try too hard to be clear. Just be yourself. Okay. Okay. In a situation in which I was creating or repeating a mantra, I guess. Yes. I found that I left my physical form and was entering a room where I think about six to eight beings in white were seated around, it seems like it was an eight-sided or six-sided table. Yes, so? And I was coming into the room. Yes. And I was also dressed like. like these beings. Yes. And then I awakened. Yes. I asked you about this experience. I'm somehow connecting grace with this. Yes. Correct. Okay. Can you tell me a little? No. Okay. Well... Step by step.

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where I think about six to eight beings in white were seated around, it seems like it was an eight-sided or six-sided table. Yes, so? And I was coming into the room. Yes. And I was also dressed like. like these beings. Yes. And then I awakened. Yes. I asked you about this experience. I'm somehow connecting grace with this. Yes. Correct. Okay. Can you tell me a little? No. Okay. Well... Step by step. You'll figure it out by not trying so hard to figure it out. Well, it's just a lot of fun. Yes, it is. It's very exciting. That is what will get you further. I love the whole thing. That is what we'll get you furthest. The mystery and the joy and the exploration is just a... It's just a really fun thing. I love it. And I appreciate so much being able to talk with you. And you as well, and now that you have brought up the idea of androgyny, we will for the first time reveal that there is in our society a third gender, which is no gender at all. There are a few, very few, yet a substantial count, but few. within our society that are absolutely, absolutely devoid in a sense of any gender at all. These in our ancient language are called the Ileani. They mirror both sides and neither. They serve a very particular function to remind us of the balance that each side seeks. We will leave you this. tidbit of information and move on. Thank you. Good day. Good day. I wanted to talk to you about my brain scan. Brain scan. All right. You went ahead and explored that idea. Well, I made an appointment with a neurologist. Yes. I told him you sent me. And he was surprisingly open to that. All right. Now he seems to think I need one. And I'm extremely resistant to this idea. Why? I don't know. Are you afraid? Probably. Of something that they might find. Yeah. All right. Yeah. I have an MRI on Monday. All right. It's a fairly, they inject dye. They do this. I understand. Mess magnetically with your neurons and... I understand. Do I still need to do this? It is. It is not the idea of need. It is the idea that we suggest that this path and taking this path will not necessarily reveal what you may think, but it will push you in the direction to allow you to see something that you otherwise might make yourself miss. I cannot be clearer than that. I apologize. You are in mid-process with this idea, and though it is rare, we strongly suggest you continue, because it is going to put you in a place and in a position and in a frame of mind. to be able to see something that otherwise it might take you longer to see or that you might create yourself to never see.

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you otherwise might make yourself miss. I cannot be clearer than that. I apologize. You are in mid-process with this idea, and though it is rare, we strongly suggest you continue, because it is going to put you in a place and in a position and in a frame of mind. to be able to see something that otherwise it might take you longer to see or that you might create yourself to never see. This is in some senses unorthodox, but so are you. Thank you. You're welcome. Monday will be the beginning of a new perspective. And once you have gone through that experience, we will then discuss it with you further, but not until you've gone through it. At the same time, always follow your truth, but make sure you are simply not reacting to your fear. And staying away from something just for that reason. Be brave, be bold. Have conviction that you are, in yourself, complete. Complete. and as you say in your language, okay, no matter what, you are okay. Because you will know how to use whatever happens in a way you add, heretofore not imagined, it could be used. And you will be amazed at what new perspective you will have. And this is why you are charting this course and choosing this course and choosing the this path that we are only reflecting to you. Do you follow? Do you follow me at all? Yeah, yeah, I do. Magnetic resonance is what you are going to allow yourself to experience, but you are going to make something different of it. I can't give away too many surprises. I can't give away too many surprises. give away too many surprises and too many secrets because you don't want me to. But you're going to make something different of it than what you think right now. Because right now you're thinking through a glass darkly. Okay. Pleasant dreams. You have help. All of you have help. You always all have, always had, always had. all the help you ever need, be open to it, let go, release. It is not giving up control per se, but it is surrendering to the control you are already a part of. Do you follow me? I think so. Let yourself slide, as you say, into the control you are already a part of. Do you follow me? a new reality. Let the vibration of the magnetic resonance put you in touch with that no point you have experienced in the paralysis field. Therein you will discover a key that can be turned in more ways than you ever dreamt possible. And you will learn how to use that key in profound and powerful ways. Are you with me? Yes. Then I am with you. Thank you. And we will be with you on your day of the moon. Thank you very much. Does that help? Yes, it does. Thank you. You. Good day. Collective consciousness.

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paralysis field. Therein you will discover a key that can be turned in more ways than you ever dreamt possible. And you will learn how to use that key in profound and powerful ways. Are you with me? Yes. Then I am with you. Thank you. And we will be with you on your day of the moon. Thank you very much. Does that help? Yes, it does. Thank you. You. Good day. Collective consciousness. I wondered how it was true. One moment, one moment. All of you together say collective consciousness. Collective consciousness. Thank you. You're welcome. Rosie. Okay. I wondered how it was perceived off planet. What factors are involved? Because obviously, beings from off planet, whether it's taking a reading or whether it's reading feeling tones or thought forms. I was just curious how it worked. How it worked. All right? Let me give you an analogy. You are flying in a plane above your ocean. How do you perceive? the ocean? By seeing whatever's there. What do you perceive it to be? How would you describe it at first glance? If there are no clouds, I have already speculated that there are none if you can see it. Right. Okay. I would see it as a flat form. I would see the color. Would you? All right. Depends on how high you are. Right. If you go lower, would you not see it undulate? Yes. Would you not see fluctuations? Right. If you go lower, would you not perceive that there are discrete life forms within it. Right. That there are perhaps different temperatures, different, as you would say, currents within it. Yes. There are different degrees of salonization and mineralization and content and temperature within it. Yes. Yet from a height, would you see any of that? No. Well, you have a good analogy. Okay. Is the higher self or the collective, all of our higher selves, is the higher selves, higher selves in some sense are involved in this. Of course. They make it up, as do you. But some of the things that we create on one level, is it coming from that higher place that we all are? It is all directions simultaneously, but from your linear perspective, it might appear to be coming from a higher level first. Yes. Okay. But I ask you, this question, which is not necessarily as philosophical as it may at first sound, answer however you wish, in speaking of water to use your analogy, when does one drop become two? When for some reason it splits? splits. When does one drop become two? When you see it is two? Thank you. That will open up a lot of information to you if you if you understand it regarding your question. Okay. The higher self has the propensity to see the one drop to see the two drops as one and the one drop as two.

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to use your analogy, when does one drop become two? When for some reason it splits? splits. When does one drop become two? When you see it is two? Thank you. That will open up a lot of information to you if you if you understand it regarding your question. Okay. The higher self has the propensity to see the one drop to see the two drops as one and the one drop as two. Within all that, the physical level of your perception and perspective chooses discreetly how it will relate to all of those concepts at any given moment. Is this helping? Yes. Does this hold true? Does this hold true for all beings in the universe? Yes. Because there is one and there is all. Is that not the second law? That's right. Well, does that clarify it then? Yes. All right. And? I had another question about El Nino. Yes. It appears to be a co-creation of the Earth energy and the collective consciousness. Of course. And it is, in that sense, an entity. an entity. In a sense, yes. And... All things are consciousness. Right. And from my perspective, it seems as though this is going to be with us for a while, that it will not only be the baby of this year, but it will grow, and I don't mean that in a negative sense. I understand. It will fluctuate. There will be rises and falls. But it is actually consciousness. Everything is consciousness. that's all there is. But not necessarily as you consider your own consciousness to be. Right. But it is consciousness. Yes. Well, because I do feel it is a co-creation between the Earth and the collective consciousness. That's... Yes. Okay. Does this help you? Yes. Thank you very much. Thank you. You! And then you. Number two, do you know who you are? Number one good day. Greetings. It's always a pleasure to talk to you. And you as well. Um. Oh, oh, I never know which one to start with. The hybrid, my hybrid children. Nice. I had five of them sort of pinned down for a while and then you threw a couple more in there. Pinned down. Yeah. It's easier for me to just concentrate on one. concentrate on one. Oh, all right. And like, on one hand, but then on the other hand, I imagine times of just tugging a whole pile of kids. A pile of kids. All right. And I always think if, it doesn't matter if they're mine or not, they're welcome. All right? In a sense, that is so. They belong to all of you. Okay. And they belong to none of you. Kids on earth, they have a lot of desires and needs. desires and needs. Yes. And I was wondering if any of my hybrids had any requests. Yes. From me. For me. Yes. Your favorite piece of music, they like to hear that.

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it doesn't matter if they're mine or not, they're welcome. All right? In a sense, that is so. They belong to all of you. Okay. And they belong to none of you. Kids on earth, they have a lot of desires and needs. desires and needs. Yes. And I was wondering if any of my hybrids had any requests. Yes. From me. For me. Yes. Your favorite piece of music, they like to hear that. As many times as you like to hear it. As many times as you are willing to play it, they like to hear it in your vibration. The vibration of what you consider to be at any given moment your favorite piece of music will create or set up a vibration that will act. as a bridge and a link to make it easier for them to connect to you and vice versa. So anytime you are willing to decide at any given moment what your favorite piece of music is and play it, it will help strengthen the contact between you and communication thereof. And I can, whenever I'm listening to music, that could be my favorite. Because I don't, actually I don't listen to music a whole lot. There's one that I listened to. I did not say that it had to occur with any particular frequency. Yeah, I know. I was just using the idea that I could use music as the... music as the bridge. Yes. You can. Because I don't like to nail it down to one either. I understand that. And so do they. But you asked for a request, and that is the request that has been sent. Is that like a group request? Or is that from an individual? Group. Okay. I'm happy to play with them on that. All right. Does that help you? Yeah, does. I have a, you know, my marks and bruises and things. All those things, yes. Yeah, I just wanted to run a few. them by me and if you could just say it. No. Anything else? Okay. Okay. Yeah. Not a mark, but another anomaly. An anomaly. An anomaly. Yeah. An anomaly. Yeah. I told you before that I had had a sweet burnt smell in my nose and I connected it with that. Okay. Well, recently I had like a really strong fuel smell. Yes. And since it wasn't the other thing. There will be a variety of reasons for why some of this may occur in some of you. There are, of course, certain reasons that are simply germane to your own reality, but at the same time you will find that dimensional shifts, shifts in energy may trigger within your neurological structure, release of memories that have occurred and experiences that have occurred. And at the same time, sometimes, not in all cases, the shift from one dimensional frequency to another will in and of itself carry a phenomenology of odor, scent, sensation.

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There are, of course, certain reasons that are simply germane to your own reality, but at the same time you will find that dimensional shifts, shifts in energy may trigger within your neurological structure, release of memories that have occurred and experiences that have occurred. And at the same time, sometimes, not in all cases, the shift from one dimensional frequency to another will in and of itself carry a phenomenology of odor, scent, sensation. vibration, sometimes it is that. Sometimes it is your own neurological system or your brain being triggered to release a sensation that you yourself have experienced in the past for one reason or another. And there are other reasons we will not go into now. But that is simply a few. I share with you what I did with it. And that would be? Well, one time I had a beasting in my arm and it came to be it was a shot in the arm. It was a shot in the arm. All right. Well, I've been taking on some really big projects at my house, and so I figured they gave me some gas. Oh, all right, thank you. I played with it like that. All right, thank you. And also, of course, that you are very willing to make a fuel of yourself. Yes, yes, that's the easiest and most fun way to go. Thank you. It is a powerful position in the deck. I'm happy to do it. Something just came to me a few minutes ago. And that would be. I'm kind of curious. Kind of curious. Kind of curious. Since they have samples and materials and materials. material and all that. Am I still being used for actually any reproduction? Not so much, no. So it's other things going on. Other things going on now in this part of the agenda. Yes. Thank you. One more thing. Nope. Oh, no. Okay. I'll love to you. And do you. One moment. There is a number two. You're excused. Number two. Hello, Bashar. And do you go? Good day. I was interested when you were talking about the hybrid children. What a surprise. Tuning into the music. Maybe you were right. They all obsessed. I went on this trip where I was around Zion and... Yes. We understand the area. All the way up through Canyon land. And I felt very sensitive to the energies there. the energies there. Guys. It was pretty incredible, actually. What? And I know I invited them to come, and I listened to a lot of music, so I would guess that they experienced something with me. Absolutely. What? The continuance and the strengthening of the resonance identification. The strengthening of the bridge and the bridge that will one day allow for contact. Do they see? My eyes ever? Sometimes. Sometimes. Faintly. Sometimes strongly. Not very often.

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energies there. Guys. It was pretty incredible, actually. What? And I know I invited them to come, and I listened to a lot of music, so I would guess that they experienced something with me. Absolutely. What? The continuance and the strengthening of the resonance identification. The strengthening of the bridge and the bridge that will one day allow for contact. Do they see? My eyes ever? Sometimes. Sometimes. Faintly. Sometimes strongly. Not very often. But sometimes the resonance identification is strong enough for them to have that experience, but it is stronger for them to understand you telepathically. So, like if I have an experience where something is so incredibly beautiful that I'm transformed in that moment. Yes. They will pick up on that very strongly. They may interpret and translate it in very different ways than the way you are experiencing it, but they will pick up upon the essential seed. experience. So how would they translate that? It will be specific to the different child, and what it is they are learning at that given moment. It is not a general answer I can give. Is there one that you can give me an example? Yes. One may experience an intensity that you would feel of emotion as an actual sensation of the exploration of rapid combustion. Oh, almost like an ignition? Yes. Wow. Do they like that way that feels? It is. interesting. And yes, they will enjoy it and at the same time they will not be used to it. So in that sense they will to some degree feel vibrant with it and perhaps after the experience will decide that it is something that they did enjoy but may not necessarily feel that way while they are experiencing it, not that it is negative. They may simply be so immersed in it that they cannot necessarily analyze what they are they can only feel. Especially because they don't necessarily have names for all of the feelings that they are getting used to. Yeah, I feel like I transmit feeling to them constantly. Yes. But I wondered what they were experiencing with that. Well, now you have some idea. All right, but then again, how consciously is it a good idea to do this? I mean... What difference does it make? They can refuse it. Okay. So I send what's available. They will channel it as they need it. You send whatever you wish to send. It doesn't force anything upon them. They will channel it as they need it to whatever degree they can use it. And just by me acknowledging that that connection is there and that they're able to access it if they want to. Yes. ...verifies it for both of us. Yes. Yeah. You know, there was one part where I was driving late at night very, very high up and very remote location. Yes. On this very thin ribbon of road. All right. How poetic of you?

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they need it to whatever degree they can use it. And just by me acknowledging that that connection is there and that they're able to access it if they want to. Yes. ...verifies it for both of us. Yes. Yeah. You know, there was one part where I was driving late at night very, very high up and very remote location. Yes. On this very thin ribbon of road. All right. How poetic of you? It was very pretty in its own way. All right. And suddenly I got this sensation that there was spacecraft nearby. or in the vicinity. I just felt the connection. Yes, this is true. This is true. What kind of ship was it? A spaceship, as you say. I know, but... That's all you're going to get. All right, well, I can just remember the feeling. Yes, you can. And then we were in this remote four-wheel drive there. four-wheel drive area and there was a dead cow. All right. And so I got out of the truck and went and looked and it had been gutted cleanly. And the genitals were removed. Yes. And it looks so peaceful. It was strange. It actually looked pretty. Things that are dead usually do. I've never seen a dead cow before except in the supermarket. So, um. Um, it immediately. Intact? Well, maybe like a side of beef. I see. I've never seen an intact cow that was dead. Oh, alright. A new experience for you. It was actually quite lovely. Was it a moving experience? Yes. Well, well, the part that was also moving, the part was that it looked like it was a cattle mutilation. Utterly fascinating. Don't fuck the question. I am not. There has been no question. Okay, let me do. The question is... Has anyone heard a question? The question is, was that a mutilated cow? I mean, like... No comment. Oh, all right. No cowmen. I'm going to milk it for all its way. I'm going to milk it for all its way. No. And, you know, I've done this so many times, and I'm totally lost all of them. I can't remember any of them. I heard you, though. You heard? Yes. I remembered that. All right. So I guess I don't get to, I'll just go by my intuition on that one. I guess so. Well, another thing that happened was at, I didn't want to leave this particular area up in Moab, because I feel incredible feelings there. But we had planned to go down to Death Valley. And so I didn't interrupt the plans and we went. Is it likely that there would be more of those dead cows in Death Valley? No, because there was almost a dead me, it felt like. Oh, all right. It was like I went after I was there for just overnight, it was like I went into toxic shock. And we had to leave because I got so ill.

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to go down to Death Valley. And so I didn't interrupt the plans and we went. Is it likely that there would be more of those dead cows in Death Valley? No, because there was almost a dead me, it felt like. Oh, all right. It was like I went after I was there for just overnight, it was like I went into toxic shock. And we had to leave because I got so ill. Many times you will find, and this is something that many of you ought to be aware of and in some senses be a little bit cautious about. about. Many of you, because of the environment you do live in, are so toxic that if you allow yourself to become dehydrated beyond a certain point, the toxicity will flare up. So be careful you do not let yourself become too dry because then the toxins that are there will be amplified and magnified. Do you follow? Do you follow? Yes. Yes. Um. So the last thing was recently, we just had this death of Sonny Bono. You had two deaths that were synchronously tied together. And this is the second phase of what began with what you call your princess and your mother. Yeah, I was wondering about the significance of they were both politicians and they both died of massive head injuries related to slippage or running into trees. Yes. Is there anything? nature. It killed them. Yes, it did. Because the political structure is too rigid. Thus, they have reflected this and other signals to your society as the second stage in the continuing series of events that are part and parcel of the emotional changes that are going on that we are around your planet to assist in the balancing of. Stage two. Thank you.